All the gains and losses are for you, all the pride and self-esteem are lost, this kind of feeling scares me, but I will not run away.

You have become my lucky master, you have healed all the wounds in my heart, and I will be full of smiles for you, and I will repay you for playing the clown by my side. ---- "The Curse of Encounter"

March 18, 2010

The parting scene will always be repeated in front of the two people who love each other, Lu Yinyin has now hated the parting station, Lin Mo has returned to Lanhai City, the two get along day and night together, after staying for half a month, they still have to continue to run forward for their respective dreams, willing to be willing, even if they are not willing to give up, after all, there will be gain.

Life returned to its original bleakness, and Lu Yinyin started a new round of torment again, such a life made her painful but powerless, and the days without Lin Mo Nian by her side made her have a huge psychological gap.

Accustomed to relying on him for everything, accustomed to him arranging everything for her, accustomed to the clean and refreshing smell on his body, when he left, it suddenly made her very helpless, Lin Mo Nian is like a warm beam of sunshine in her life, and the happiness she wants can only be given by him.

Especially after that sudden change, Lu Yinyin has more and more a sense of gain and loss, extremely sensitive and extremely insecure, and even becomes a little nervous, every day is full of busyness, full of too much noise and anxiety, she doesn't know how long she can last in this kind of life, and she doesn't know what will happen in the future.

The weather is finally getting warmer, and the breath of spring gently penetrates into the skin little by little, but this warm breath has never been able to dispel the cold in her heart.

If time can be turned back, she wants to be sensible, to be able to give more love and care, to her relatives who are no longer by her side now, and to remember all the care and love they gave her, Lu Yinyin will still be inexplicably sentimental from time to time, she just misses her uncle and aunt very much, but everything can't go back.

In the second semester of the sophomore year, there will be a number of certificates to be examined, as a student majoring in mechanical and electrical engineering, the certificates that must be examined are: senior maintenance electrician certificate, Mandarin certificate, computer culture foundation certificate, national college English application proficiency test grade certificate, CAD application certificate, voluntary certificate and CAM certificate, CNC lathe operation certificate, senior fitter, senior welder and so on.

In a word, in the next few days, she and Lin Monian will be very busy, with heavy tasks and high pressure, just when Lu Yinyin is trapped in lovesickness and can't extricate herself, Qi Xiaofei is also depressed with her, and the road of female men chasing love seems to be not very smooth.

Even if Lu Yinyin is her best friend, Qi Xiaofei couldn't help but never reveal a word to her, after all, the person she wants to chase is Lu Yinyin's own brother, and the most difficult thing for her to talk about is that people still have girlfriends, if Lu Yinyin, this little girl, knows, maybe she should help more and more.

Qi Xiaofei finally found out that she had more than IQ and insufficient EQ, and there was also a kind of confusion that the authorities were obsessed with bystanders, she saw other people's affairs clearly, and when it really came to herself, she didn't know what to do.

I think that back then, she also supported countless love tricks for Lu Yinyin and Zhong Yanan, and supported emotional experts with psychological assistance in friendship, but now she has done it like this, she has not made the slightest progress in chasing Ji Yunzhe, and then accidentally became a good brother with Ji Yunzhe.

At every turn, the two of them made an appointment to go to the Internet café to play a game, play a basketball on the basketball court, and when they were about to eat, the two of them had a drink together, Qi Xiaofei not only loves to read romance novels, but also a game fan, basketball control, it just so happens that Ji Yunzhe also likes it, this point The two can be said to have a similar smell, and when they talk about games and basketball, there are endless topics.

For example, Qi Xiaofei has always liked QQ dazzling dance, but later Ji Yunzhe said that it was too naïve, and instead of pulling her to play QQ Speed, Qi Xiaofei couldn't help complaining, this is not mature, but he still can't help but be addicted to playing games.

For example, both of them like to watch NBA games, both like Allen Iverson, and like Kobe Bryant, don't ask Qi Xiaofei how a girl likes such a gentleman's sport, because I don't know which summer, she went to find Lu Yinyin, Ji Yunzhe was watching the game with the TV, and she was shouting blindly, she couldn't help but be fascinated by it, and she liked it after that.

In addition, the two of them really haven't made much progress, Ji Yunzhe will always be the same stinky virtue as Lu Yinyin, with the same baby face as Lu Yinyin, big eyes and double eyelids, particularly sultry eyes, white faces, although the brother and sister have the same facial features, they look handsome and handsome on Ji Yunzhe's face, and Lu Yinyin is delicate and cute.

Qi Xiaofei began to re-examine herself, and said that a coquettish woman is the best, she has never known what coquettish is all about when she grows so big, naturally she doesn't have Lu Yinyin's two brushes, coquettish is like a commonplace, and it won't make people feel disgusted, as soon as she is coquettish, Lin Mo Nian is stunned for a while, she usually has a big personality, she doesn't like makeup, and she doesn't like to dress up.

The point is that she has never worn a skirt, she thinks that the skirt should belong to a little girl like Lu Yinyin, and her personality is independent and self-reliant, her heart is beyond imagination, and she is decisive, calm, and logical.

Otherwise, she wouldn't still be analyzing it very calmly, how should she open her mouth to tell Ji Yunzhe that she has thoughts about him, and if she says it, it is the water that is spilled, and she can't get it back, Ji Yunzhe has a girlfriend, once she speaks, she has to be prepared to never get along with Ji Yunzhe.

Qi Xiaofei is now extremely entangled, and he doesn't know how to continue, and it just so happens that after Lin Monian came back from Songcheng, after Ji Yunzhe learned the news from her, in order to thank Lin Monian for taking care of him in the hospital before, whether it was to treat him as a brother-in-law or a friend, Ji Yunzhe was very grateful to him, so he proposed to invite Lin Monian to have a meal together.

In order to contact his future eldest brother, Lin Mo Nian immediately agreed, and Qi Xiaofei brought it by the way, Ji Yunzhe said so on the phone, Qi Xiaofei was lazy to see him in general, this emotional intelligence is really anxious, he always speaks so directly, and he can never be tactful.

When Qi Xiaofei, who lacks emotional intelligence, meets Ji Yunzhe, who has a negative emotional intelligence, it is indeed a little difficult to rub out a little spark of love, Qi Xiaofei suddenly remembered that this Ji Yunzhe invited him to dinner, would he bring his girlfriend, if she sat with them, when she thought of that picture, she would have an indescribable embarrassment.

She didn't want to covet the malice of other people's boyfriends, but finally found someone she liked, she wanted to experience the feeling of liking someone, but it seemed that she had never heard Ji Yunzhe take the initiative to mention his girlfriend.

In order to avoid the three of them in the same frame, Qi Xiaofei hurriedly called Ji Yunzhe, and asked him if he would bring his girlfriend to dinner, Ji Yunzhe was still worried about how to get his unwarranted girlfriend, but now he finally found the wording, and replied, "It's early, how do you remember this stubble, do you have a boyfriend?" It's going to bring a piece to me for dinner. ”

Qi Xiaofei was particularly disdainful and said, "You think I'm as vulgar as you, what kind of love do I fall into, what kind of boyfriend and girlfriend do I have, Grandpa Mao said that falling in love without the purpose of marriage is a hooligan, and the person I'm looking for is directly my fiancé." ”

Ji Yunzhe replied lukewarmly, "Sister Fei, if you are really domineering, then why don't you consider me, I am still very popular, and we have grown up together since childhood, I will be old enough to register next year, let's get the marriage certificate first?" ”

Qi Xiaofei thought to herself that this thing was messing with her here again, but the good news was that Ji Yunzhe was finally single now, which was gratifying, and even God helped her, so he said, "You're almost there, don't talk about it, even the child will come out in a while, but why did you break up with your girlfriend?" ”