Chapter 64: Suddenly Enlightened
In May of that year, His Majesty drove my father to a tribe west of the Southern Wei Dynasty, which was only a few dozen miles away from my mother's tribe, and he did not kill my father in the end.
I didn't intercede with him, but if he killed him, I might feel happy in my heart, and I hated this selfish villain.
It's good to expel him, and I don't want to see him again from now on.
In the years that followed, the Jimo clan was exiled to the grassland bordering Donghu and Boxi, and some of them fled halfway and escaped to the carved themes, which were mostly wastelands, and these idiots were far better in the grassland than in the desert.
This year, I am already twenty-five years old, and even Chun'er is about to reach her fifteenth birthday, and she is going to marry the Yuan family as a daughter-in-law.
I suddenly felt that I was no longer young, as if I was already an old man and did not want to be tired.
I sometimes sit on the steps of the Luanlou in the Southern Wei Dynasty, and look at the Liangzhu City under my feet, which is a whole day.
His Majesty always came to me unhurriedly after his official business, and he stood downstairs and called out for pride, and I lowered my head and did not respond, but just looked him in the eyes.
After countless days like this, one day, I suddenly became enlightened.
No one locked me, it was me who locked my own heart, the world was so big, I was blindfolded, unwilling to look out, trapped in a Southern Wei palace.
It's just that I'm going to have to settle the rest before I can be free.
His Majesty showed me his newly-bought thing, a well-made twelve-hour clock, in which every hour a small bird popped up, followed by a crisp birdsong.
His Majesty was showing me how to open the back cover, and he knew that I used to like this kind of machine, "It's full of mechanisms, but if you look closely, some of them are ...... each other"
I looked at him quietly, and when he saw that I was looking at him, he closed the lid and asked, "You don't like it?" ”
I shook my head, "Your Majesty, I miss my sister." ”
"Princess Jinglu or queen?"
"Princess Jinglu." I say.
"I declare her to you."
"Not good."
"Then I'll accompany you to see her, just to go to the Yushi Mansion to see the two children."
"Your Majesty, I want to go alone, although Liangzhu City is big, I will never get lost."
"It's not been peaceful in the city lately, I'll have someone send you there?"
"I can go on my own."
"You don't know, some time ago there was a group of horse thieves who committed murder in public on the street."
Liangzhu City is the heart of the Southern Wei Dynasty, and now except for the Northern Qi Dynasty and the Northern Qi Dynasty, which can resist the Southern Wei Dynasty for a few points, the rest of the countries have all surrendered, how can there be such a bold thief who dares to come to Liangzhu to spread the wilderness, it can be seen that he is lying.
"Your Majesty is afraid that I won't come back?"
"How is that possible, you...... Will it come back, right? He asked me cautiously.
I nodded, "I'll be back, where will I go if I don't come back?" ”
He said yes, but before going to bed at night, he turned his back to me and refused to sleep with me on a quilt.
I was a little helpless, "Your Majesty, is it cold?" ”
He said it wasn't cold, he was just sleepy.
I looked up at him with my arms propped up, and it felt as if we had been like this for decades, and we were already old husbands and wives.
I put my hand in his collar, felt that his collarbone was cold, sighed helplessly and got into his quilt, he turned around and hugged me, "Who let you in my quilt?" ”
"I'd love to." I say.
"I'm not happy." He said.
"Then I'll go back in."
"No, I didn't let you go back." He stopped me.
I shrank down, found his foot in the quilt and touched it, it was as cold as a stone in a winter field.
I sat up and slept on the other end, and he pulled me in, "You don't sleep with me?" ”
I hummed softly.
Slept across from him and put his feet in my arms, and he hid, "How are you ......"
I didn't speak, I put his feet in my arms again, and gently warmed him with both hands, hoping that he would be warmer.
He wouldn't let me warm his feet, retracted his knees, and hugged himself to sleep.
I was tired from tossing and turning back and forth, and I quickly became a little sleepy when I slept there.
When I slept for a while, he slept with me again, and I looked at him sideways, "Didn't you sleep on that side?" ”
"It's not that I'm coming to you, it's that you're asleep and coming back again." He told me.
I looked up at his pillow and smiled.
"Arrogant, I'm cold ......"
I shook his hand and said, "Then you don't sleep honestly and move around." ”
"I want to sleep with you." He muffled.
"Oh, tell the truth." I said, "Then I'll keep you warm, okay?" ”
I took his hand to warm his hand and leaned over and kissed his Adam's apple, and he swallowed.
I put it in his ear and asked, "Is it still cold?" ”
"Hmm." He said, turning over and pressing me, one hand was afraid that I would dodge and restrained my wrist, he was always very gentle, slowly sticking to people, touching relatives, and letting people relax their guard.
By the time I was a little absorbed in it, I tried to push him away, but he had already made me unable to move.
When I got up to change my clothes, he was about to wake him up, because he had told the palace people that if I got up before him, they would have to wake him up and have breakfast with me.
Sometimes he would be very tired, and he would sit there and watch the folds, and after a while he would fall asleep on the table, and when he woke him up, he would blur for a while, and then continue to make folds.
Sometimes he kissed me and fell asleep on my shoulder, and I tried to push the pillow towards him, but when I looked down, he grabbed the corner of my sleeve, and no matter how much I tried to break free, it was in vain.
Before he could speak, I shook my head and told them not to wake him up.
I quickly got dressed, and whispered out of the house, and Mingyin followed me and quietly left the temple.
"What do you command, girl?"
I went to the side hall to wash, "Don't tell him to get up, rest today, I'll go out of the palace, if he wakes up and looks for me, you say, I'll be back in the evening." ”
"Yes, the servant knows."
"Give him some fruit wine at noon to warm up."
"The servant wrote it down."
When I left the palace, Ming Yin chased him out again, "The girl will definitely come back, right?" ”
I smiled and patted her on the head, "I don't have a place to go if I don't come back." ”
"Girl, remember to go back." She asked again.
"Okay, at a young age, but it's more nagging than an old mother." I told her to go back.
I left the Southern Wei Imperial Palace behind me, walked for a long time, turned around to look at it, still like a monster staring at me, even when I arrived in Liangzhu City, the corner of the palace was still difficult to ignore.
The right Cheng Mansion is outside the Nanxun Gate, and it takes about an hour to take a carriage from the Xuande Gate to the Yushi Chengge Mansion.
I stood outside the Yushi's mansion and asked to see me, and the little servant saw that I was dressed extraordinary, and held His Majesty's token, although he didn't know my identity, he also entered the mansion after a while.
However, it was not Yushi Chengge who came out to see me, but Mrs. Yushi, forgive me for not being able to call her Jimo Wenyin anymore, and she is no longer worthy of being called Princess Jinglu by me.
When I entered their house, she immediately ordered someone to take me down.
I wasn't in a hurry, I just asked, "What about Master Yu?" ”
"My sister has already told me." She said.
This sister in her mouth should be Jimo Yi, seeing that they are sisters, they have already passed each other's anger, knowing the purpose of my trip, I am afraid that she will kill me here immediately.
"Do you know who I am?"
"Jimo Jiao."
More than a decade later, she will never call me arrogant again.