"When there is poverty at the ends of the world, there is only endless lovesickness. ____ Yan Shu"

After returning home on October 1, Gu Jinyan went to Lu Yinyin's house in a hurry, only Ji Yunzhe was at home alone, Gu Jinyan asked, "Little radish, haven't you come back yet?" ”

Ji Yunzhe said curtly, "She won't come back, and it's not safe to ride in the car alone, I'll pick her up during the winter vacation." ”

Gu Jinyan suddenly felt like a basin of cold water had been poured on it in the winter, and said without hesitation, "Oh, then I'll go." ”

Ji Yunzhe, who was left to dry, hurriedly said, "I'll go, Gu Er, don't you go, Yin Yin is not at home and ignores me, how did I find out that you are like a different person, we haven't drunk and chatted together for a long time, why don't you drink together at night?" ”

Gu Jinyan sighed, nodded and agreed, Ji Yunzhe felt that Lu Yinyin and Lin Mo Nian's matter must be pretended to be inadvertently said to let him know, after all, emotional matters really can't be forced, some people are willing to wishful thinking, and some people just like to follow each other, these can be called obsessions.

The word obsession, Baidu magnetic stripe is explained like this: obsession is an unshakable thought caused by attachment, which can describe the idea of excessive pursuit because of extreme attachment to something.

Everyone will have obsessions, but sometimes excessive persistence can turn into a tragedy, Ji Yunzhe asked Gu Jinyan to drink just to probe his tone, after all, they all grew up together, he didn't want to watch Gu Jinyan fall all the time, and there would never be a result.

Ji Yunzhe saw this Lu Yinyin and Lin Mo Nian very clearly, unless one of them let go, no one could break up, Lu Yinyin has been stubborn and stubborn since she was a child, once she gets serious and identifies one person, she will never regret it again.

And Lin Mo Nian went from Mi Cheng to Blue Ocean to Song City, chasing his sister across three cities, this persistence even touched him, not to mention that Lin Mo Nian's conditions are not bad, Lu Yinyin's character that can be tossed is suitable for finding such a boy who is as gentle as jade.

Ji Yunzhe and Gu Jinyan went to the barbecue stall near their house, ordered a few things casually, and asked for a dozen beers. Why can't I get through all the time, prompting to shut down. ”

Ji Yunzhe thought to himself that it would be strange if you could get through, so he pretended to say unintentionally, "Probably the power is off, and you called me in the afternoon, you can call Lin Mo Nian." ”

Hearing this, Gu Jinyan's hand that was opening a beer suddenly stopped, looked at Ji Yunzhe in a daze, and said, "What do you mean?" ”

Ji Yunzhe still pretended not to notice his abnormality, and said, "It's literal, Lin Mo Nian went to Songcheng, and Yin Yin agreed to be with him." ”

With a "bang", the beer was opened, Gu Jinyan picked it up with an extremely ugly face and drank it up, and it was only now that he understood why Ji Yunzhe asked him to come out to drink.

Seeing that Gu Jinyan didn't say a word, Ji Yunzhe got to the point and said, "Brother, let it go, I don't want to see you continue to fall in, we all grew up together, Yin Yin is my own sister, and I treat you as a brother."

Over the years, with your understanding of Yinyin, in fact, you can imagine that if you tell her your thoughts, she will feel awkward to death, and you may not even be able to be friends. ”

Gu Jinyan muttered, "Don't say it, drink." ”

After that, Ji Yunzhe didn't say anything more, some words were just enough, Gu Jinyan was drunk in the end, and was dragged home by Ji Yunzhe.

After Ji Yunzhe left, Gu Jinyan, a big boy who grew up and was held by the stars of his family since he was a child, was like losing his beloved glass marbles when he was a child, and tears flowed down silently when he stood under the shower, and his little radish was going to become Lin Menian's radish after all.

As Ji Yunzhe said, he saw Lin Mo Nian's extraordinary feelings for Lu Yinyin, and also thought of Lu Yinyin's attitude towards him, he really just treated him as a small man and an iron buddy, if some words were spoken, it would be impossible for Lu Yinyin to face him like before.

Therefore, Gu Jinyan endured it again and again, rotting all those words in his stomach, he thought that as long as Lu Yinyin didn't fall in love, he would always wait for a suitable time to tell her, but he didn't expect Lin Mo Nian to be so decisive and resolute and chased directly to Song Cheng.

If he hadn't done so much ridiculous behavior before, chased after a bunch of strange girls, and told Lu Yinyin all about those experiences, he might have taken the first step bravely and told Lu Yinyin without hesitation that he had always liked his little Qingmei.

If he hadn't told Lin Mo Nian about Lu Yinyin's young troubles so unscrupulously, maybe Lin Mo Nian wouldn't have noticed Lu Yinyin at all, and they wouldn't have known each other at all.

If he hadn't given Lin Mo Nian's English book to Lu Yinyin, and hadn't bumpered with his classmates and bumped into Lin Mo Nian, Lu Yin Yin would not have jumped into Lin Mo Nian's arms, and they would not have had any intersection.

But there are no ifs in life, only consequences and results.

Gu Jinyan, who only woke up at this time, was remorseful but powerless, as if Lin Mo Nian and Lu Yinyin were originally two irrelevant parallel lines, but because of his relationship, they magically converged in the end, and he lost his little green plum in this way.

After the National Day holiday, Gu Jinyan, who returned to school, couldn't help but call Lu Yinyin, and then Lu Yinyin laughed and quarrelled with him in a brisk tone, and didn't forget to tease him for chasing a few fair-skinned, beautiful and long-legged girls again.

Gu Jinyan still didn't ask about her falling in love with Lin Mo Nian in the end, and of course he didn't ask Lu Yinyin and had no obligation to tell him.

Gu Jinyan felt that this was also very good, at least Lu Yinyin never knew that she would not have any discomfort, and she still regarded him as the most trusted and relied on friend and buddy in her heart.

If one day Lin Mo Nian accidentally lost Lu Yinyin, he would definitely be the first to rush up and tell her without hesitation that he had been waiting for her all along.

After that, Gu Jinyan would still call Lu Yinyin every once in a while, just a simple greeting between old friends, which had made him very satisfied, as if Gu Jinyan, the big boy who didn't grow up overnight, was rapidly growing into a man with a sense of responsibility at the speed of opening a hanging.

In November 2008, Lu Yinyin and Lin Monian, who had been separated for more than a month, had endless text messages, endless phone calls, and QQ chats every day, as if the two of them always had endless words, and Lu Yinyin fell asleep with his mobile phone in his hand every night.

And in the past few days, Lu Yinyin feels that he is about to be depressed, every time he walks on campus and sees groups of couples, he thinks hopelessly about Lin Mo Nian, but he finally dare not tell him his sadness.

Because she was afraid that Lin Mo Nian would be even more sad and worried about her when she heard it, meeting was a particularly luxurious thing, and for the sake of her studies and the future, she continued to grit her teeth and insist.

And during the period, she also thought of what Ji Yunzhe told her, "The road is chosen by yourself, and you have to finish it while kneeling", Lu Yinyin has only one idea now, she really can't live by herself.

Because of her stubbornness, she chose such a big and distant place to go to school, even if she was a little closer to Lin Monian, he didn't have to waste all his time on the journey, Lu Yinyin thought that she really had water in her head is flour, and it turned into a ball of paste with a slight shake, and she wanted to come out of it.

Every day, through the cold mobile phone screen, transmitting each other's thoughts, Lu Yinyin realized that Lin Mo Nian was about to overtake her when he talked about love, so he teased him that he could be a poet.

In order to live up to Lu Yinyin's high hopes, Lin Mo Nian really replied to her with a few lines of poetry: "Flowers float and water flow freely, a kind of lovesickness, two places of leisure."

There is no way to eliminate this situation, so I am on my brow, but I am on my heart. ”

Lu Yinyin replied, "I hope that your heart is like my heart, and I will live up to my love." ”

As soon as she sent it, Lin Mo Nian's phone called, and her low and deep voice inexplicably made Lu Yinyin's heart move, Lin Mo Nian said, "Daughter-in-law, I think I'm going to run to you until the New Year's Day holiday, can I?" ”

Lu Yinyin pretended to be angry and said, "Of course not, are you going to skip class and come to me?" Then I don't even want to see you, my brother in my heart is a good baby who listens carefully, hehe. ”

Lin Mo Nian had no choice but to suppress the acacia that was about to invade the bone marrow again, he was now looking forward to the stars and the moon and looking forward to the New Year's Day holiday, he could no longer just kiss and hug through the screen, thinking about Lu Yinyin's heartache, thinking that he was about to be unable to breathe.

Lu Yinyin, the new week's broadcast script, had been completed and handed over to Qinghan, but she received a call from Qinghan the next day, saying that she would see you on the radio station in the hospital, and there was a problem with her draft of this issue.

After going, Qinghan took out all the manuscripts that he felt were not suitable for broadcasting, and Lu Yinyin was shocked to realize that because she was in a low mood, when she reviewed the manuscript, she mixed some personal emotions into it, which seemed negative and pessimistic, and the radio manuscript was to spread all positive energy.

Lu Yinyin hurriedly thanked him, and took the manuscript back and decided to redo it, Qinghan said, "Yinyin, have you been in a bad mood lately?" What's wrong? ”

Lu Yinyin smiled, "It's okay, am I in a bad mood?" ”

Qinghan said, "Was that boy your boyfriend last time?" Why didn't you two choose a school in the first place? ”

Faced with Qinghan's question, Lu Yinyin didn't know how to answer, did she want to say that she lacked heart and eyes, and she had to get along with herself, or that she wanted to deliberately torture Lin Monian, so she had to laugh and "He is my boyfriend, called Lin Monian, I was so embarrassed, we quarreled before, and I reported to our school as soon as I was willful, hehe"

Hearing Lu Yinyin admit it, Qinghan felt that he should die, everyone had a boyfriend, and he was still in a hurry to worry about other people's girlfriends, which was not good, but Lu Yinyin had this kind of magic that always attracted his attention, making him can't help but want to get closer.

Following the Qinghan in his heart, he made no secret of his liking for Lu Yinyin, and said, "Let's go, let's go to dinner together, you didn't eat a few bites when I said I invited you to eat that day, and I will make up for it today." ”

Lu Yinyin was not allowed to smile so brightly at other boys because of Lin Monian's warning to her before, and she was not allowed to be alone with other boys.

Lu Yinyin quickly picked it up and shouted, "Brother Nian, didn't you go to the library today?" ”

Then he turned his head to Qinghan and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I can't go to dinner with you, thank you today, I'll give you the manuscript as soon as I'm done." ”

After speaking, he waved at him, and slowly walked away to make a call, listening to Lu Yinyin's beautiful baby voice Wu Nong's soft voice and the boy on the other side of the phone, Qinghan had an indescribable envy in his heart.

Just call his boyfriend "Brother Nian", I'm afraid that only Lu Yinyin can do such a thing, Qinghan looked at Lu Yinyin's distant back, and smiled a little self-deprecatingly, and the thoughts that shouldn't be taken away should be accepted.

After Lin Mo Nian picked up the phone in Lu Yinyin, she heard her conversation with the person next to her, so she was a little alert and immediately asked, "Who are you going to eat with?" ”

Lu Yinyin said ambiguously, "Well, no one, the editor of our radio station." ”

Lin Mo Nian breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Then I'm relieved, I'm quite unconfident in myself now, I'm afraid that if a bad boy who looks more handsome than me cheats you little fool, what should I do." ”

Lu Yinyin said with a low smile, "You are so memorable, I don't worry about you being hooked up, you have to be worthy of my trust in you." ”

Lin Mo Nian, who was already lovesick, listened to Lu Yinyin's laughter like a silver bell, and thought that he was by her side now, so he slowly said, "Daughter-in-law, I really miss you, I miss you very much." ”