Lin Mo Nian didn't seem to know that someone would suddenly hold his arm, but after raising his head and looking at the position of the bus, Lu Yinyin was standing at the door, and the baby face broke straight into his eyes, so he hurriedly pulled the little girl's hand down, and said in a displeased voice, "If you don't want to follow, you can disappear in front of my eyes immediately, it's just to make trouble for me." ”

The little girl with two pigtails suddenly turned red with her eyes when she was aggrieved, and said, "Brother Nian, why are you so fierce to others, you treat me like this, does your mother know?" ”

The two of them were still arguing, and the tour guide here shouted a little anxiously, "Handsome guy, please hurry up with your little girlfriend, this car of people are waiting for the two of you here, this young lady is in a hurry, hurry up, let's go immediately." ”

Soon Lin Mo Nian and the little girl got into the car one after the other, Lu Yinyin owed his body, and made a little space for them to get in the car, Lin Mo Nian passed by her without squinting, like two strangers who had never met, he didn't even look at her with a superfluous look, indifferent and cold, and he looked like he was rejecting people thousands of miles away, and his former cold and stable style was not at all like they had just been separated for a long time, and he had been pestering her with a dead face, and he really didn't know each other.

However, since the two of them completely fell out on the night a week ago, Lu Yinyin had a rare quiet day for a week, Lin Mo Nian was like she had never appeared, she was never seen again, and completely disappeared from her life, as if the two of them had never intersected, passing by forever on the corner of the street in this small city of Micheng, this time he should have really given up, after all, no one can tolerate being rejected again and again.

And the conversation between Lin Monian and the girl just now was heard by Lu Yinyin, and the little girl said to Lin Mo Nian with a "your mother", until this time, Lu Yinyin noticed that the little girl who was following him had two long and slender pigtails, wearing a white pleated skirt, red lips and white teeth, and delicate facial features, especially the tender skin that could pinch out the water, the face was full of youthful breath, full of vitality, and fearless of everything, even if Lin Monian did not help her carry the suitcase, I never gave her a good look from beginning to end.

It's just that the more she looks at that skirt, the more familiar it feels, she seems to remember that Lin Mo Nian had bought several of this style of skirts for her, but later after the two broke up, she sent them back to Bishui Yuan, could it be that Lin Mo Nian gave the clothes she had worn to the little sister in front of her who looked like a minor.

And that girl, whether she dresses or dresses, speaks, or moves and expressions, is very much like Lu Yinyin when she was seventeen years old, could it be that after Lin Mo Nian knew that there was no possibility with her in this life, she turned her head and asked her mother to find a stand-in, deliberately letting the little girl wear her previous clothes, or the little girl knew about her existence and deliberately dressed like this, so that Lin Mo Nian could look at her twice.

Lu Yinyin felt that his three views had been refreshed again, the three views of the rich were really far from those of the poor, it turned out that there was nothing in this world that could not be bought with money, Lin Mo was so sensible, and finally after touching her nose here, he quickly let go of the past, found a replacement, and then started his happy life again, of course, it can't be said to be a substitute, maybe he likes this type.

At this moment, Lu Yinyin suddenly felt very sad, this kind of Lin Mo Nian made her feel very strange, this is the so-called love, in the face of reality factors, it is so worthless, his mother in order to hold her grandson as soon as possible, she simply did everything, this is too well-intentioned, and even used the method of finding a substitute for her son, and all this seems to have nothing to do with her, she is sad in this spring, what autumn, what is sour, but the misunderstanding of Lin Mo Nian has deepened again.

But why is it so coincidental, it's just that the road is narrow, and she usually can't touch it, but she wants to go out for a walk, but she ran into Lin Mo Nian taking his little girlfriend out to play, she is going to relax, not to add to the blockage, she doesn't want to see Lin Mo Nian with others at all, even if Lin Mo Nian no longer belongs to her, but her heart is still small, this feeling is like cutting the flesh on her body with a knife.

At that moment, Lu Yinyin leaned in the ear of the tour guide and asked a very important question, if she didn't go to the group, could she refund it? The tour guide looked at her with a puzzled expression, and immediately said, "Little sister, what are you kidding, of course you can't retreat, hurry back to your seat and sit down, everyone is here, let's go immediately now, enjoy the journey." ”

The tour guide's voice came from the headset she was wearing, and the people in the entire carriage looked at Lu Yinyin, who had been standing next to the driver's seat, with inquiring faces, including Lin Monian, who looked at her completely like a stranger, and the little girl, since getting on the car, the little girl's eyes didn't seem to have moved away from her, Lu Yinyin had to return to her seat with some reluctance, and then found that Lin Mo Nian and the little girl were actually sitting in front of her seat.

Lu Yinyin now wants to die, it's disgusting to open the door to disgusting, disgusting home, her ex-boyfriend openly appeared in front of her with his little girlfriend, and sat in the car seat in front of her to openly show affection, and pretended not to know her at all, directly ignoring her existence, which is tolerable, which is unbearable.

She seems to have completely forgotten that it was she who repeatedly warned Lin Monian to pretend not to know each other when they met again, and to be a stranger, it was she who tried hard to push him away from her side, and she was ashamed to let Lin Monian find her own happiness, at this time she was completely carried away by anger, until Ji Yunzhe's phone called, asked her to send a location, and by the way, sent him the license plate number of the bus, and by the way, sent him a photo of what was in the car, Lu Yinyin woke up like a dream.

She sent him one by one according to Ji Yunzhe's request, and then posted another sentence on WeChat Lin Mo Nian and his new little girlfriend sat in front of her, the car had already started, and it was too late for her to get out of the car, but she still felt very uncomfortable, the most important thing was that she paid two thousand yuan, if she was now required to leave the group, delaying everyone's trip, not a penny would be refunded, and she still felt sorry for her money.

After Ji Yunzhe saw this news, he quickly replied, "You feel sorry for money, but your brother feels sorry for you even more, if you really don't want to go, you don't want to watch Lin Mo Nian show affection to others, let the driver stop now, wait there, I will pick you up." ”

After sending a message, Ji Yunzhe felt that he was not sensational enough, and added another one, "One day you and Lin Mo Nian will have their own families, I don't allow you to be lonely and unhappy for the rest of your life, and there will always be someone to replace the position you have left for each other in your hearts, brother supports all your decisions, but I hope you can bravely face everything in front of you, this is growth, growing up is the cruelest thing in the world." ”

After a long, long time, when Ji Yunzhe was about to call and ask her if she wanted to get out of the car, Lu Yinyin replied, "Brother, thank you for always spoiling me so much, I think I should learn to grow up, I can't run away anymore, I want to be a turtle with a shrunken head, I should calmly face all the unhappiness in life, I can't be so willful, it's no big deal, I have to spend the two thousand yuan I paid, this heart is steady, don't worry about me." ”

After that, Ji Yunzhe replied, "Okay, pay attention to safety." The brother and sister ended the chat, but after about five minutes, Lu Yinyin put on the headphones again and looked out the window, only to see Lin Monian, who was sitting in front of her, quickly got up, passed the little girl who had been talking to him all the time, whispered something to the girl sitting next to her, and then sat next to Lu Yinyin with his bag.

Lu Yinyin tried to hide the anger in her heart, and directly chose to ignore Lin Mo Nian's existence, looking at the rapidly receding scenery outside the window with a sloppy look, since he ignored her and pretended not to know her, why did she take the initiative to talk to him, she never wanted such a result, and finally she and Lin Mo Nian came to such an embarrassing situation now, isn't it just that she has loved one, what can be the big deal, is that she can't think about it, she can't get along with herself, and then look at Lin Mo Nian's natural expression from beginning to end, just treat each other as strangers, But he couldn't get up and down without a sound, and sat next to her for a few things.

Lu Yinyin didn't want to waste her brain cells anymore, and then she fell asleep on the back of the chair, until she arrived at the destination, the tour guide came to wake her up, and then she was the only one left in the whole car.

After arriving at the first station, after more than three hours of driving, near noon, the tour guide arranged for everyone to have lunch and rest in the hotel, and then gathered in the hotel lobby again in the afternoon, and went to their first place to play, Lu Yinyin returned to his room, and immediately called the tour guide to communicate, she was uncomfortable with motion sickness, and she would not go out to play in the afternoon.

Then at noon, when everyone gathered to eat together, Lu Yinyin had not come out since he entered the room, Lin Mo Nian felt that what kind of people were around him, what kind of ideas did he give him, Ji Yunzhe was simply a pit sister with strength, and his mother Mo Xin was also pit his son with his strength, in case this trick didn't work, it would stimulate Lu Yinyin, and he could only take the washboard and kneel for Lu Yinyin every day.

When the group entered the hotel, Lin Mo Nian saw a snack street nearby, he remembered that Lu Yinyin used to like to eat pancakes and fruits, so he called out to the little girl who had been following him and said, "Go, go buy food for my daughter-in-law, my mother handed you over to me anyway, and you have to obey my arrangements for everything." ”

The little girl pouted unexpectedly dissatisfied, "Don't be narcissistic there, and a daughter-in-law screams, you sit next to her all the way, people don't even look at you, why don't you praise my acting skills, isn't it particularly in place?" ”

Lin Mo Nian sighed lightly and said, "You got into trouble yourself, don't you know?" It's no exaggeration to say that from the newborn baby to the hundred-year-old grandmother, as long as it's a girl close to me, my daughter-in-law is jealous, you quickly think about what to do. ”

After Lin Mo Nian bought a good meal, he entrusted the tour guide to send it, in order to be afraid that Lu Yinyin would be too careful, let the tour guide make up a reason casually, everyone is curious, the tour guide is a little girl in her twenties who has just graduated from college, and naturally she will inevitably gossip, saying, "You two are so strange, since the young lady saw you, she just wanted to leave the group, and then I heard that she didn't return the money, and since she came to the hotel, she locked herself in the room, saying that it was uncomfortable to get motion sickness, and she didn't go to the aquarium in the afternoon, so you bought the meal yourself, and I was afraid to let her know that you bought it, I also brought a little girl by myself, my God, what a big melon. ”

Hearing this, Lin Mo Nian couldn't help but hold his forehead, and roughly said the general situation, the tour guide understood the reason, and sent it to Lu Yinyin, but he didn't expect that as soon as he entered the door, Lu Yinyin was applying a mask, and there were a bunch of delicious things on the table that he went to the snack street to buy, and he also beckoned the tour guide to eat.

The tour guide hurriedly put down the pancakes and fled, turned his head and told Lin Mo Nian how moist Lu Yinyin was, people didn't take it seriously at all, Lin Mo Nian thanked him again and again, and then didn't say a word, everyone went out to play in the afternoon, Lin Mo Nian sat on the sofa in the hotel lobby, holding a magazine and pretending to be reading, but actually waiting for Lu Yinyin to go downstairs, he didn't believe that she could stay in the room and not come out.

Jiang City is a famous coastal city, there are many places to play, this is the hottest season of the year, since Lu Yinyin said that she came out to relax, she will not only come to the hotel in Jiang City to blow the air conditioner, sure enough, the hard work pays off, not long after, Lu Yinyin changed into a set of bohemian skirt style white dress, wearing sunscreen clothing, a big sunhat in his hand, a camera in the other hand, and sunglasses out of the elevator.

Because Lin Mo Nian was sitting in a relatively hidden position, Lu Yinyin didn't notice him at all, he just thought that he was going to have a good time with his little girlfriend, and turned around and went out to take a taxi to the beach, and Lin Mo Nian also followed closely and got into another car, and after Lu Yinyin got out of the car, he also quickly got out of the car.

Lu Yinyin stayed at the beach all afternoon, and after taking a few photos, she kept walking barefoot, aimlessly, looking at the endless sea in a daze, letting the rolling waves rush to the shore wave after wave, hitting her feet, during which there were wedding photos taken at the beach, and then Lu Yinyin also went to watch, took a few more glances at the wedding dress on the bride's body, and the happy smile on the bride's face, and then got up to wash her feet, put on her shoes and prepared to go home, and never found that Lin Mo Nian was not far away from her.

Wait for the two of them to return to the hotel one after another, it also rained outside, at first it was the sun and rain, but then it fell more and more, and there was no intention to stop the rain, this snack street is not going to go, Lu Yinyin saw that there was nothing to eat in the room, but there was only the pancakes and fruits sent by the tour guide at noon, so his heart was horizontal, and he reluctantly ate after taking a bath, and sat at the desk and opened the laptop, thinking about the article to be published in the next issue of the magazine.

But there was no inspiration at all, so I simply picked up my mobile phone and prepared to play for a while, when I thought of the picture of Lin Mo Nian and another little girl together, my heart was like being blocked by a big stone weighing a thousand pounds, what are they doing now, whether they live in the same room, how far have the two of them developed, whether they are holding hands, whether they are kissing, when Lin Mo Nian kisses other girls, will he think of her and their first kiss.

But none of this has anything to do with her, she can only be alone here thinking nonsense, secretly sentimental, she hopes that Lin Mo Nian will be happy, and hopes that he can start his new life, then he has done it now, she should be happy for him, as for whether she is happy or not, it doesn't matter, she can't tolerate Lin Mo Nian having a relationship with Song Chanjuan, even if Lin Mo Nian is so good to her, she almost took out her heart and gave it to her, she still stubbornly chose to push him away.

She doesn't want such a man who loves her with her life, so no matter who she meets, it's useless, she can't get into her heart, first of all, she will compare with Lin Mo Nian in her heart, and secondly, she will want to know how many times before her, this man has been in love several times, has had a few ex-girlfriends, whether he has had intimate contact, whether he is still disconnected and entangled, and she is his first term, this is a stubborn emotional cleanliness habit to death.

habitually turn on Kugou music and play the song "A Lifetime of Loneliness" by Liu Ruoying on a loop

"I think I'll always be alone, and I'll be so lonely for the rest of my life

I think I'll be lonely like this for the rest of my life

The bluer the sky, the more afraid it is to look up

The more complete the movie, the more sad it feels

The more time I had, the more uneasy I felt

Because I was always alone, living a lonely life

The person who likes it does not appear, and the person who appears does not like it

Some love hesitates and still thinks about it, so he leaves

I thought about making a point, but I found that it would be even more difficult

So I learned to be optimistic and live a lonely life

When loneliness has become a habit

I'm so used to it that I don't think about what to do anymore

Even if you are upset, even if you have no one to keep you company

How to convert between freedom and loneliness

I walked alone down the street looking at the sky

Can't find an answer, I don't have an answer

The sky is blue, and I'll look up

The more complete the movie, the more we cherish the sadness

The more time you have, the more you get used to the restlessness

Because I will always live a lonely life

I think I'll always be alone like this for the rest of my life."

The night is getting deeper, the rain is still falling, the lightning is thundering, the huge raindrops are knocking on the glass window, Lu Yinyin's hand is still tapping on the keyboard, stopping to write from time to time, she and Lin Mo Nian are destined to be a sad story, only a sad story with no ending at the beginning.