Chapter 106: The Past Years
"Isn't that going to push them up! If they jump over the wall in a hurry, won't the gains outweigh the losses, and how much pressure will the father have to endure at that time.? Follow? Dream?. Song Ruoshui is still a little worried, she doesn't dare to plan as boldly as her sister, but it doesn't mean that she is stupid.
"Dog jumping off the wall? In the absence of the right time, place and people, he can't do anything, unless he is old and confused, and the old guy surnamed Yue will not do such a stupid thing.
Besides, my good sister, do you really think that my father will not be a little prepared, and he will not have hole cards? It's all a thousand-year-old fox, who plays with whom! Song Luoshui thinks that her father will never have no hole cards, with her understanding of her father Song Xiao, he is definitely more than these forces on the surface, so he also restrains the old guy of the Yue family and does not dare to act rashly.
"I ...... I just don't want to trouble him anymore, he's messed up enough. Song Ruoshui muttered.
According to my father, it was raining heavily on the day my mother gave birth to them, and he was very scared when he drove his mother that day, and he was afraid that something would happen on the road, and there was no car on the road, and the water was very deep.
The wind broke the street tree, and he had to take a detour, and his mother in the back seat was also in pain, like a knife in his heart, bloody.
The car drove very fast, fortunately there was no obstacle to the detour, and he arrived at the hospital in ten minutes, he has been comforting and encouraging his wife along the way, although he is driving, his mouth has not stopped talking.
But the wife has two babies, which the doctor has said a long time ago, and now it is nearly a month ahead of the due date.
What's more, it was difficult for his wife to get pregnant when he was checked out before, and this unexpected pregnancy made him cherish it very much, and he took leave early to take care of him at home, so this sudden accident made him afraid from the bottom of his heart.
He knew it was very dangerous, so he couldn't wait for a moment.
Fortunately, there was no problem he was worried about halfway, the hospital was open 24 hours a day, but there were only nurses on duty, and now it was midnight, and the doctors had returned.
The nurse told him that the doctor was already on his way and would be there soon.
But his wife was already sweating profusely and rolling on the bed, and his heart was like a knife in his eyes, but he could only hold her hand tightly to give her spiritual strength.
I don't know how long, maybe it's just a few minutes! But Song Xiao is as long as a century, and his heart is also full of ups and downs.
The arrival of the doctor gave him a sudden sigh of relief, like a puddle of soft mud slumped to the ground.
Outside the door of the operating room, he scratched his scalp and pulled his hair, his heart was very complicated, like a primary school student looking forward to the exam papers, and his heart was worried.
He looked at the door of the operating room, and after a while the door opened and the doctor walked out.
"Do you want to keep the child or the mother, the state of the pregnant woman is very bad, and you should know her situation, so now there is only this one choice, I hope you can make a choice as soon as possible, after all, there will be a second of danger if you delay for a second." The doctor's first words made him feel like the sky was dark, and he felt that the world was playing a huge joke on him.
"I ...... I choose a pregnant woman, a pregnant woman, hurry, hurry up and save her. Song Xiao hesitated for a moment and then raised his head, and he could see the helplessness and annoyance on his face.
"Bang!" The door closed again, separating the inside and the outside into two worlds, and he knew what was going on inside, and he knew even more that he had lost two children.
Maybe the only child in his life, looking at the ceiling, he felt that he was too incompetent to even protect his own children.
The tiger's eyes were shining, and his vision was hazy.
In the operating room, "Okay, all the pregnant woman's husband advises, save the mother, abandon the child." ”
The nurses and doctors who got the order started to open one after another, their faces hidden under their masks were expressionless, and they had seen so many things that they played out almost every day.
They had already thought of this answer.
But right here, a faint voice spread in the small operating room, perhaps because of the fear that too much anesthesia would make the operation more difficult, so the effect of anesthesia was only to make the patient feel no pain, or a trace of consciousness.
"Doctor, don't take my child off, please, ......" The heartbreaking words reached the eardrums, and all the doctors and nurses were stunned.
Song Xiao outside the operating room didn't know that his decision just now was undergoing some kind of subtle change, and it was going in another direction.
By the time he knew, it was too late, and there was no way to return to heaven, and now he was still thinking about how to coax his wife after the operation, how to enlighten her out of this shadow, and even adopted a child.
Complex emotions are like five flavors and mixed cans overturned, and everything is wrong, which also seems much paler.
For several hours, he waited anxiously outside the door of the operating room, and the moment the red light went out, his heart beat again.
And the baby's crying made him feel like crazy, and his mouth was muttering: "Don't, don't ......"
"Smack!" The door opened, a stretcher bed was pushed out, and the pale-faced wife was pushed out of the operating room.
He crawled to the edge of the bed, and the little baby on each side really drove him crazy, and his wife's chapped lips couldn't open.
One hand was weakly raised, and he quickly reached out to catch it, but it was too late, and it fell before he could catch it.
"No, no......" hysterical screams ran through the hallway.
"Wake up, wake up! Didn't you say you were going to see Gangnam in March? Aren't you going to Aterstine again? How can you bear to be left alone. Song Xiao clasped his wife's hands with both hands, trying his best to warm it up.
But how can this life and death be reversed by manpower, he only feels that the sky is falling.
He was an orphan, and when he first arrived at the orphanage, he was very autistic, isolating himself from the outside world, always using his fierce appearance to intimidate others into approaching, hiding in the corner and licking his wounds.
Until one day, "Here you go, this lollipop was given to me by the dean's grandmother, I guess you must not have eaten it, why don't you play with other children?" "A man with big eyes, two ponytails, and an innocent smile on his little pink face.
"Go away and don't come near me, or I'll teach you a lesson." Looking at Song Xiao's grinning expression, the girl was not frightened, but smiled again.
"Hmph, you're still not a man, the dean's grandmother said that a man won't back down when he encounters anything, and cowards do that." The girl's words infuriated the nervous teenager.
He jumped up sharply and grabbed the girl's swan-white neck, "Why do you say that about me, what do you know, you are just a little girl who doesn't know anything, what qualifications do you have to talk about me." ”
The girl was still like that, she was not frightened or panicked, and she lightly opened her lips again, "Grandma Dean said that a man will never beat a girl, they will only beat bad people, and it is not a man who beats a girl." ”
"I ...... I am, I am a man. He let go of his hand at the girl's neck and walked away in a whisper.
"Nu, here you go." When the boy sat down, the girl followed, and the lollipop in her hand was handed out again.
"Are you annoying...... the boy looked extremely angry, he had already let her go, why was she so unrelenting.
"A man who doesn't even dare to eat a lollipop, a coward who doesn't have the guts." The girl didn't let it go.
"I ......" the boy snatched the lollipop, ripped off the wrapper and stuffed the colorful candy into his mouth.
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At first, because of the death of his wife, Song Xiao was obsessed for a long time, and the children were taken care of by good friends, at that time he thought that the murderers who actually killed his wife were these two little lives, and he did not have a good impression of them, and even had some resentment, because his wife was his everything, his life, and his world.
It wasn't until the two daughters were nearly two months old that he gradually came out of the shadows under the persuasion and guidance of his friends, and a large part of this was also because of his wife's role.
He saw two little girls carved in pink, as if he had seen his wife when she was a child, it was so similar.
It dawned on him that these two lives were not his wife's existence in another form, they were the crystallization of himself and his beloved, and she would even give up her precious life for them.
Isn't what I'm doing now hurting her?
So he has been excited since then, working hard to make money, giving the two women the best things, and wanting to double the compensation for what he owes, and they will be the only support for his survival in the future.
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Song Luoshui only knew all this, and Song Ruoshui knew everything, so for her father, no matter what decision he made, she would follow it, so she didn't intend to refuse at the beginning, even if she knew what kind of person Yue Ling was.
But this is her life's event, although she obeys her father's decision, but there is still something wrong in her heart, does her father no longer love herself, or he has long been tired of these two unsuccessful daughters who have brought him only trouble.
There are more of them who also thought that she would marry in the future should be the one she loves, and the person who loves herself, this person does not have to be a hero who attracts the attention of all people, but he must be a good man, and he must be a good father.
But is it necessary to deprive even this humble thought?
Her heart also twitched for a long time, and this decision was also full of too many uncertainties.
"I don't believe that my father will abandon me like this, how much he loves us, this must be his delaying tactic, all we have to do is try to cooperate with him." Song Ruoshui said firmly.
"Then this plan is just right, isn't it the best way to delay time?" Song Luoshui nodded.
"Well, let's do it, I'll listen to you this time." Seeing her sister's eyes full of anticipation, she smiled and held her hand.
Suddenly, the afterglow of his eyes swept away.