Chapter 272: 24 Together
"You've changed." Jingchen looked at Xiao Yu's smile and smiled, although he felt that there were many regrets, but more of them were still doting and loving......
"Oh? How did I change? Xiao Yu looked at Jingchen with a smile.
"It becomes ....... It's not like before, so smiling, so unscrupulous, carefree......" Jingchen knows that this sentence, to Xiao Yu's ears, must be very stupid, yes, after going through so much, how can he still be unscrupulous and carefree?
"Don't you dare...... How dare you be so careless? Xiao Yu smiled helplessly, but his eyes were full of sadness.
Jingchen knew that his words seemed to touch something, and hurriedly put his hand on Xiao Yu's hand, "I'm sorry." ”
"You prefer what I used to be, don't you?" Xiao Yu didn't care at all, even if the fairy world made him suffer a lot, Jingchen made himself bruised, hatred filled his eyes, and he tried his best to be good after entering the demon but there was no place for him, even so, Xiao Yu only cared about Jingchen alone......
This question is also Xiao Yu's sincere desire to hear Jingchen's answer with his own ears.
Jingchen nodded, "Yes, you in the past, more like ......"
It was the appearance of Xiao Yu that melted the glacier in Jing Chen's heart, and Xiao Yu was like a ray of sun, swinging with Jing Chen directly above Jing Chen.
Xiao Yu is the sun of the dust, but now, the sun is colder than the moon.
Jingchen can't forget the coldness when he first reunited with Xiao Yu, and he can't forget Xiao Yu's deliberate disdain.
If he hadn't gone through so much, Xiao Yu wouldn't have been able to pretend to be ......
Xiao Yu knew what Jingchen wanted to say, so he just shook his head, "But I don't like my former self." ”
In the past, he was full of only Jingchen alone, ignoring the warmth given by all others, and all choices were decided by whether they were related to Jingchen.
Because of this, when the Emperor of Heaven wanted to torture himself, there was nowhere to escape......
Jingchen was a little distressed, so he didn't want to continue asking.
"If in the future...... I won't see you again, maybe...... I'm going to stay cold...... Your presence has always pulled me out of the cold abyss, but after so much pain, I don't even know whether it is right or wrong to rely on you so much. Xiao Yu also hesitated when facing Jingchen, and Xiao Yu would rather die than experience the pain of the fairy world that day.
But thinking that if he won, he would get Jingchen, but Xiao Yu still couldn't help but go to Jingchen desperately.
Perhaps, even if Xiao Yu can survive the Six Realms, he will eventually be destined to surrender at the feet of Jingchen.
"Even if it's a demon, but because it's you, you should also live in the sun, Xiao Yu, give me a chance, let me stay by your side again, protect you, and accompany you......" This is the truest wish of Jingchen's heart, and no one can replace Xiao Yu's position in Jingchen's heart.
In the three hundred years that Xiao Yu left, Xiao Yu was a pain that no one else could mention.
Jingchen punishes himself by locking himself in the place where he first started with Xiao Yu.
In front of Xiao Yu, even if he should be doomed, but in front of the beings in the fairy world, he can't die.
The immortal world needs itself, and the war book of the two worlds three hundred years ago is vivid.
Regardless of whether Xiao Yu is alive or dead, Jingchen must fight for the fairy world until the last moment, this is Jingchen's promise to the immortals in the fairy world, and it is also his own promise to himself......
However, if Jingchen has to fight for the fairy world with great guilt towards Xiao Yu, Jingchen is not easier than Xiao Yu......
"We can't go back....... Adult, the reason why Xiao Yu is still by your side is because Xiao Yu loves you....... It's been 300 years...... It has never changed, the reason why Xiao Yu can forget the pain of the fairy world is also because Xiao Yu loves you...... All of this, all the forgiveness for no reason, is because Xiao Yu loves you...... But...... Xiao Yu is also flesh and blood, and it will hurt...... Xiao Yu can endure the pain of three hundred years ago, but he can't bear it a second time...... My lord...... Xiao Yu is already a demon, therefore, it has added a lot of trouble to the demon world, Xiao Yu has nowhere to go, and when he returns to the fairy world, the pain will only fall on Xiao Yu ten times and a hundred times, and Xiao Yu can't go back...... Adults...... Can you bear to see that day reappear once? Xiao Yu's eyebrows trembled, why didn't she want to fly with Jingchen and stay in the fairy world forever.
She is not afraid of the fairy world, but she knows that if she returns to the fairy world, not only herself, but also Jingchen.
If you set off a bloody storm because of yourself, wouldn't you make Jingchen embarrassed again? In the end, the most unbearable thing for Xiao Yu to hurt is Jingchen......
"Xiao Yu ......" Jingchen looked at Xiao Yu's appearance, anxious, but helpless, but as soon as this emotion was excited, he accidentally drove the demonic energy in his body, and the head of the bed was also ready to move.
Xiao Yu didn't want Jingchen to know, so he grabbed Jingchen's black hand and "Jingchen...... The war between the two realms is imminent, and we ...... Cherish the moment, okay? ”
Xiao Yu tried his best to suppress the demonic energy in Jingchen's body, Jingchen gradually calmed down, but Xiao Yu was in a mess in his heart.
Xiao Yu wants to be with Jingchen more than anyone else, but ...... She couldn't.
She loves Jingchen so much, but she can't, even because she hurts the fairy world that hurts her the most.
She has no way to hate Jingchen, there is no way to put Jingchen in a place where she will never recover, she is reluctant, Jingchen hurts a hair, she will feel distressed, how can she do it?
No matter how deeply Jingchen hurts her, if Xiao Yu wants to take revenge with his own hands, it will be even more difficult.
Xiao Yu comforted Jingchen, because Xiao Yu didn't know when the demonic energy in Jingchen's body would burst out, and then the entire demon would be aware of it, and Jingchen couldn't go back no matter how much he wanted to go back.......
Jingchen didn't speak again, but looked at Xiao Yu for a long time and was reluctant to look away.
"Adult's wound....... If it weren't for Xiao Yu's enchantment, he would have been healed in an instant...... Hurt the bones, I'm afraid...... It's going to take some time. When he said this, Xiao Yu's face unconsciously showed some guilt.
"I'd rather do that, and only at this time can you soften your heart and stay by my side." Jingchen looked at Xiao Yu with a smile.
"Treat you, my heart, when will it harden ......" Xiao Yu shook his head helplessly.
Jingchen grabbed Xiao Yu's hand tighter, "Listen to your ...... We cherish the moment. ”
Looking at Jingchen's spoiled eyebrows as always, how Xiao Yu wished he could really stay by his side.
But she couldn't......
It seems that she and Jingchen love each other so much, but they are destined to be the most contradictory existence, two people can not get close to each other, a little close, one of them will be painful, one will be painful, and the other will be in pain, such a law, they can survive thousands of years now, how deep should it be.......
Xiao Yu looked at the jade flute at the head of Jingchen's bed, "How did you bring them in?" ”
"I don't know, Mo Yanhan...... Didn't stop me. As soon as Xiao Yu said this, Jingchen suddenly realized.
Yan Han did not push himself to a dead end, but he did not know how to be flexible in the long run.
The jade flute and the slash are both Jingchen's right-hand men, both are indispensable, it is impossible for Yan Han not to know, but they let them pass through the magic circle, isn't this just leaving a glimmer of life for Jingchen?
Xiao Yu also understood Jingchen and Yan Han's intentions, so he stopped talking.
"He really ...... Love you very much. This sentence is the true thought of Jingchen's heart.
Whether it is Yu Mo, Zijue, or later Gong Hou, Yan Han, any person, it will make Xiao Yu happier than now.
They know how to keep Xiao Yu's original appearance, and they know how to maintain Xiao Yu's unscrupulous, unscrupulous, but dusty, they can only let Xiao Yu sacrifice everything when he has no power to protect himself, choose between the fairy world and Xiao Yu, and force Xiao Yu to take the initiative to give in.
But despite this, Xiao Yu's favorite is still herself, which is unfair to others, and unfair to all those who love Xiao Yu with their lives.
"I know ......" But Xiao Yu never cared about this, she only knew that in this life, the only thing Xiao Yu loved deeply was Jingchen......
These three short words really stung Jingchen, "No matter what others do, you only love me...... Is it worth it? ”
"I made up my mind...... It's hard to change it. Xiao Yu just smiled cutely.
Jingchen's eyes were filled with tears, "Why are you ......?"
Xiao Yu hugged Jingchen all of a sudden, "How can I ...... I love you so much......"
Jingchen stroked Xiao Yu's hair, and now the woman who stayed in his arms desperately, how many people were covered in bruises and devastation, but he didn't cherish it so much......
"Adults don't have to blame themselves, don't have to sigh, adults just need to remember that it was Xiao Yu who fell in love with the adults first, just this alone, they lost, they lost completely, adults want Xiao Yu to become the same as before, even if Xiao Yu pretends, he also pretends to be decent, adults, it is Xiao Yu's sky, Xiao Yu's bottom line, based on this alone, what Xiao Yu does for adults, adults must accept it with peace of mind......" Xiao Yu smiled and looked at Jingchen, his eyes were full of love.
No matter how deeply Jingchen hurt Xiao Yu, Xiao Yu didn't want Jingchen to feel guilty and uneasy, because Xiao Yu knew that his identity was destined not to accompany Jingchen to the end, so Xiao Yu hoped that Jingchen would live in the way he liked, which was Xiao Yu's biggest wish now......
Xiao Yu hopes that Jingchen can always be happy, even if he doesn't have this opportunity, Jingchen has to live like this, just ...... Live for yourself......
"Silly girl, you are like this, how many people have to be hurt......" From childhood to adulthood, in Jingchen's heart, Xiao Yu has always been a person who is easy to forgive others, but Jingchen doesn't know that for those who have hurt Jingchen, they have never been forgiven by Xiao Yu, and what they are waiting for is Xiao Yu's torture full of anger and resentment.
If it weren't for Jingchen, Xiao Yu's hands would probably always have the fragrance of flowers, instead of the smell of blood from those who hurt Jingchen, if it weren't for this, Xiao Yu would not have killed so much, and he would have been burdened with so many trumped-up charges and abuse.
will not be tortured here just because of his past life with Konghou.
But Xiao Yu has always known that if he lets go of Jingchen and forces himself not to love, maybe, he can really stay in the fairy world forever, grow up quietly, follow the gods, and become a god who is more beautiful than Jingchen.
But if all this is going to be the price of falling in love with Jingchen, Xiao Yu is willing......
Perhaps, Xiao Yu in this life will not encounter any vigorous love, but will be born for the dust......