Chapter 139: Love is selfish, how can it be remembered by others
The purpose of Sun Xiaoming's trip is to find Qin Lou because of the matter of entering Jingying, and now he has not yet opened his mouth and said that this matter is answered, it stands to reason that Sun Xiaoming should be ecstatic, after all, he did not report any hope before he came.
But he didn't lose his happiness and didn't say anything, but he felt extremely uncomfortable.
As for the uncomfortable method, he can't say it, it's stuffy, rising, sour, and painful.
"I'll let you know the details of the arrangement separately."
His eyes kept staring at Qin Lou painted on the easel, and he looked at Sun Xiaoming here.
When Sun Xiaoming's somewhat trance-like and somewhat blurry eyes met the cold and threatening pupils of Shangqin Lou, he said as if he didn't care: "Really, really?" ”
Although Sun Xiaoming had tried his best to pretend to be calm, his voice was hoarse and crying.
"Really, I'm still busy, let's go back!"
After Qin Lou gave the order to evict the guest, he withdrew his eyes and continued to paint.
"Then, you're busy, I'll go first!"
Sun Xiaoming said, turned around and ran downstairs.
If it is almost possible for him to control the sound of his feet and the stairs when he just went upstairs, then at this moment he has no scruples to let this voice vent, as if this is the only way for a child who is extremely obedient to be obedient on weekdays to vent when facing the orders of his parents.
Knock Knock Knock –
Knock Knock Knock –
Knock Knock Knock –
Zero, who had been standing downstairs, was not surprised at all when he saw Sun Xiaoming, who had lost his soul and ran down from upstairs, because this was what Qin Lou had expected when he asked Sun Xiaoming to go to the second floor, but it ended faster than Zero imagined, and he thought that their cousins would talk more if they hadn't seen each other for so long.
"Xiao Ming, are you leaving?"
"Hmm."
"I'll drive you back."
"No, no need!"
Sun Xiaoming fled in a hurry after dropping this sentence.
Sun Xiaoming ran out of the villa in one go, running through one street after another, one intersection after another, until he stepped on a stone and fell to the ground, he stopped.
With the faint and desolate moonlight, his tears rained down, but he lowered his head and didn't let anyone see it, as if no one would know about his feelings for Ling Qi from now on.
Ling Qi remembered that Sun Xiaoming was the day when Ling Qi went to school with his 'true face' and everyone didn't know him, he said, 'Isn't she Ling Qi?' This sentence.
And Sun Xiaoming remembered that when Ling Qi was first admitted to the fourth middle school two years ago, when he was bullied and blackmailed by his senior classmates, she chewed gum and came to the rescue, and since that day he has been secretly watching her, watching her, and then falling in love with her.
But she'll never know, and he won't let anyone know.
This winter in Xishi is the coldest winter for Sun Xiaoming.
……
After Sun Xiaoming left, Zero did not immediately go upstairs, but went to the kitchen to catch a glass of warm water with a clear glass, and took out a white thumb-sized medicine bottle from the cupboard, and the medicine bottle read: Alprazolam tablets.
Zero placed the water cup and medicine bottle on the tray and carried it up to the second floor.
Although Zero's footsteps were so light that there was almost no sound, it still disturbed Qin Lou.
"He's gone?"
"Well, I'm sad to leave."
When Zero answered, he put down the tray on a table next to Qin Lou, and seeing that Qin Lou didn't mean to speak, he asked: "Xiao Ming's nature is not bad, isn't it a little cruel for the young master to do this, after all, for him, he was just attracted to Miss Ling at the beginning of his love, which also fully explains Miss Ling's charm, doesn't it?" ”。
"Love is selfish, how can it be remembered by others."