Chapter 64: Always the Captain

Recently, I have always heard some bad voices, and I don't know what happened, and I have been having nightmares lately, Yu Shushan has been thinking about whether it will be all kinds of difficulties that will happen to him next, but these things can't crush him at all, and I don't know where to start.

I finally realized my childhood dream, and I always wanted to stand on the stage and see so many people applauding him, and I was very excited at the time.

After entering the university, he has always been diligent in hoping to show his best side, and he has also received a lot of help from the student union, and organizing some activities has always been what he has been good at, but then he gave up the position of running for the president.

Because he felt that the student union was the organization he had always wanted to work for, if he became the president, many things would become a kind of memory, and many people hoped that he could get a lot of things from it, but chose to give up.

Sometimes there are gains and losses, Yu Shushan can bear all this, but since becoming a trainee, his psychological tolerance has become worse and worse, Zhuang Xuezhu has found a psychiatrist several times to help Yu Shushan come out, and each time he will get better after adjusting his mood, but then things are not so simple.

Yu Shushan made a particularly bold decision, he wanted to quit the team, not because he wanted to develop alone, but because he wanted to quit the entire entertainment industry and give up all that he had gotten before.

He realized that he had lost a lot of things in his college life, and if he continued to persevere in this dream, even if he ended up with a great reputation, it was not the life he wanted to get.

It's also a little funny to say, he hasn't even talked about a relationship until now, even if he sees someone he likes, he can't help but hide these thoughts, because he knows that if he is discovered, he will not bear the consequences in the end.

I have been thinking about quitting the team for a long time, and I have been telling Zhuang Xuezhu that these things were vaguely explained at the beginning, and then they were expressed directly.

Zhuang Xuezhu was a little unacceptable, he finally met a good artist, but now he has to choose to quit, how can this be something that can be easily accepted?

"You tell me what the reason is, if you think I'm not doing well, I can get other people to accept your business, there are more ways than problems."

Zhuang Xuezhu was very calm, and did not get angry immediately, mainly because he knew clearly that he had to take care of Yu Shushan's emotions first, if he continued like this, he was destined to have no good results.

But Yu Shushan didn't lose his temper at this time, he was also very calm, he must have been thinking about this matter for a long time, and Zhuang Xuezhu also knew clearly in his heart that the decision made by Yu Shushan was something that no one could change.

At the beginning, Yu Shushan was determined to become a trainee, and it was useless for anyone to advise, although the results obtained later could make him feel that all his efforts were not in vain, but everyone remembered clearly that he would work hard for what he wanted.

At all costs, this is actually Yu Shushan's attitude all along, but it may show a softer appearance, so everyone is very calm about these things.

"I know it's very unfair to you, and I want you to know what I'm talking about, I've been thinking about it for a long time, but in the end I got the answer, it's all about quitting it all, or I'll be unhappy."

There are many unhappy things, Zhuang Xuezhu is with a straight face every day, dealing with all kinds of things, just hoping to let his artists develop in a safe environment.

She felt that Yu Shushan's reason was very unreasonable, and she had to get a real reason.

"You've already told me about it, there's no need to hide it from me, if you have anything to say, you can say it directly." Zhuang Xuezhu will think that it is his own reason, if it is really because of his own reasons in the end, he can let other people take over Yu Shushan's affairs, and he doesn't want Yu Shushan to joke about his future.

How many people are looking forward to such an achievement, and how many people are looking forward to getting these resources, but Yu Shushan said that if you don't want it, don't just don't do it at all.

What I can't accept is Yu Shushan's unfirm heart, and I can't accept that he can give up all this so calmly.

"Growing up I wanted to stand on the stage and watch the audience applaud me, but I never wanted to stay on this stage forever, just one round of applause will make me remember it for a lifetime, my wish has been fulfilled, so I don't feel the need to stay in this place."

Yu Shushan was very angry, he really said this sentence is indeed his idea when he was a child, as long as he stands on the stage and sees someone applauding him, it is a happy thing.

He had already thought that Zhuang Xuezhu would think that this would be a very ridiculous thing, but he had to do it, because he felt that now, how important it is for people to be happy in the world.

"But I think it's necessary for you to have so many things happen, I don't want you to back down in any way, especially when you're getting what countless people want!" Zhuang Xuezhu still told the reality, and didn't want Yu Shushan to give up.

Even if you know in your heart, no matter what you say, Yu Shushan will not be shaken, and you have to persevere.

"I know that you have taken a lot of care of me during this time, and I have achieved something thanks to you, but I have to quit the group." Yu Shushan stood up after saying this, he didn't want to continue to talk about this matter, because he had always wanted to escape, but he knew in his heart that if he avoided, he would not be able to solve this matter at all.

has been resisting in his heart, but he has to talk about this matter, Zhuang Xuezhu seems a little anxious.

"Okay, I can agree to your request to quit the group, but you have to stay in the company for me, to be realistic, we have made so many sacrifices for you, it is impossible for you to leave."

Zhuang Xuezhu no longer wanted to take into account some two-sided problems between each other, so he could do whatever he could to leave Yu Shushan.

But at this time, Yu Shushan shook his head and couldn't accept what Zhuang Xuezhu said, what he wanted to pursue was freedom, not this kind of bondage.

"I knew that the decision I made would cause a lot of damage to the company, so I was willing to compensate for all this." Yu Shushan won the championship, but he received a large amount of bonuses, and he kept some after donating some of them, which can fully cover the company's losses.

Zhuang Xuezhu didn't think about it, but thought that Yu Shushan should not have made up his mind, hoping that there would be a slight opportunity, but he didn't expect that he had already said it like this, and he must really be leaving.

"I know you may care a lot about these things, but have you ever thought about how you feel about your friends? For you to stay here, for you to keep going, but you say you don't want to stay anymore, for your happiness? ”

Zhuang Xuezhu couldn't understand Yu Shushan's mood at this time, but he couldn't object, after all, everyone has the right to make choices about their own lives.

Yu Shushan is also thinking about this matter, thinking about it every day, he is indeed sorry for his teammates, but he feels that life is his own, this is a sorry thing, and it is good to make up for it slowly in the future, and he must not be wronged to himself.

So it's very selfish to do this, but Yu Shushan believes that his teammates can understand this matter, after all, everyone had a similar idea before this, that is, they wanted to pursue freedom.

Yu Shushan wanted to talk to Zhuang Xuezhu about this matter first, it was best to be mentally prepared, and then learn about these things with his teammates.

After finishing speaking, he immediately turned around, Zhuang Xuezhu knew that no matter what he said, he could not turn things around, and the only thing he could do was to report this matter to the leader.

Yu Shushan appeared in front of everyone, he first bowed and apologized, his eyes were full of tears.

"I know it's a bit sudden, but I have to tell everyone about the decision I made, I probably don't want to be on stage again, I'm going to pursue my freedom."

After Yu Shushan said this, everyone was stunned at first, but then nodded to show that they could understand.

Zhang Shunbai actually didn't know very well why Yu Shushan made such a decision, and he still had to tell everyone, but since he said it, everyone should bear it together.

He walked up to Yu Shushan, gave a big hug, and said with a smile: "No matter what happens in the future, you must be happy, we will cheer you on!" ”

Zhang Shunbai knew in his heart that if it weren't for Yu Shushan, he would not have been so convinced that he could do so well on this road.

This kind of self-confidence can only be awakened by the encouragement of others, and Zhang Shunbai has to thank Yu Shushan for all this.

Yan Songhe Ying was a little unacceptable, but he also supported any decision made by Yu Shushan, it was not easy for them to gather here, not to mention that they had already given up such a stage before this.

I learned a lot from Yu Shushan, self-confidence and anticipation of everything.

Originally, everyone had no interest in these things, and Yu Shushan appeared in front of them as if he was wearing an aperture to give encouragement.

"Why are you so supportive of me?" Yu Shushan knows that everyone may be able to accept it, but it is really unimaginable that the attitude is so good.

"Because you'll always be our captain!"