Very tired......

Su Lin wanted to move his fingers, but found that he had lost even the last little finger.

I wanted to laugh at myself, but the corners of his mouth wouldn't move at all, and every part of his body had long since lost his feelings.

Want to laugh?

Just think about it......

Because as early as two years ago, he couldn't laugh anymore.

He could only lie numb, motionless.

The only thing Su Lin could do was to close his eyes expressionlessly.

Except for his eyelids, all of his places were out of control.

Of course, he still has thoughts, which is the only reason he lives.

At this moment, his greatest hope is that he can still close his eyes when he dies, instead of being wiped by someone else's hand to close his eyes.

He didn't want others to see him die without a blind eye.

He just hoped that when he died, he would sleep quietly and never wake up again.

In this way, his parents and friends may have felt more relaxed when they saw him depart.

At that point, I wish they could smile, be relieved, not be in pain, not cry.

Sixteen years have passed, and death may be the best relief for him......

At this moment, Su Lin felt that his consciousness was gradually disappearing.

Icy cold......

The past of a lifetime gradually comes to mind.

When he was young, he studied hard and never slackened, and was admitted to the best polytechnic university with the best grades in the whole school.

After graduating, as a weak current engineer and network engineering designer, he was not only talented, but also worked hard, and after seven years of hard work, he became a candidate for the general manager of the company's region.

is in love, he is willing to dedicate everything to love, he is willing to win the heart of one person, and the white head is inseparable.

The world seems to be colorful because of him.

At the age of thirty, when his life and ideals had just begun, he was in high spirits......

However, in that year, he was diagnosed with an incurable disease, amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, commonly known as ALS.

After that, everything changed and he became a joke.

His legendary life, which he had not yet begun, came to an end.

At first, he just couldn't straighten his waist, but after a few years, he slowly couldn't walk, and finally he became a 'little old man' who could only rely on a wheelchair.

Death is indeed his best relief.

Su Lin thought so, and did so.

However, the gods of fate seem to favor him......

Eating sleeping pills, he didn't die, he was gastric lavage.

cut his wrists, and he didn't die, he was transfused again.

On hunger strike, he starved to death, but in the end he was injected with nutrients, and he survived strongly, only becoming more skinny.

In the end, he chose to give up.

Su Lin is not a person who admits defeat easily, he has more perseverance and perseverance than many people in the world, but this time he really gave up, he completely gave up the idea of suicide.

Because, he really saw his mother's red and swollen eyes and dark circles.

Seeing his father's snow-white hair, there was not a single black hair in sight.

He decided to live strongly, just to see the smiles of his relatives, and of course everyone would not know how much courage it would take, nor would they know how much effort it would take......

Slowly, the sword-like temperament in his body gradually turned into gentleness and simplicity.

People are also gradually becoming less talkative.

It's easy to die, but it's really hard to live.

In the hospital bed at home, he stayed for sixteen years.

Books and computers have completely become his only best friends.

Su Lin has always loved to read, and since that year, he has never left books.

His girlfriend finally left, and he often remembered her whispering in front of the hospital bed, bursting into tears, and that scene broke Su Lin's heart.

But he always remembered that when he struggled so hard to climb up to the window to see the back of her leaving, she took the arm of the other man and hurried away, only flicking her hair lightly, without looking back, and certainly not taking away even the slightest cloud.

Su Lin could only sigh softly, this time his heart was really smashed.

For him, it seems that it is a hundred times more difficult to live a strong life than he imagined, because since he couldn't straighten his waist, Su Lin's body seemed to be being taken away by some kind of force, one foot would not move, and the two feet would not move, although he had been taking medicine, but the feeling of slowly disappearing strength in his body made him feel that he was slowly dying.

It took him one day to die, but he spent sixteen years.

He used Yang Guo to wait for the little dragon girl to wait for death, and even he felt ridiculous.

Until today, he finally found that the last index finger of his body could no longer be controlled, and he was relieved.

The cold feeling hit, Su Lin wanted to laugh, life played a joke with him, and it was just a joke that was not very funny.

Consciousness gradually faded, and all the images in the mind gradually blurred and disappeared......

Lovers, friends, loved ones, passers-by, and parents......

Can I open my eyes and see them again?

The eyelids moved slightly, and the eyes still didn't open at the end.

Darkness surged like a frenzy, boundless.

At the last second, before consciousness disappeared, Su Lin said softly to himself:

"I hope that in the next life, I will not be reincarnated again. ”