Chapter 283: You Don't Have to Be

If it was Fang Cai, Wen Jianing would feel very relieved like this. But now, Zheng Ling's stunned expression didn't please her.

Instead, Wen Jianing felt that he ...... Somewhat excessive.

Zheng Ling didn't say a word, just looked at Yu Yaowen blankly, and tears fell down her eyes.

"Don't go crazy." Wen Jianing said, "Coax your little girlfriend well." ”

After that, he turned around and was about to leave, but he was dragged by Yu Yaowen again.

Wen Jianing was really a little speechless.

"You shouldn't be talking to me now, you know?" Wen Jianing looked at him seriously, "That's it between us, there's nothing to explain." The most important thing now is for you and your little girlfriend to make it clear. She's more confused than I am. ”

The words fell, and Wen Jianing left.

Yu Yaowen probably listened to her words, but this time he didn't stop her.

As soon as Wen Jianing left, between Yu Yaowen and Zheng Ling, he was even more speechless.

Yu Yaowen felt very embarrassed.

Before, when I was alone with Zheng Ling, just looking at her face, even if I didn't say anything, I didn't think it was anything. But now...... He was a little shameless to face Zheng Ling.

Yu Yaowen felt that he was really bad, and all of a sudden, he was sorry for the two girls.

Yu Yaowen swallowed his saliva, his throat choked and astringent.

Zheng Ling wept silently. The atmosphere of silence spread between the two, and after a long time, it was not so awkward.

"What do you want to say?" Zheng Ling asked.

She felt that the sky had really collapsed.

During the time she was with Yu Yaowen, she already liked him, and she liked the kind she liked very much.

He is handsome and golden, and has a good personality, which simply satisfies any of her yearning and requirements for the opposite sex. Although sometimes, he will show a different depth and loneliness than usual, looking at her gaze, it seems to penetrate her, looking at others.

But she didn't mind any of that.

Everyone has secrets, and she also allows Yu Yaowen to have them.

She didn't ask, she hoped that one day, Yu Yaowen could take the initiative to tell her.

But she never thought that today, what awaits her will be this.

After she ran out just now, she thought about it a lot. Wen Jianing said that they slept last night, and she still wondered if there would be any accidents, and if there was any insincere suffering, she couldn't forgive him.

But what just now?

What she saw with her own eyes was Wen Jianing, whom Yu Yaowen took the initiative to kiss.

Wen Jianing was struggling and resisting, but Yu Yaowen was still holding on to her tightly and forcing her.

Yu Yaowen looked at Zheng Ling with an apologetic gaze: "I'm sorry." ”

"It's so sad." Zheng Ling wiped a handful of tears, "Awen, what kind of feelings do you have for me?" Do you like me? ”

"I don't know."

I don't know? Hearing this answer, the corners of Zheng Ling's lips drew a very mocking arc.

She was mocking herself, her relationship for so long was in vain after all.

"Then why did you keep saying you liked me? I've asked you many times, and you've sworn every time, but why is your answer different this time? The more Zheng Ling spoke, the more his emotions collapsed, and his tone couldn't help but rise, with a bit of hysteria, "Why!" Is it because of Wen Jianing? ”

Yu Yaowen's Adam's apple rolled slightly, and then shook his head slightly: "No." ”

"That'...... What's the reason for that? Zheng Ling sobbed and asked, "You tell me clearly, why." ”

Yu Yaowen felt that he was already very cruel to Zheng Ling, and if he told the fact that she was very similar to Song Tong, it would be even more cruel.

If you don't say it...... Yu Yaowen didn't know how to explain to her anymore.

After thinking about it for a moment, Yu Yaowen still decided to tell Zheng Ling the truth.

Either way, it was out of respect, and she had the right to know the truth.

"Come here, I'll tell you." Yu Yaowen grabbed Zheng Ling and took her down.

Zheng Ling was still struggling at first, but he couldn't resist Yu Yaowen.

She was taken by Yu Yaowen to his car and sat in the passenger seat.

She usually sat in Yaowen's co-pilot countless times, but there had never been a time when she was as strange as today.

It was warm in the carriage, but for Zheng Ling, it was extremely cold.

Yu Yaowen's every look and every look fell on her eyes, making her feel like an ice cave.

"I'm with you because ......," Yu Yaowen said thoughtfully, "You look alike to my ex-girlfriend." ”

Zheng Ling never thought that it was actually because of this.

But she still held on to her emotions and tried to calm herself down: "And then? ”

"No more."

"So our relationship is the way it is because of her, right?"

When Zheng Ling said this, his heart hurt.

Yu Yaowen nodded.

Zheng Ling took a deep breath: "What about her?" There's no hope for you to be together again? Need a replacement like mine? ”

"She's gone." Yu Yaowen said, "She's dead." ”

Zheng Ling looked at Yu Yaowen in shock: "Death...... He's dead? ”

"Well, it was eight years ago."

Zheng Ling suddenly felt that all his words had become pale.

She turned out to be a substitute for a dead man.

"Am I similar to her?" Zheng Ling pointed at the tip of his nose with a backhand, "Like?" ”

"Like." Yu Yaowen nodded and looked at her seriously, "It can be said that it is exactly the same." ”

Zheng Ling showed a very bleak smile: "Then I know." I finally knew why Wen Jianing was so surprised when she saw me. ”

"So the first time I saw you, I wanted to be with you." Yu Yaowen said slowly, "I thought that I would live with you like this for the rest of my life. ”

"You didn't live with me, you lived with her." Zheng Ling corrected Yu Yaowen's words, "You have been with your ex-girlfriend." ”

"Perhaps." Yu Yaowen took a deep breath and suddenly felt a little powerless, "Say whatever you want, but that's what I thought at the beginning." ”

"Then do you feel that I am pitiful and innocent?" Zheng Ling said, without waiting for Yu Yaowen to speak, he shook his head again, "You definitely haven't thought about it." If you had thought about it, it wouldn't have been like this. It's also my wishful thinking, thinking that you are with me because you like it, it turns out that ......"

Zheng Ling couldn't go on, and she began to choke again.

"Since you like your ex-girlfriend so much, then why did you have that incident with Wen Jianing?" Zheng Ling asked, "You use me as a substitute for your ex-girlfriend, shouldn't you be devoted to me?" ”

"I don't know." When he said the previous words, Yu Yaowen was still very calm, but when it came to Wen Jianing, Yu Yaowen felt very powerless.

And it's irritable. Wen Jianing's face kept dangling in front of her, very annoying.

"I drank last night, I don't know what I said or did, I don't know what I did." Yu Yaowen tugged at his hair very irritably, "I don't know anything!" ”

Zheng Ling looked at Yu Yaowen coldly, for a long time.

She has been with Yu Yaowen for more than half a year, and she can be regarded as understanding him.

I've never seen him so irritable and out of shape, and all this is because of another woman.

"What is your affection for Wen Jianing?"

Zheng Ling asked this question, and his hands couldn't help but clench his clothes tightly, expecting and afraid of an answer.

"I don't know."

When it came to Wen Jianing, he didn't know anything.

"You like her." Zheng Ling said, his tone was very affirmative.

"Nope." Yu Yaowen began to deny it without thinking about it, "I am friends with her. ”

"yes, we were friends before yesterday. But after yesterday, not necessarily. Zheng Ling sighed, "Yu Yaowen, face up to your inner feelings." ”

Yu Yaowen frowned, Xu is Zheng Ling's tone made him very uncomfortable.

It was as if she was standing on a high point, pointing at him.

"I don't have any feelings for her in my heart." Yu Yaowen frowned, "Don't say it." ”

Zheng Ling's eyes were still very cold: "Yu Yaowen, you are really disappointing." ”

"I know."

"Not only for me, but also for Wen Jianing." Zheng Ling looked at him, "Not only are your feelings for me not pure, but you don't dare to face your feelings for Wen Jianing." Yu Yaowen, you are a coward. ”

"I've said everything I should have said to you, and I don't need you to point fingers at my own affairs." Yu Yaowen's tone had obviously cooled down, "I've told you everything I should have told you, where are you going, I'll send you over." ”

"No need, I'll take a taxi home." Zheng Ling's hand rested on the central control, "Don't bother you." ”

"You can think about it again when you go back." Before Zheng Ling got out of the car, he heard Yu Yaowen's voice coming from behind him, "If you can accept to be her stand-in, I can continue to be with you." ”

Zheng Ling turned his head to look at him: "Yu Yaowen, you are really cruel. ”

Yu Yaowen's eyes drooped slightly: "You look the same as her, I may not like you in this life, if you can accept ........"

"Why should I take it?" Zheng Ling asked rhetorically: "Is it because I like you that I want to be humbled so much?" It's true that I like you, but Yu Yaowen, don't forget, I'm also dignified. ”

For the first time, Yu Yaowen looked at Zheng Ling with a serious look.

Before, she had always been a stand-in, and her feelings for her were always moving closer to Song Tong. But this time, he suddenly realized that this girl also has backbone and blood.

Much stronger than he imagined.

"Yu Yaowen, you are good at everything, I can tell you many, many advantages." Zheng Ling said slowly, "But there is one thing, I have never told you, you have a shortcoming, that is, you are too macho. Although I like you, it doesn't mean that you are everything to me, I have to be you. ”

After the words fell, Zheng Ling took one last look at Yu Yaowen, threw the car door, and strode away.

Yu Yaowen looked at Zheng Ling's back for a long time.

He felt as if his heart was empty, as if something in his life had completely left him.