After a few busy days, Yara came to me and asked me when we were leaving. Because of these things for the queen mother, our trip has been delayed again and again.

I listened and nodded, "Tomorrow." "In the evening, when I saw His Majesty in the hall reviewing the recitals, I saluted, stood up, and stood aside, "Your Majesty, tomorrow Yara and I will return to Wei. ”

"Hmm." He said lightly.

"I ordered the Wei people to go and see you off, and follow you all the way out of the Southern Wei Dynasty."

"Who to send?"

"Neblu." He closed the fold.

"Your Majesty...... "I thought his business was over, and I didn't think to hold it in his hands.

"Why are you on your knees again?"

"Your Majesty knows everything, doesn't he?"

"Well, the little girl who lost Wei recorded my words and deeds all day long, and drew my image to the Wei people."

"Your Majesty, my Abba is not a bad person, but I really don't know why he wants such a thing, obviously he is just the leader of a small clan."

"You don't know, I know."

"Huh?"

"It's not you, Abba, it's ...... Mo Heduo, the great leader of the lost Wei, wants my picture. ”

"Why? He wants to kill you? "I don't understand.

His Majesty suddenly sneered, "How could he kill me?" ”

His Majesty's relationship with Lost Wei was not so simple, but he refused to tell me.

"Your Majesty, you seem to be matching the Queen Mother and Master Yu." I sat down next to him and said.

"Hahaha...... Which eye of yours saw me thinking this? ”

"Your Majesty, why did you do this?" I've never met someone like this who gave up his wife.

"Chengsong is both beautiful and beautiful, don't you think you and the queen are a couple? If it weren't for me. ”

I didn't dare to nod my head and said, "Your Majesty's old eyes are dizzy." ”

He patted me on the head and said, "How old can I be." ”

"Since Your Majesty doesn't like Niangniang, why do you still welcome her into the Jiaofang Palace?"

He tapped his fingers lightly on the hardcover book, "I was extremely eager for the Southern Wei at that time, and whoever can help me get the Southern Wei will be willing to form an alliance with it." ”

So, is Your Majesty allied with Zuo Cheng, or is Zuo Cheng's daughter Jimo Yi allied? Probably, both.

"Why are you in such a hurry?" I asked him.

"I have lost something, my heart is empty, I want to plug that hole with supreme power, thinking that if I win the Southern Wei, I will be the prince of Donghu, and in time I will be the king of the Southern Wei, there is nothing more satisfying for a man."

"What did Your Majesty lose?"

“…… I can't remember. ”

"And now, have you forgotten about that stuff with all this?" I asked him, pointing to the temple.

"yes...... I'm about to forget. ”

"Su Mo, you don't know the world yet, I always hope that you will live a simple and contented life, but you say, what do I want?"

"Your Majesty doesn't know, how can I know."

"And what do you want?" He asked me.

I pondered for a moment, "Maybe it's the peace of the tribe and the health of my brothers and sisters." ”

"That's ...... Very good...... You always look very shallow...... That's good. ”

Actually, I know what he wants, the person he wants, will never appear again, no matter how much Ning Niangniang looks like her, she is not after all, when His Majesty sees through this, he is angry, but this powerless anger can't change anything, I don't know how he lost that person, but I know that she won't return to him in the end, and no amount of power and glory can change that person's life.

He kept me around, not because I looked like her, but because there was a resemblance to her in words and deeds.

I didn't hate that woman for making me a substitute, it's just that I feel sad in my heart, how bitter it must be for a person who lives by memory, he refuses to let the queen mother enter his heart, refuses to let go of the past, refuses to reconcile with himself and start over, obsession has tormented him to this point.

I explained, "Your Majesty, there is a saying that you should remember people and things in your head, not in your heart. ”

"Why?"

"If you remember it in your head, you will forget it one day, but if you remember it in your heart, you will hide it deeply, and it will hurt when you think about it later."

"You're right."

Although he agrees with me, I don't think he would do it, and it is very fatal for a gentle person to be stubborn.

He said that he had almost forgotten that person, but when he talked about that person, the loneliness on his face could not be hidden.

I think he's ridiculous, he has the Southern Wei Dynasty and wants to be an Yi person, where is there such a cost-effective thing in the world?

If you have power, you have to die with the sincerity of the dead, the living person is in front of him, take out the heart to him, he doesn't want it, he has today, who is to blame?

I got up, said goodbye to Your Majesty, and turned to look at him at the door, his head bowed and thinking about something.

The next day, Yala and I got into the sedan chair, said hello to Nebulu, and we hurried on our way.

"Sister, Suma said that he would go to the house to steal me when he went back, and I would marry him when I went back."

"Okay." I nodded, lifted my hand and lifted the curtain.

Seeing that I didn't talk much, she sank her face and said, "Why doesn't Sister care about me at all?" ”

"It's almost out of Liangzhu City." Nebulu said.

I saw that the sky outside was getting darker, half the sky was red, and the sunset was shining red.

The more I get out of here, the colder my heart becomes. It didn't take long for me to make a decision.

Immediately asked people to stop the horse, "Yala, you go back to Wei with him, and I will return to the grassland in early spring next year." ”

Yala said angrily: "What kind of good place is the Southern Wei Imperial Palace, you have to go back?" ”

yes, it's not a good place, and I stupidly want to go back.

I won't turn back," said Daddy. ”

Her voice came from behind me, "Sister, go back and Daddy found someone for you, saying that you should go home and get married." ”

"Good ......," I said.

I hurried back, but no matter how fast I was, the palace gate had already been keyed, and when it was almost dawn, I waited outside the palace gate for the door to open.

I'm obsessed, and I have a good time running horses and shooting eagles, but I have to come here to be a cow and a horse.

A light shone on the old vermilion door, and I suddenly laughed, I always felt that the people in this palace were ridiculous, but in fact, I had become a ridiculous person.

What am I going to do when I come back?

What do I want?

Why do I have heartache?

Raising the token, I slowly walked through the door, hesitated at first, but gradually ran faster and rushed into the door.

The sky is not yet fully bright, and I have already run to the Hongyi Palace.

I stood at the foot of the high steps and looked up at him, and he was standing alone at the entrance of the Hongyi Palace.

We stood far away, but our eyes were already on the spot.

At this moment, I suddenly saw through him.

He's betting, betting I'll come back.

He won, and I'm back.

It's annoying, it's annoying, I lost this game to him or myself, and I can't figure it out.

I'm obviously not the person he has to wait for, even if I stay with him, what can I do, what he sees in me is only the phantom of that person, and when one day he can no longer see that person from me, I will lose the opportunity to be by his side.

The deeper and deeper it gets, it's all my fault.

He was covered with fog and his hair was wet, so I stepped forward and pretended to be relaxed, "Your Majesty, do you get up early in the morning to see the rising sun?" ”

I guessed, of course, that he had been standing here for a long time, from day to night, and from night to the next day.

He is such a person, he is really willful, whatever he likes, whether it is soft or hard, he has to get it, if he is not satisfied with what others give, he will not be disdainful of it, such a Yuwen Zhonghong, how did that person leave him ruthlessly?

"Yes, I'm waiting for the sun to come." His voice was hoarse.

I said, "The time for the court is almost up, and I will wait for Your Majesty to change his clothes and go to the court, right?" ”

"Okay."

When I entered the door, I changed his clothes, only to find that his clothes were wet with dew, and I didn't say much, just pretended not to know anything.

"It's you who want to come back, it's not that I have to keep you." He deliberately emphasized this.

"I gave you time to leave." He muttered in a low voice again.

This person is really scheming, using a little tricks, and obediently entering the middle of the trick to ensure that others are in the middle.

He calculated that I would come back because I was worried about him, and that my heart was not so ruthless.

This person always gives me the illusion that he is calculating with me every step of the way.

He is always calculating others, and he is too tired to live like this.

But what do I have to calculate?

I wanted him to settle down, "Well, I'm coming back by myself, there are so many delicious foods in the Southern Wei Palace, I haven't eaten enough yet!" ”

He took my wrist, but didn't use force, "I didn't want to lock you in here, and if you want to leave in the future, it's okay." ”

I looked back, "I hope you have what you say." ”

He wrapped his fingers around the belt of his coat, "I can't say for sure. ”