Volume 1: Text_Chapter 641 I have never regretted falling in love with you
Shanshan, when she picked up her long-lost pen in the middle of last night and wrote this letter word by word.
My heart must be in tears......
Xia Xiaoyou raised his hand to wipe his vision blurred by tears again, lowered his head and looked at it word for word:
Mu Feng, when you read the letter, I had already left this world.
I once said to you that I am an absolute person.
It is better to be broken than to be complete.
My philosophy of life is black and white, with no blurred boundaries.
The same is true for the demands of love.
I have always longed to have an ordinary but complete love, to be a wife and mother in the open.
But you, all my good expectations have turned into a pitiful and ridiculous dream.
Perhaps, you think that from now on, I can be your lover.
There is nothing wrong with worrying about food and clothing, pampering and pampering.
After all, some girls are willing to be a captive canary.
However, this kind of life is definitely not what I want.
In other words, I am the "little three" and "second wife" who are ashamed in the eyes of others.
So, I'd rather kill myself.
Originally, I wanted to jump off the building.
But that would be too ugly to die.
You know, I'm a beauty lover.
I thought, let's leave the other way.
At the very least, it doesn't make my young and beautiful face unrecognizable.
Mu Feng, goodbye.
That is, we will never see each other again.
Daughter, is my last gift to you.
I've never regretted falling in love with you, and even now, I haven't.
However, if there really is an afterlife.
I hope I never run into you again......
The above are all the words that Hua Shanshan left to Mu Feng.
The following paragraph was specially written by Hua Shanshan about Xia Xiaoyou:
Xiaoyu, my dearest friend.
I'm sorry I can't accompany you to fulfill your promise both.
Live happily together to grow old; Take your children to various interest classes together; When the gray hair is gray, they travel the world together, play tai chi, and dance square dance......
Thank you for bringing me the warmest and happiest memories in my life for more than 20 years.
The beautiful love I longed for has been shattered and will never come true.
But you have such love.
Xiaoyou, can you listen to your sister's words?
Mu Lingkai loves you, don't miss him again.
There's one more thing I can only ask you for.
My daughter was born without a mother.
A girl, who was born out of wedlock, should not be taken seriously in a family like Mu Feng.
Perhaps even discriminated against. Reed bamboo forest
If in the future, Mu Feng and his wife have their own children and feel embarrassed to raise their daughter.
Xiaoyou, please help me take care of my daughter.
Goodbye, Xiaoyu.
In the next life, we will also be best friends......
After reading the entire content of the letter with tears in his eyes, Xia Xiaoyou's whole person was trembling.
She rushed over like crazy, desperately beating Mu Feng: "You return my Shanshan!" Why don't you die? The damned thing is you! Give me back Shanshan! Give me back ......."
Mu Feng stood motionless, also with tears in his eyes, but he didn't say a word.
It's like a sculpture that has lost its soul, allowing her to tear and scold like crazy.
Mu Lingkai used all his strength to hug Xia Xiaoyou, who was completely out of control, and comforted her anxiously: "Xiaoyou, calm down!" Mu Feng has called the police, and the police are looking for Shanshan everywhere! Maybe Sansa is fine! She'll be fine! ”
At this time, two policemen in police uniforms walked in and said politely: "Mr. Mu, we have not found Miss Hua Shanshan's whereabouts for the time being. However, someone picked this up at the beach, you see, is this Miss Hua's shoes? ”
As he spoke, the policeman handed Mu Feng a pair of women's shoes he was carrying.
Mu Feng took it with trembling hands, tears finally burst out of his eyes, and his voice was hoarse: "It's Shanshan's ......"
Yes, these shoes were bought for her by himself.
When he just learned that Shanshan was pregnant, in order to make her walk comfortable, he deliberately went to her favorite brand store and bought a few pairs of flat shoes.
This is her favorite pair.
Now, the shoes are still there, but Sansa is gone......
She was gone, without hesitation, and at the same time took his heart with her.
His entire ribcage was empty now.
It hurts, it colds, and it is numb, as if it can no longer fill the discontent......
The little baby, who was originally lying obediently in swaddling clothes, seemed to know something at this moment, and suddenly cried "wow".
The nanny hurriedly took her in her arms and carefully patted her.
Looking at the pair of shoes that Mu Feng held tightly in his hand, he was so familiar that he couldn't be more familiar,
Xia Xiaoyou couldn't bear it anymore, there was darkness in front of him, a mouthful of blood spurted out of his mouth, and he fell straight down......
When she regained consciousness, she found herself lying on a white hospital bed again.
Mu Lingkai sat on the edge of her bed, her face haggard and full of worry: "Xiaoyou, you finally woke up."
Xia Xiao sat up from the bed suddenly, and grabbed his hand heavily, as if grasping his last trace of redemption: "What about Shanshan? Did you find Sansan? ”
Mu Lingkai stretched out his arms to help her, and said in a low voice, "No." However, everyone is trying their best to find Sanshan. ”
Xia Xiaoyou looked at him almost blankly for a while, then pushed his arm away and lay down silently, without saying a word.
Again, there is no news from Shanshan.
No news, or the worst news.
Xia Xiaoyou knew that many people who disappeared initially were reported as dead after a certain time limit.
Even the account will be cancelled.
Shanshan, why are you so stupid, so ruthless, and so selfish?
Leave behind all of us who love you and care about you, and just go.
You still have parents! You still have a brother! You also have a newborn little girl! You still have me!
We said that we would never be separated, and now I am left alone, what do you want me to do?
Xia Xiaoyou's heart was like a knife when she thought about it, and her body couldn't stop shaking.
Tears poured out of her empty eyes and slid down her pale and thin cheeks, more and more.
Mu Lingkai could see through all the thoughts in her heart, and hugged her tightly in distress: "Xiaoyou, don't think badly. Not finding Sansa may be the best news. At some point, Sansa suddenly appeared in front of us. ”
"Sanshan...... Is she really, will she ever appear in front of us again? Was she really, just hiding? Xia Xiaoyou muttered to herself and asked, "She must be reluctant to us, right?" ”