Originally...... Ji Moxuan thought that as long as he took a step back, the Queen Mother would be able to let herself go.....

Originally...... Ji Mo Xuan thought that the Queen Mother drove herself out of the imperial city, in the Jingwei military camp with a bad environment, just out of concern and maintenance for her son, everything ..... It's all excusable and understandable......

However, gradually, Ji Moxuan found that his repeated concessions were exchanged for the Queen Mother's step-by-step pressing.

Gradually...... Ji Mo Xuan understood that the Queen Mother didn't want to leave herself a little room and opportunity to survive.......

No matter what Jimo Xuan did, what he gave Zijue, or what he gave Chaoge, what the Queen Mother wanted was just to die by herself......

I don't know when it started, but Ji Mo Xuan found that behind him, there was no way back, and if he wanted to live, he could only move forward.

He knew that Zijue had never had any doubts about himself, and even had the same thoughts as himself, and he didn't want to do anything to Jimo Xuan because of his future, he just ...... I wanted to keep my brother, but the Queen Mother broke the hope of the two teenagers......

They initially ....... Originally, I also fought, and I was originally ...... I also fought against my brotherhood...... But later, I found that the more this was the case, the more alienated I became, and after understanding, Zijue could only express her dissatisfaction in this way that was not recognized by everyone, but she was still in the maintenance of the Queen Mother openly and secretly, and she suffered to this day.

And Jimo Xuan, who has also fallen from a prince to a general in the Jingwei military camp, although it is the elite army of Chaoge, the environment is inevitably too bad.

But Ji Mo Xuan never said a word of dissatisfaction, a little complaint, he never thought about it like this, let alone wanted to sit in Zijue's position.

He just wants to live, even if it is in this smoky miasma, falling into the imperial city at the bottom, he just wants to live...... Just wanted to ....... Stay alive...... That's it......

However, even if it is a high-ranking and powerful prince like Jimo Xuan, if he wants to survive in this huge imperial city, it is difficult to ascend to the sky.

He has to be worried all the time, afraid that he will be poisoned in his meals on weekdays, afraid that he will be pierced through the heart by an arrow one day while walking on the road, and even more afraid that he will die in his sleep.

But the most painful thing is that he clearly knows who it is and who he killed to live in peace in the future, but he can't, because it is the Queen Mother, Zijue's mother, and his sibling's mother, he can't move forward, but he can't go back.

He could only stand still every day, carefully every step he took.

He didn't have any protection, and over the years, in order not to make the Queen Mother suspect, he didn't even dare to have his own henchmen.

You know, as long as he wants, many ministers in the DPRK and China will be on his side.

But he couldn't, he didn't allow himself to have the slightest thought like this, he would never allow it......

Every time, the Queen Mother wanted to put him to death, but he fortunately avoided it, but he also warned himself countless times that he could not have resentment or ......

Obviously, in the eyes of everyone, he is a high-ranking prince, and he is also a prince loved by everyone, obviously without the constraints of the throne, that is, Mo Xuan can live very freely, but he is the only one, living like being imprisoned in a cage, even so, but he can't save his life, every touch, it may lead to a fire, he ....... You must be tired from living......

But why, he shouted countless times that he just wanted to live, even if he was high up in the imperial city and lived brightly, or he was living like ants and weeds in a dark corner, he didn't want to die....... Anything goes...... As long as you live....... As long as you live.......

Although Zijue can't see all of this, he knows more or less the Queen Mother's hostility towards Jimo Xuan.

He also wanted to protect Jimo Xuan in the imperial city, but found that it made Jimo Xuan even more dangerous there.

He also wants to have an elder brother who treats him sincerely, the Queen Mother has never really understood herself, but this brother has always been considerate of himself since he was a child, which is something that Zijue can meet but cannot seek in this smoky imperial city.

Obviously, Zijue just wants to have a true friend and love his brother, but he can't achieve it......

At first, the two teenagers each embarked on this road of no return with such a simple wish, and now they are ...... But it seems that he is imprisoned in a tombstone, living a boring life, trying his best to live......

Zijue always thinks, when will he be able to stand with his brother without worries?

That's my brother......

Jimo Xuan grew up with Zijue since he was a child, eating together, sleeping together, practicing martial arts together, and studying together...... Obviously, no one intervened in the beginning, but when they really established a deep friendship, why did someone break them apart?

Zijue has always been puzzled by this question.

Maybe it's too tired, after all, I could have lived as long as I resisted, but now I have suffered bruises all over my body, and it's time to find a ray of light for my life......

He originally wanted to stay in the cracks like this, but later, he gradually found that he had nothing to do in the future, nothing could be changed, and his life was to be found by himself......

However, in the end, after thinking about it, only rebellion can find a place for yourself.......

Originally, Ji Mo Xuan was the one who loved this country the most......

Zijue sat in that position thinking day and night about his brother who was with him on weekdays, and the queen mother was seeking a world for her son, Jimo Le and Jimo Zhu still didn't know how to love this country deeply.

Jimo Xuan...... is the only one who was born for Chaoge......

But in the end, it was everyone's persecution that made him the one who was spurned by everyone.

He handed over the most secret formation map to the enemy, so that Chaoge could not be defeated.

But in the end, when Zijue stood in front of Ji Mo Xuan, Ji Mo Xuan really understood that he had done wrong...... Because, it was the Queen Mother's dead heart that forced him to this point, but Chaoge did nothing wrong, this place that accompanied him and helped him grow up has also become the place he owes the most......

At that moment, Zijue and Jimo Xuan were separated by thousands of horses, riding on horseback, looking at each other.

Ji Mo Xuan knew that Zi Jue had never hated and doubted himself, and it was the same at this moment.

There was only surprise in his eyes...... Because just like Jimo Xuan understands Zi Jue, Zi Jue also understands Ji Mo Xuan, in his heart, his brother has always been his role model, he never thought that one day, his brother would stand on the opposite side of himself, on the opposite side of Chaoge, which he would never have thought.

is even more helpless and guilty, because he knows why Jimo Xuan has become like this, it is his cowardice and his own dare not fight that makes Ji Mo Xuan become like this.

At that moment, Zijue thought countless times that it would be nice if he was braver, if only he escaped from the imperial city desperately and escaped from the queen mother's side.

If there is no himself, Ji Mo Xuan will sit on the throne naturally, like this...... The whole world will rejoice......

He should have found out earlier, he should have understood how difficult Jimo Xuan's life was, and how much he needed the protection of his younger brother.

Even so, Ji Mo Xuan didn't say a word, he never said anything about his hardships, never relied on brotherhood to provoke the relationship between himself and the Queen Mother, and Ji Mo Xuan never did anything indiscriminate.

Although he is in the shadows, he has always lived in the light, he owes no one anything, he was ...... I really don't want to owe anyone......

Can...... Maybe it was the time in the Jingwei military camp, the time when Xiao Yu saved himself, which became the last straw that broke the camel's back and the last reason for Jimo Xuan to resist......

He was so tired...... I hate this kind of cautious and fearful life everywhere...... He tried to get out of the darkness countless times, but was pulled back by the word 'friendship', but this time, he once again experienced the pain of being pushed into the swamp by his so-called friendship, and he no longer wanted to crawl back in embarrassment.......

Thinking that every day, you may die all the time, if you still don't resist, it is also disrespectful to your own life......

But Ji Mo Xuan used the most wrong and extreme method to take revenge for so many years and forced him to this Chaoge......

Presumably...... Ji Mo Xuan's heart is also tormented......

For the sake of his humiliation and unwillingness for so many years, he chose a more painful method to end it, presumably ...... It's even more painful......

But...... Now that this is the case, what else can be done?

Perhaps, after that moment, after Jimo Xuan was determined to do so, he owed ...... There's only Zijue, right......

Zijue has always admired this upright brother with clean sleeves!

Although it was himself who sat on the throne, Zi Jue always felt that Ji Mo Xuan was more suitable for this position than himself.

Can...... On that day, the two rode on a tall horse and looked at each other, wanting to speak and stopping, obviously blood is thicker than water, and the friendship is deep, but at this moment, no one knows how to speak, and what to say......

That day...... Ji Mo Xuan sat on the back of the horse like that, looking at Zi Jue guiltily, no matter how many grievances he had suffered before, when he saw his younger brother, when he saw this younger brother who had always believed in him, his eyes were full of guilt......

He had never regretted his decision so much, because he should have admired himself like that and had a younger brother by his example...... You won't believe in yourself anymore......

Thinking of this, Ji Mo Xuan couldn't help but feel a tingling in his heart.

And Zi Jue was not as empathetic as Ji Mo Xuan thought, he stared at Ji Mo Xuan.

His eyes were full of regret and regret, and there was also more guilt, if he knew that his mother's persecution would put Zijue in such a situation, he would definitely stand up and fight.....

Why didn't Zijue know the weight of Chao Ge in Jimo Xuan's heart?

Since Jimo Xuan would do such a thing, he must be too tired and tired......

After all, they are siblings, and blood is thicker than water, Zijue at this time, seeing Jimo Xuan's appearance, must be very sad for Ji Mo Xuan...... Because Zijue knows that even so, Ji Moxuan is not necessarily better than himself......