Volume 1 If Life Is Only as First Seen Chapter 112 Half a Year Ago

It had been raining outside, and Chihiro stood in Mu Susu's room, her fingertips brushing the corner of the table that had been struck.

Half a year ago, it seemed to be such a rainy day.

The memories began to rewind, and my heart was slightly cold.

The sound is still in my ears, but the people of the past are gone.

On that rainy afternoon, she was still a third-class little palace maid in Liuli, carefree and waiting to leave the palace after Chinese New Year's Eve. She really thought about it, if ...... What if you really love deeply, and you go against your father's order? It is rare to be happy in life, and fate is hard to find.

"Ah Xun, the prince is waiting for you in Yilan Palace, let you go over for a while." Nanxin walked in.

Chihiro was fiddling with the folding fan in her hand, "Nanshin, is it good-looking?" ”

Nan Xin was stunned for a moment, "It's for the prince?" ”

"Well, just give it to him now." Chihiro walked out the door, "Is it Yilan Palace?" The prince usually doesn't go to the Imperial Garden, why is it that he made an appointment with the Yilan Palace today? ”

"How else can I lie to you? Forget it, I'll go with you, you have a rough temperament, and you probably don't even know where the Yilan Hall is. Nan Xin shook his head helplessly, "Remember to be careful when you go in, don't surprise others." lest you find gossip, and then the prince will have to clean up with you. ”

Chihiro pursed her lips, "Broken thoughts." ”

Nanshin was walking in front, and when she was walking in the rain with an umbrella, Chihiro carefully held the folding fan in her arms, for fear of getting wet in the rain.

"Ah Xun, are you ......" Nanxin paused, stood in the rain and looked back at her cautious appearance, "Will you still leave the palace?" ”

"Probably ......" Chihiro smiled, "It depends!" ”

Nan Xin nodded silently and raised the umbrella slightly, "If you want to go home, I will go with you." "Coordinate the long-term plan.

Chihiro bowed, "Good sister." When I entered the palace that day, you are obliged to accompany me, and if I want to go back in the coming day, I will definitely be with you. Don't worry, we'll be together wherever we go. ”

"And what if you want to get married?" Nanxin asked suddenly.

Chihiro was stunned for a moment, her face was slightly red, "What nonsense." ”

She didn't think about it, and Gu Zi stepped forward.

Nanxin followed Chihiro and went to the Yilan Hall in silence along the way.

There was no one outside the hall, Chihiro thought, probably the thirteenth prince chose this place, so he broke everyone up. The heart is warm, and there is an unknown feeling that spreads to the corners of the eyes and eyebrows.

"Ah Xun, do you like the prince very much?" Nanxin looked at her gloomily.

Chihiro couldn't hide the smile on the corner of her lips, "The prince said, I don't want to be heard at the top, but I hope that Qin Se is in the palace and the years are quiet." ”

Nan shook his head puzzled, "I don't know what you're talking about, but I know that as long as you're happy, it's fine." But...... Ah Xun, many things are not as people want, there will always be some unsatisfactory things. I'm still the same thing, if you want to go, I'll go home with you. If you want to stay, I won't leave. ”

"Nanxin, why are you weird today?" Chihiro didn't understand.

Nan Xin smiled dumbly, "Look at what scares you, in fact, I just don't want to see your restrained appearance." You weren't like that before, you can be yourself without worry. But now, I think you ...... to the prince."

Chihiro tilted her head to look at her, "Nanshin, what's wrong with you?" ”

"What's wrong? I'm stupid, don't you see that I also think about the prince? Nanxin pouted, "Okay, let's go in quickly." I know it's not as good as you, so I won't fight with you or rob you, and if you get up one day, I can also get some benefits. ”

"You ...... to the prince"

"You idiot has been realizing it all the time, hurry up, it's really an eyesore." Nan Xin scolded and pushed Chihiro in, "And your folding fan, the words on it are crooked, and I want to vomit when I look at it." ”

Chihiro smiled very well, looking back, like the clouds of the ancient saying: smile is boundless, red cherries, green plantains, beautiful faces like flowers, if the water and moon are in hand, few are full of stars.

As soon as he walked to the main hall, he heard a strange sound.

"Shh Chihiro motioned for Nan Xinmo to speak, "Something seems wrong." ”

It was a low woman's mutter, accompanied by the man's heavy gasps, and a sound like water. What is it?

This aroma is so familiar, so familiar that it makes her whole heart rise high.

Lowering the voice under her feet, Chihiro followed the sound and walked over. Walking into the Yilan Palace, the door of the dormitory is hidden, and it has been idle for a long time, and few people come.

Today...... Why is there another woman's voice besides them?

Where is the prince?

Nanxin clenched Chihiro's hand, looking like she wanted to say something, "Ah Xun...... Let's go! ”

The light in Chihiro's eyes dissipated for a moment, and she finally stood in front of the door of the dormitory.

Pushing open the hidden door, only a thin veil of veil was in the way. She stood there, and through the thin curtains she saw two people on the bed.

There was no wisp of body, with a heavy gasping sound.

It's a beautiful spring, and it's a good time to cross each other.

At that moment, Chihiro didn't know how to react, and her whole heart ached. All her strength seemed to be withdrawn in an instant, and the pain of soul peeling made her body tremble, and the folding fan in her hand fell to the ground.

The people inside turned a deaf ear and continued to enjoy the joy under the bed.

Her prince......

And vegetarian......

Chihiro felt like a fool and had the feeling of feeding the dog with sincerity.

"Ah Xun?" Nan Xin held her hand, and was surprised to find that her hand was bitterly cold.

"That's why he asked me to come and see this?" Chihiro lifted the curtains, and the two people on the bed came to their senses.

She saw that Yun Yan's face showed that kind of stunned and confused, and then the warmth under her eyes was gradually replaced by coldness. Chihiro stood there, tears in her eyes, and she pulled her lips and smiled coldly, "Slave damn it, bother the prince." The slave and maid retired. ”

After that, she walked out without looking back.

It was raining outside, and she suddenly felt a large empty area in her chest.

The rain was pouring down, and my face was hot, and I didn't know if it was tears or rain. gradually blurred her vision, and gradually faded her thoughts about staying for him, how could she forget that he was the prince.

The dignified thirteen princes of the Heavenly Dynasty, what kind of woman do you want, the country is beautiful and fragrant, and the country is captivating, where would you care about her being such a third-class palace maid.

Those so-called Qin Se are in the palace, and the years are quiet, are all fake, right?

Fake ......

The sky in the palace suddenly became cold, so cold that it made people fall into the ice cellar.

"Ah Xun?" Nan Xin ran into the rain with an umbrella, and her anxious gaze fell on her body, "Why did you know this in the first place?" ”

"I hurt." Chihiro's face was expressionless, and her cheeks were as white as paper after the rain. She shuddered her eyelashes, and patches of water fell.

Nan Xin smiled slightly, "Don't think about anything, you're still you." Chihiro! ”

"Looking for her thousands of times in my dream, I suddenly looked back, it was empty." Chihiro muttered lowly.

Yun Yan rushed into the rain like crazy, wearing only a thin bedclothes, he grabbed her by the arm and took her into his arms and hugged her tightly, "Ah Xun, it's not what you see." ”

She looked up in distraction, and there was only cold rain in her empty eyes, "If eyes can't be trusted, what else can be trusted?" ”

He froze and hugged her tighter.

The more she struggled, the tighter he held on.

She saw him soaking wet, the rain running down his neck and along the open placket of his shirt, making the skin on his chest whiter and whiter.

In his mind was the image of him entangled with other women, and the heart-rending pain spread rapidly, and she pushed him away fiercely, and a loud slap was immediately scraped on his jade cheek.

"The slave is lowly and does not dare to be involved with the prince, please respect yourself." In front of him, she knelt in the rain and knelt in front of him.

The rain wet her bun and cheeks, and she knelt there, her brow hanging and letting the rain wash away.

"Lord Wang?" Nan Xin stepped forward with an umbrella and covered the umbrella on the top of Yun Yan, "Ah Xun can't accept it for a while, so the prince should leave first!" ”

Yun Yan turned his head to look at Nan Xin, and Chihiro hung his head, unable to see the hatred in his eyes.

In the pouring rain, Yun Yan strode away and never looked back.

When Chihiro looked up, she only saw his back disappearing into the rain, and under the eaves in the distance, Su Su smiled triumphantly. She is a delicate woman, and she is determined to climb up. It's just that Chihiro didn't expect that the person who was used as a stepping stone in the end turned out to be herself.

She has collected all her edges, all her temperament, and she just wants to be the hope in his heart.

But it turned out to be just a prosperous scene, a dream.

And then?

So the rain became a dividing line, making her and Yun Yan go farther and farther, and she gradually figured it out. If there is no hope, why be so delusional? is two people who are unreachable, let alone for a long time.

The difference between cloud and mud should only be buried, and it should only be **, disappearing in the long river of time.

With a soft sigh, Chihiro clenched the embroidered spring knife in her hand and looked around Mu Susu's room.

After that incident, Yun Yan deliberately avoided Mu Susu until ......

A month later, Mu Susu asked her to have a showdown in Leng Yue, saying that she would tell her the truth of the day.

She was also really stupid, hopelessly stupid, and really went to the appointment.

Chihiro wondered if she still had a glimmer of hope at that time, and the last fire in her heart was hard to extinguish. She went, and what happened......

Feather eyelashes drooped slightly, and Chihiro chuckled self-deprecatingly.

As a result, Mu Susu slid down the stairs and lost her child, and Chihiro was the only one present at the time.

The concubine was furious, no matter what Mu Susu's identity was, the first child of the thirteenth prince was gone. Everyone's spearhead was aimed at Chihiro, and at that time, she only felt cold as iron, and no one could understand the helplessness and despair of being at a loss.

In the end, whether it was guilt or not, it was to calm the incident, the Mu family accepted Mu Susu as a righteous daughter, and Yun Yan accepted Mu Susu as the side princess.

With a soft sigh, Chihiro stroked her knees, which were still a little sore now that it was raining.

On the same day, he was punished by the concubine to kneel on the palace road for three days, which laid the root of the disease.

She thought that if Nan Xin hadn't secretly helped her, she would have been gone today. He was not starved to death, but he died of thirst on the palace road.

And the clouds at that time...... is a gift of canonization with Mu Susu.

The sound of small footsteps sounded outside, and Chihiro stared suddenly, and her gaze fell to the door without temperature.

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