Song Junyi is in a terrible state.

Su Bei pushed open the door, a strong smell of smoke choked out, and Su Bei was forced to take a few steps back.

Looking inside, the room was smoky, and in the dim light, Song Junyi was sitting at the calligraphy and painting table, concentrating on reading, and there were two stacks of tall books on his left and right sides, and he didn't know whether he had finished reading or not finishing.

Su Bei walked in.

Song Junyi's hair was a little messy, his beard was messy, and his eyes were bloodshot.

The collar of his white shirt has been yellowed, as if he hasn't taken a shower and changed clothes in days, his blazer is also thrown aside, and he looks sloppy with a large loose sweater on his body!

On the left-hand side of the desk is an ashtray the size of a bowl, filled with cigarette butts, some stacked like a sunflower!

It was already daytime, and although it was raining, the light outside was not bad, but the doors and windows were closed here, and the heavy blackout curtains kept the room airtight, and a dim lamp became the only light in the room!

When Subei saw this scene, he suddenly became a little angry!

But Song Junyi didn't seem to notice the arrival of Northern Jiangsu, and he lit another cigarette.

After taking a deep breath, he seemed dissatisfied with this state, and thrust the cigarette butt into the ashtray that had no empty space, and reached for a small bottle in the corner of the table with his right hand!

"What are you eating?" Su Bei ran up to grab the bottle in Song Junyi's hand.

The label of the bottle had been torn off, but Subei instinctively felt that it was not a good thing!

"Don't worry, it's some stomach medicine, I'm feeling a little sick to my stomach these days!" Song Junyi saw Su Bei, and his eyes flickered a little. His voice was astringent, as if it had been rubbed into countless sands!

"When did you start learning to smoke?" Su Bei asked, she remembered that Song Junyi cherished his body very much, even if he was bored before, he only occasionally ordered one or two, but now he almost never leaves his cigarette!

Su Bei knew that Song Junyi cared about him, but he couldn't do this!

"Don't be cute, I've been smoking since I was fourteen, but I just don't smoke in front of your eyes!" Song Junyi showed a self-deprecating wry smile, he was burdened with so many grudges, he didn't smoke, could he smoke something else?

Su Bei does not exclude men from smoking, Jin Sixiao will also smoke when he is upset or stressed, but he doesn't smoke as fiercely as Song Junyi, and she is even more sad when she hears Song Junyi say this!

Su Bei walked over and opened the curtains and windows of the room, ventilated the room, and said: "I know you're worried about me, but it's not that you don't have time at all, if you continue like this, you may die in less than a week, who will protect me then?" ”

This sentence was originally Su Bei's heart, but after saying it, he felt that something was wrong, and he was afraid that Song Junyi would misunderstand...... But if she explained it now, Song Junyi would be even more upset, so she had to bite her lip and keep silent.

"If I'm gone, won't Jin Sixiao protect you? Maybe that's better for all of us! "Then he can be free!

"What nonsense are you talking about? I'll be sad if you're gone, and so will Bonn! Even if I die, I don't want anything to happen to you! Su Bei put his hands on his waist and stared at Song Junyi viciously.

"When you say that, aren't you afraid I'll misunderstand?" Song Junyi raised his head and showed a wry smile again, he already fully understood that Su Bei's heart was no longer on him now, and he would say this, but he was just caring!

"You know it's a misunderstanding, so don't misunderstand! There is more than one kind of human affection, even if I don't have a relationship with you, you are still my dearest big brother in my heart, not even a 'little uncle'! If it's not the feelings of love, isn't it worthless to you at all? Then you're so chilling to me! "Subei is a little bully now! Since Song Junyi likes her so much, can't she like her a little more?

She wants everyone to be happy, so that even if she is gone, she can rest assured! What's more, isn't there still twenty days left? She won't have to die!

Song Junyi's heart seemed to be Ling Chi!

Treat Subei as a sister for the rest of your life?

Is it okay to watch her and Jin Sixiao?

No, he can't!

He has his own plans, if he can't get Subei for the rest of his life, he would rather use the last light of his life to illuminate Subei's entire life!

"Okay, you leave me alone, I'll look at it for a while, maybe I can find the answer today!" Song Junyi closed the book he was reading and wanted to read the other one, but Su Bei quickly snatched the book from his hand!

"Don't look any further! Now you go take a shower for me and come out for breakfast! I promised Born that I was going to take him out today, and you too! ”

"I, I don't want to go out, you can take him to play by yourself!" Song Junyi's body is like a scale, and he can't pull it!

Subei steamed a little, and the anger was even greater!

"Hell, how many days have you not? I have very little strength, and I'm not in a good mood, so don't mess with me again! The world won't stop running because it's gone, don't think too much about yourself! Also, in addition to you, I'm also reading, and my dad, and Mr. Xu, it's not necessarily the method you figured out! If you are disobedient again, I will drive you away, and you will not even see a shadow of me in the future! Su Bei pushed behind Song Junyi and kicked him rudely.

Su Bei's series of remarks made Song Junyi feel complicated and embarrassed, especially the sentence "How many days have you not......

As soon as his mind was in a trance, he was pushed into the bathroom by Su Bei!

The bathroom door was closed from the outside.

Su Bei threatened outside: "You give me a good bath now, rub the old mud on your body, shave your beard, and I will stare at you outside!" If I see you a little decadent again, I'll sweep you out of the house!" ”

Song Junyi was in the bathroom, and through the frosted glass door, he could still see Su Bei's delicate posture with his hands on his hips......

The eye sockets suddenly became a little sour.

How long has it been since this heat has been exuberant?

Song Junyi remembered that when he was a child, when he studied day and night in the hope of growing himself, Subei did the same to him!

first forced him to take a bath, then gave him good food, and went to learn hypnosis, tied him to the bed, and then used a crystal pendant to shake in front of his eyes, chanting words in his mouth, hoping that he would sleep!

How could Subei's clumsy technique really have a hypnotic effect?

But looking at her eyes that were focused on him, listening to her soft and gripping voice, his heart seemed to be melted into a ball by the warm sun, and he always forced himself to sleep......

It's all gone!

These things no longer exist in the memory of Northern Jiangsu!

Ever since he promised Blackjack to erase Subei's memories, these heartwarming scenes have become his own permanent memories of loneliness!

Song Junyi unscrewed the faucet and let the warm water rush down from the top of his head, it was really time for him to calm down.

Listening to the sound of water coming from the bathroom, Su Bei knew that Song Junyi had obediently taken a bath and breathed a sigh of relief!

Of course, she won't stay here to watch Song Junyi take a bath all the time, this feeling is weird.

Su Bei turned around and went to Song Junyi's table to get the bottle of medicine just now, and then turned around and went out.

"Eleven, you can help me test it and see what it contains!" Su Bei opened the medicine bottle and handed it to Eleven, so she didn't believe what kind of stomach medicine Song Junyi was taking!

Eleven sniffed twice and said lightly: "No need for a test, this is a stimulant-like thing that stimulates the nerves!" Eating it can make people's minds run at high speed! Sometimes Ashi eats too! ”

"What?" Knowing that Song Junyi ate such a thing, Su Bei was shocked enough, but he didn't expect even Jin Sixiao to eat it?

Are these men taking their bodies too seriously?

Eleven knew what she was thinking as soon as she saw Su Bei's little expression, glanced at Su Bei, and explained: "The pressure on men is very great, sometimes the work is too busy, or when the pressure is too much, this can assist the thinking!" ”

"You are pulling out the seedlings and fueling them, overdrawing your lives!" As a doctor, Su Bei is very disgusted by this kind of behavior that hurts the body!

"Don't be nervous, if you take this small amount, the damage to the body is limited! Some creative workers also eat, such as writing, designing, and composing...... They can't capture that subtle feeling under normal thinking, and this can take you to a completely abstract state of thinking, just like a drunk bar, what you can't usually catch, you can catch at that time! Eleven glared at Su Bei, what was the fuss? The medicine he himself has taken is much more poisonous than this!

"Then what does my brother-in-law eat and do?" Isn't this a contradiction, this medicine can excite the nerves and enter the abstract world, and Song Junyi needs to be calm and find a breakthrough in the words of reality!

"He's supposed to be just for refreshment, just like As! Thinking is controlled by the brain, you can enter the fantasy if you want to, and you can concentrate wherever you want! But then he needs more energy to keep his mind from going astray, and his head should be about to explode by now! Eleven glanced at Su Bei meaningfully, it seems that her little affection is really good for her, do you want to tell Jin Sixiao about this?

He must have tasted it!

"I see, you are not allowed to tell Ass about this!" Su Bei snatched the medicine bottle over and glared at Eleven fiercely.

I have to think of a way, it is three parts of poison, how can these people eat medicine as food?

Eleven looked at Su Bei's back, this woman is so cute and energetic, I hope she can really overcome all kinds of difficulties, and then cultivate with Jin Sixiao to achieve a positive result!

At eleven o'clock in the morning, the sky cleared, and the sun came out of the thick clouds and sprinkled a golden light on the earth!

After a few heavy snowfalls and heavy rains, the air was exceptionally fresh, almost in a state of purity.

The temperature is cold, and when you take a breath into your lungs, you feel like you have been cut by a knife.

Qin Hao sat in a coffee shop, looking at the clear sky outside, she took a sip of coffee, and a dangerous smile curled into the corner of her mouth.