Chapter 57: Push open the skylight
I made a plan to let Pan Ruo push me, and fell backwards in front of everyone in the harem, and that day was the birthday of the little prince's two years old.
Before I knew it, I lived in the Southern Wei Imperial Palace for another two years.
People come and go in the palace, but I always feel very lonely, this Southern Wei Palace is not the Southern Wei Palace I know.
They are giving Donghu's courtesy, doing Donghu's blessings, and they can't see the shadow of the Jimo royal family, even if they are today's Jimo queens, there is no trace of the temperament of the Southern Wei Weng Lord.
We, the Jimo royal family, can't turn the tables against the wind after all.
I always want to see my father, to see if he is doing well, whether he can still remember my mother's face, and whether he still remembers my brother who sacrificed his life for the country and died on the battlefield.
My brother is the most amazing boy in Jimo.
When I fell to the ground, with the charcoal fire behind me for heating in the winter, I threw myself down on the stove, and the charcoal star burned my face.
His Majesty lost his mind and shouted, "Arrogant! ”
Pan Ruo knelt in front of the queen mother and kept kowtowing, "It was the maid who thought that Miss Su Mo would fall the little prince, so she would miss and push her." ”
Her little strength was not enough to push me down, and I had to do this scene myself.
I want Jimo Yi to lose this confidant maid, I heard that this is a girl who has been with her since she was born, so let her lose this first.
Moreover, the queen mother can't restrain her subordinates, and she allows her slaves to commit murder, which is also a crime.
Regardless of whether Your Majesty punishes the queen or not, if Pan Ruo will die, I just want this girl to die for the time being.
There are many people in the palace, and there are many tongues, I also want to see if Niangniang will desperately protect her or will stand by and watch, is Mo Yi still so ruthless?
"Death to the Queen's close palace people!" His Majesty said.
He picked me up and hurriedly left from the Jiaofang Palace, without scruples to hold the child and knelt on the ground, she begged His Majesty to let go of Panruo's look so flustered, but His Majesty did not look at her, I lay on His Majesty's shoulder and looked back at her, and saw that her head was buried in her knees, humble to the extreme.
His Majesty asked Lord Qi and other thirteen imperial doctors to come to Hongyi Palace, saying that if they couldn't cure my face, they would be killed, and the thirteen imperial doctors were so frightened that their faces were bloodless.
These people can't even cure his cough, and I don't think they can remove the wound on my face, which should be deeply scarred from the charcoal burn.
They had been working on my face for five or six hours, and I could see that the hands of the doctors were shaking.
It was about late at night that the doctors left, and I had a patch on my face, and the right half of my face was almost ruined.
I'm also betting, betting that he will offend Jimo Yi because he cares about me, even if it is their friendship for many years, I won the bet, but the price paid is greater.
He sat on the edge of the bed and didn't say a word until I spoke to him.
"Why does Your Majesty call me arrogant?"
"Arrogance is pride."
I understood that he knew everything.
What else can I do if I pierce the window paper, I can only open the skylight and speak.
"When did you know that I was Jimojiao?" I asked him.
He looked at me and gently stroked the other side of my face.
"If you know everything, why don't you demolish me?"
"I want to see what the hell you're going to do."
"What do I want to do, haven't you seen it all today?"
"Well, I see it."
"And you're still pampering me?"
"I want to let you mess around."
"In that case, why are you calling my name in front of so many people today, aren't you afraid that Jimo Yi will know?"
"I can't see you messing around with yourself."
"Why?"
"If you really want revenge, if you want to come at me, why use stupid ways to hurt yourself? If you want revenge, just let me suffer alone, but why do you yourself hurt like this! It was I who killed your brother on the battlefield, and it was my soldiers who killed your mother by mistake, and I am the only one to blame. ”
Is this how the rain master Chengge deceived him? I knew he didn't have the courage to tell Yuwen Nakahiro what he had done to me.
"Are you concerned about me? You are now the king of the Southern Wei Dynasty, and I am the lord of the former dynasty who destroyed the country, and I am not worthy of your care. ”
"You lie by my side day and night, there are so many ways to kill me, don't hurt yourself again in the future."
"When I believed in you so much, you killed my brother on the battlefield, and you said that if we met on the battlefield and fought immediately, you would also let him go for the sake of friendship with me, but you didn't, you know? Just because I believe in you, I have nothing without my mother and brother. I'm a madman now, a fearless madman. ”
I paused for a moment and said, "Whether it's hurting myself or you, as long as it makes me feel comfortable, I'll do it, I don't care who the bloodshed is, I just want to complete my revenge." ”
"You may not know much about me, I am a person who can do anything, there is a favor to talk about a kindness, and there is a hatred to talk about a hatred."
"You still have a chance to kill me now, or imprison me, but if I am really imprisoned by you, I will kill myself immediately."
"How could I do this to you." He tried to touch me, but I dodged and threw himself into the air.
"Do you think that the kindness to me these days, the sympathy and comfort for me, will make me forget those hatreds?"
"I've never thought so, it's not like you." He smiled wryly.
"Well, while I'm still at your hand, and a few steps away is your matching sword, and you stab me to death with a sword, and everything can be stopped, and you don't have to worry about it anymore, and you don't have to feel guilty anymore. I won't dodge, you can stab me with a sword. Yuwen Nakahiro. ”
I waited for a long time, but he didn't do anything, and I said, "You don't kill me because you have anything else to say to me?" ”
He shook his head, "No. ”
"I'm not going to leave you because I haven't had enough of it, and when I feel like it's all boring, I'll take the initiative to leave."
“…… Good. ”
"Also, don't die immediately, I heard the imperial doctor say that you can hold on well, and it is estimated that you will live for five or six years, so you can live another five or six years, I still need you now." I didn't dare look at him, I didn't even know how I could say such vicious words.
He sat up, "Okay, I'll do as you please." ”
I grabbed his arm, "Where are you going?" ”
"I'm going to sleep in the outer room of the Hongyi Palace, you shouldn't want to sleep with me anymore."
I pulled him back, "You don't want to go...... I had nightmares every night, and every nightmare was my mother's tragic death in my arms...... I pulled my brother out of the pile of corpses...... So you don't go, I'm scared every day I regain my memory, I don't dare to stay here alone. ”
He turned around and grabbed my face and kissed me lightly on the corner of my lips, trying to hold him up a little bit so that I wouldn't fall faster, and touch his face only to touch his cold tears.
Did Yuwen Nakahiro turn out to be a crying person? I never knew.
The person I hate the most is him except for Yushi Chengge, it was he who killed my brother, I hate him like that, Yuwen Zhonghong, I hate him, hate him, resent him, I will want to kill him when I think of my brother, because of him, the family I have been guarding will be shattered, and the Jimo royal family will be destroyed.
But I think that he may only feel guilty and sympathetic for me, not the pure love of my youth, and think that he married Jimoyi, and respected her day and night, and had a husband and wife relationship, and he was probably just a pitiful charity to me. As soon as I thought about it, I resented him even more. I'm scared to death, after I kill everyone, do I really want to kill Yuwen Zhonghong with my own hands?
What do I expect from Yuwen Zhonghong, I can't figure it out myself, I hate him, but I can't control my heart, I can sit up worrying when he coughs to see if he vomits blood.
I always wonder if I have to kill him for my heartache to stop.
I'm so scared, I'm really in love with him.
How can I let go of my hatred and fall in love with him? I can't.
How can there be such a contradictory person in the world.
Hates a person and cares about him at the same time.
My mother and brother will hate me when they see me like this.
But what to do, without them, I only have Boduange alone, such a vast world, I can only rely on him alone.
If he were to kill me, it would be easy.
I relied on what mercy he had for me, and I didn't even care about it.
I suddenly bit him hard, trying to make him hurt with me.
I tasted the blood on the tip of his tongue and the corner of his lips, and it became more and more like a bloodthirsty monster pounced on him.
I put my arms around his neck, and when I saw that he was under his collarbone, and his neck was full of wounds from my bite, he just ran my hair and gently stroked me again and again, like quieting a lost little beast.
"Why don't you push me away?" I could smell the scent of Motuo flowers on him, and I could smell it if I was close to his pulse, and it was him that night.
"Because you're the one I broke a hole in my heart and secretly hid in."
The next day, in front of the sun's window, I looked at his side face for a long time, and he didn't hurt me at all, but I bit him so hard that his chest and back were full of bloody wounds, and I thought that he would never forget me easily because of such pain.
Even if I die in the Rain Master Singer.