January 23, 2008, the sixteenth day of the lunar calendar, the day before the winter vacation of the third year of secondary school.

After school in the afternoon, Lu Yinyin was immersed in her seat and didn't know what she was writing, she didn't notice when Lin Monian sat down next to her, until Lin Monian stretched out her head and looked at the words she wrote on the notebook with interest, Lu Yinyin felt the familiar breath coming to her face, and then subconsciously closed the notebook.

Lu Yinyin asked without raising his head, "Lin Mo Nian, are you old and have trouble?" ”

Lin Mo Nian didn't answer her question, but quipped, "Lu Xiaopang, it turns out that you can also write poetry?" But why is the name so awkward. Separation? ”

Lu Yinyin had no intention of continuing to chat with him, nor would he answer his questions, and said politely and detachedly, "You're going to be fine, I'm going back to the dormitory, goodbye"

After speaking, he stood up and was about to leave with his diary, but he was dragged by Lin Mo Nian and sat back in his seat, since Lu Yinyin cried inexplicably a week ago, he had ignored him for a whole week.

Lin Mo Nian, who was puzzled, couldn't figure out where he offended this little aunt and grandmother, in short, if you talk to her, she will occasionally answer you, if you don't talk to her, sometimes she pretends not to know you.

For the first time, Lin Mo Nian felt that Lu Yinyin's mind was so difficult to guess, liking someone turned out to be not only sweet, but also all kinds of sadness and bitterness.

Lin Mo Nian felt that the pressure was quite great, in the face of the pressure of going to school, he could still be calm and calm, but in the face of Lu Yinyin's pressure, he was already in a mess, he was about to take the college entrance examination, facing graduation, getting results, choosing a school, and volunteering, which also meant separation.

His ideal result is that even if he can't apply for the same school as Lu Yinyin, he will go to the same city to go to college, and then show his heart to her, but it seems that everything is slowly deviating from the track he expected.

Besides, right now, Lu Yinyin, who was dragged down on the seat by Lin Mo Nian, said with some annoyance, "Lin Mo Nian, there is something to say, how many times have you said it, the gentleman doesn't move."

Lin Mo Nian was in a very low mood, but he said to Lu Yinyin very gently, "Lu Xiaopang, I can't play with you if I'm fine, no, we're not friends, this is my mobile phone number, remember to call me during the winter vacation" and handed her a note.

It seems that as soon as she entered 2008, there were many classmates around her who had mobile phones, and only primitive people like Lu Yinyin were still writing letters, but she thought that this was a feeling, because since 2008, Lu Yinyin has never written to anyone.

And Lu Yinyin heard Lin Mo Nian's low and beautiful voice, she never had any resistance to Lin Mo Nian's gentleness, Lin Mo Nian was such a person, and she could always easily make her heart ripple.

Lu Yinyin hated himself like this, and accidentally fell into Lin Mo Nian's gentleness and couldn't help himself, in short, he felt all kinds of awkwardness in his heart, and took the note in Lin Mo Nian's hand perfunctorily, put it on the desk casually, and said, "It's okay now, I'll go back to the dormitory."

Lin Mo Nian also stood up and said, "Then I'll come with you."

Lu Yinyin heard that he wanted to be together, a little reluctant, and said, "Then you go back to the dormitory, I'll go to the restaurant for dinner."

Lin Mo saw that Lu Yinyin had either deliberately avoided him once or twice, or he didn't want to be with him, so he said, "This afternoon, I will follow you wherever you go, Lu Xiaopang, what's the matter with you?"

Lu Yinyin was a little flustered, didn't know how to answer, and finally reluctantly compromised, "Forget it, forget it, you can follow if you want, go to the restaurant to eat, hurry up and don't lose it, hum"

Lin Monian looked at her funny, this is Lu Yinyin's usual speaking style, his hand was naturally on Lu Yinyin's shoulder, but Lu Yinyin pushed it away a little nervously, and said, "Lin Monian, I will ignore you if you do this again."

Lin Mo Nian couldn't help but feel a little lost in his heart when he saw Lu Yinyin dodging away, and pretended to be unintentional and said, "I remember that you said before that we were good sisters."

When Lu Yinyin heard this, he said with special disgust, "I, don't talk about it, what you said is like the truth, I forgot it."

In fact, Lu Yinyin really said that before, after she was hugged and hugged by Lin Mo Nian many times, in order to hide the embarrassment between each other, Lu Yinyin said unashamedly, "Lin Mo Nian, I treat you as a sister"

After the two finished eating, Lu Yinyin returned to the classroom and continued to write her little poem "Encounter. Separation》

"We were scheduled to meet at the wrong time

I was in it, but I didn't know it

It has long been meaningless who is right and who is wrong

After all, we still have to face separation

Becoming a stranger is the final outcome for you and me

But why is there so much pain in the heart?

I used to naively think that I would always be favored by God

That's why I'm so happy about this encounter

It was only later that I realized that it was a mistake

A game between possession and renunciation

I really don't want to shed any more tears for you

I don't want to bear those grievances silently

Thank you for taking good care of me

Thank you for caring

But if it doesn't live in your heart

I will choose to forget forever after parting."

Lu Yinyin has clearly sorted out the way to come and the way to go, even if there is no Lin Mo Nian's life, she still has to live her own wonderful, one day she will meet her own MR. right。

The key is Mu Qingqian's letter, which gave her vital inspiration and encouragement, she can no longer continue to indulge in an unrequited love with no results and can't get out, she still has dreams that have not been realized, and she must go on bravely and strongly.

Mu Qingqian's letter reads:

"Yinyin, are you tired now? It's okay, come on! It doesn't matter, don't be afraid!

You're about to take the vocational college exam, don't give up at this last critical moment!

I don't know how to comfort your restless little emotions, I know the taste of cold and warm, I can only slowly experience it myself, this is the only way to grow up, and the most important thing is that you must not think too much.

In the few days left before the exam, you must give full play to your full potential, no matter what environment you are in, first of all, don't panic, be calm, be steady, and don't be afraid.

You entrusted me to meet that girl for you, just like a fairy walking out of a painting, although I haven't seen the boy you said, but it must be very good.

They are the kind of people we little girls can only look up to the male gods and goddesses, I can't help you with emotional matters, you can only rely on yourself, but you can still learn to give you some experience and reference.

The main thing you need now is to adjust your state, to relax and be confident, to take a deep breath when you are nervous, to give yourself more positive cues, and never to think about the worst.

I listened to a report that day, and there was a sentence that particularly impressed me, which was like this: Each of us is born to be a champion, how were you born?

There are countless multi-essences. The son is in a race, running and running, and one of them is the first to beat the other spirits. Son, the first to run to the egg cell, and then they hug, and after months of gestation, you are born, you are born as a champion.

And you and your brother are still dragon and phoenix fetuses, which shows that you have always been good, and you must always keep yourself in a state of excitement, not a state of depression.

Remember to call me later, my dad bought me a mobile phone, number 159xxxxxxxx.

For the sake of your dreams, be sure to do the best work! Stay the course!

- shallow"

During the evening self-study, because it was the last evening self-study before the holiday, in the face of the upcoming holiday, everyone was already a little lax and slack.

Qian Huimei carried an mp3 in her pocket, stuffed one into Lu Yinyin's ear, and said, "Lu Xiaopang, don't study tonight, relax, sister will teach you a song tonight"

Lu Yinyin asked curiously, "What song?" Even with your incomplete voice, you can still teach me to sing."

Hearing Lu Yinyin say this, Qian Huimei, who was directly angry, poked her little head with her finger and said, "Come on, listen quickly, copy the lyrics first, and I'll sing it to you later."

Lu Yinyin was always very happy with Qian Huimei, who was always crazy, so she listened to the melody in mp3 with her and copied it, the name of the song was "Friends Don't Cry".

"There is not a window

It will keep you from despairing

Taking a look at the world of flowers turned out to be like a dream

Some people cry, some people laugh, some people lose, some people get old

It's not the same in the end

Is there a kind of love?

It keeps you from getting hurt

How many confidant words have been piled up about you over the years

What wine can't wake up

What pain can't be forgotten

If you go forward, you can't look back

Friends, don't cry, I am still the home of your soul

Friends, don't cry, believe in your own way

There are too many blank and obsessive chases in the red dust

I also feel your suffering."

Many years later, Lu Yinyin still listens to this song from time to time, a song that Qian Huimei taught her, there is no kind of love in this world, it will not hurt people, Qian Huimei used such a unique way to tell her that everything will be fine.

If you want to move forward, never look back.

The note that Lin Mo Nian gave her, Lu Yinyin sandwiched it in the diary like a baby, and thought about the memories between her and Lin Mo Nian that were precious to her all night, and made a decision on a whim.

The next morning, when Qi Xiaofei and Gu Jinyan shouted to her to hurry up and get on the bus and go home, Lu Yinyin took the bus to Micheng Middle School, and she called Mu Qingqian in the morning, and she would visit their school later, and said: I haven't seen her for a long time, and I will go home with her brother by the way.

Mu Qingqian immediately dismantled Lu Yinyin's disguise and said, "Yinyin, you still don't give up, right?" Then I'll wait for you, come on."

So Lu Yinyin rode alone on the bus towards Micheng Middle School, and when he approached a traffic light in front of Micheng Middle School, the red light turned on, and Lu Yinyin, who was on the bus, looked towards the gate of Micheng Middle School, and saw Mu Qingqian waiting there from a distance.

Seeing his good friend who had not seen him for many days, Lu Yinyin was extremely excited, and as soon as the bus stopped, he rushed down recklessly, and hugged Mu Qingqian with a bear.

Mu Qingqian was almost out of breath by her, so he scratched Lu Yinyin's armpit vigorously, this is Lu Yinyin's death hole, and he can successfully subdue her every time.

I haven't seen each other for a long time, the two of them are arguing, and they walk towards the teaching building together, Mu Qingqian said teasingly, "I didn't expect that Lu Yinyin, a road idiot, would be able to come to Micheng Middle School by car alone, Ji Yunzhe is still studying in the classroom, let me pick you up and go to him together." “

Lu Yinyin, who was talking while walking, suddenly felt that Mu Qingqian was dragging her, so he looked at her curiously, but he didn't want Mu Qingqian to point to the other side.

Lu Yinyin looked in the direction she was pointing, and quickly lowered her head with just one glance, pulling Mu Qingqian's arm and turning into a path next to her.

Mu Qingqian said very calmly, "Did you see it?" Are you dead now? ”

Lu Yinyin is now dead, just now she actually saw Lin Mo Nian looking at the girl beside him affectionately, carrying luggage for her, the two of them were still whispering, needless to say, they also knew that the girl was Song Chanjuan, the two of them looked from a distance, one was tall and handsome, the other was dignified and beautiful, especially right.

Lu Yinyin felt that she and Song Chanjuan were defeated and embarrassed in terms of appearance and temperament, because the two of them did not belong to the same level at all, Mu Qingqian said that she was a goddess, and she was a female nerve.

Mu Qingqian saw that she didn't answer for a long time and was always silent, so he knew that Lu Yinyin was completely sad after seeing the bloody reality, so he comforted, "Stay in front of your brother, pretend to be happy, your brother is fine." ”

Lu Yinyin, who was almost in tears, heard this, and couldn't help but lie on Mu Qingqian's body and cry, and said, "I know, let me lean on it for a while."

At this moment, Lu Yinyin finally gave up on Lin Mo Nian, those things that never belonged to her, why did she care desperately, because there was no end to it.