Chapter 369: The Si people have passed away, and the festival mourns and changes
Su Liushan has been looking at the junction of the sea and the sky, the dim yellow of the sunset can no longer be seen, and the field of vision is pitch black, he is like a sculpture, sitting there quietly, as if he can't perceive anything.
Except for the hand he was holding.
That hand was originally warm and delicate, but now it had become cold and abnormal, and Su Liushan was worried that it would slip out of his hand, and he grabbed it very hard.
It was so hard that it felt like it was about to be pinched.
Su Liushan turned his head very slowly, Ouyang Wenyan's head leaned on the rattan chair, and there was a hint of a smile on the corner of her mouth, it seemed that she was very happy when she was dying.
Su Liushan's eyes stared at her so straight, she looked very peaceful, but she would never stand up and look at him and call her name softly.
Looking at the girl who was asleep, Su Liushan opened her mouth with difficulty and called her name softly, "Ask Yan......." ”
There was no response in the air except the papa of the waves crashing against the reef.
Su Liushan's voice was a little weaker, and he didn't give up and shouted Ouyang Wenyan's name again, at this moment, there was already a trace of anxiety on his face.
"Ask the geese."
Still no response.
Tears finally fell out of her eyes, she never showed her in the eyes of outsiders, she looked like a child in front of Ouyang Wenyan, but she had been taking care of her Su Liushan.
Suddenly turned into a fragile man at this moment.
He stretched out his hand, and Ouyang Wenyan's already cold body leaned into his arms as softly as if it were boneless.
Ouyang Wenyan no longer had vital signs, and she had passed away before this.
Su Liushan kept holding Ouyang Wenyan's hand, how could he not know about Ouyang Wenyan's disappearance? But he didn't want to believe it!
Until now, I finally have to believe it.
Su Liushan hugged Ouyang Wenyan tightly, his eyes were full of scarlet bloodshots, and the pain in his heart was indescribable.
He closed his eyes, his long eyelashes fluttered slightly, like two fragile butterflies, and in an instant, everything around Su Liushan became silent.
He couldn't hear the wind and waves in his ears, nor could he smell the fragrance of flowers at night, his career was dark, as long as the woman he was holding in his arms was the most real.
But she had already left herself.
Su Liushan's heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe, he didn't dare to think about Ouyang Wenyan, those memories in his mind, he didn't dare to reach out and touch them, if he thought about it again, his heart would be shattered.
In this night as cold as water, Su Liushan lost the woman he loved most in his life.
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Three days later.
Li Siqiao handed over all the work on the island to a more reassuring clerk, and made a special trip to Li Baobao's school to ask for leave for him, and then the two stepped on a private jet back to country X.
The distance was not very far, and Li Siqiao held Li Baobao's hand without saying a word.
Several times, when Li Baobao wanted to say something, he was swallowed back into his stomach, he didn't know how to enlighten Li Siqiao, let alone what to say.
But he was still very worried.
Li Siqiao lowered her head and looked at her hands blankly, she went back this time to attend Ouyang Wenyan's funeral.
Ouyang Wenyan was seriously ill and passed away three days ago, she wanted to rush back as soon as she knew the news, but the traffic on the island was very inconvenient, and the only way to get out of the island was by private plane, otherwise other means of transportation would not be able to take people out at all.
According to Mrs. Su, after Su Liushan came back with Ouyang Wenyan, he did not appear in front of everyone for two consecutive days.
Old Madam Su couldn't worry anymore, and when she was about to find someone to pry the door in, Su Liushan finally came out.
His face was pale and his body was embarrassed, Old Madam Su was weeping, and stepped forward to hug him, but Su Liushan only said a word.
"Let's get ready for the funeral." After that, he didn't say a word.
Li Siqiao is not going to rush back immediately, she can't take care of other things, and some people in China don't have time to care about whether they will meet Li Siqiao again.
All she thought about was the deceased Ouyang Wenyan and her grief-stricken eldest brother.
Listening to Mrs. Su, after Ouyang Wenyan died, Su Liushan always locked himself in his room and didn't eat, and Mrs. Su made countless calls to Li Siqiao in the past three days alone.
was always crying to Li Siqiao, she was worried that her son wouldn't be able to think about it all of a sudden, so she followed Ouyang Wenyan.
Li Siqiao was speechless, she didn't know what Su Liushan would do, but ......
Although Ouyang Wenyan has never admitted the friendship between the two, in Li Siqiao's eyes, she and Ouyang Wenyan have long been friends.
She was going back to her friend's funeral anyway.
The place where the plane landed happened to be the Su family manor.
Old Madam Su and Su Liushan were waiting below, and Li Siqiao's tears fell as soon as she saw Su Liushan.
Su Liushan, who was burly and delicate, had become a different picture in the past few days, his expression was withered, the light in his eyes was no longer there, and the whole person seemed to be an empty shell, although he was standing there, but in Li Siqiao's opinion, a gust of wind blew through him and seemed to be able to fall to the ground.
Li Baobao also knew all this from Li Siqiao's mouth, he held Li Siqiao's hand tightly, and his expression was also very solemn.
As soon as Li Siqiao got off the plane, he hugged Mrs. Su tightly.
Su Liushan looked at the two of them expressionlessly, and suddenly his hanging hand seemed to be pulled by someone, and he lowered his eyes and looked over.
Li Baobao is already tall now, but he is still a little reluctant to let Su Liushan look directly at him.
Li Baobao looked up at Su Liushan and showed a reassuring smile that had been rare for so long, "Uncle, the Si people have passed away, and the festival mourns and changes." ”
Su Liushan didn't respond for a while, and then he just smiled and didn't look at Li Baobao again.
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Ouyang Wenyan's funeral was scheduled for tomorrow, and her body was placed in an ice coffin, and the funeral parlor people followed around, preparing to push her away and cremate her as soon as the memorial service was over.
The news of Ouyang Wenyan's death has been spread, and all their relatives and friends have already known this sad news, and they have rushed to Country X from all over the world to prepare for memorials.
Su Liushan arranged for someone to pick them up, but he himself sat numbly on the sofa the whole time, not saying a word.
Old Madam Su looked at Li Siqiao, Li Siqiao nodded and looked at Su Liushan.
"Big brother, sister-in-law is walking very peacefully, you should also cheer up and face all this, otherwise she will not be at ease in heaven ......."
Li Siqiao said sadly, Su Liushan's appearance will not be good for him for a long time.
"It's that I didn't take a good look at her, I've always been by her side." Su Liushan opened his mouth and said, he hadn't spoken before, because he didn't know what to say.
"It's all my fault." He held his head and hung deeply.
Ouyang asked Yan's father, Ouyang Zhengming, he was the first to rush over, looking at Su Liushan's appearance, he couldn't help but say something.
"No, I can see that the Yan Yan walked peacefully, you have done your best, there is no need to blame yourself, this is not your fault." After saying that, he fell into a low sobbing of grief again.
The whole room was filled with grief.
Su Liushan hadn't closed his eyes for three days, and he hadn't looked at Ouyang Wenyan's body in the ice coffin for three days in a row, as if Ouyang Wenyan wouldn't die in this way.
He was running away from his own heart.
"Big brother, it's time for you to take a break, if you continue like this, your body will not be able to bear it." Li Siqiao said distressedly.
But Su Liushan was still indifferent, as if he couldn't hear it, he maintained a posture of holding his head in his hands, and did not respond for a long time.
Old Madam Su sighed, her eyes were all bloodshot, obviously, she hadn't rested well in the past few days.
Li Baobao stepped forward and sat next to Su Liushan, he wanted to comfort his uncle, but he didn't know what to say.
So I could only gently pat him on the back, "Uncle, my aunt doesn't want to see you like this." ”
Ouyang Zhengming was even more sad when he heard this, and Old Madam Su also wiped a handful of tears silently, Li Siqiao hugged Old Madam Su while looking at Su Liushan worriedly.
Li Baobao continued: "Aunt is such a person, I definitely don't like to see you like this. ”
It is true that Li Baobao didn't like Ouyang Wenyan very much from the first time he saw her, but this was all because of her position at the time, Li Baobao had no choice.
Now that she has become her aunt, Li Baobao has naturally let go of all barriers.
Su Liushan kneaded his eyebrows, his thick eyelashes flickered, and his expression looked extremely tired, but his mind was unusually clear.
He is Ouyang Wenyan's husband, and no one can understand Ouyang Wenyan's mind better than him.
Indeed, Ouyang Wenyan definitely didn't want to see himself like this, but he ......, there was no way, Su Liushan couldn't convince himself that the Si people had passed away, and the mourning was smooth.
That's the only woman he loves, how to mourn and become!
"We are all very sad about the death of my sister-in-law, but the eldest brother ......," Li Siqiao said with a sob, "You should be strong, even if it is not for yourself, for the sake of your sister-in-law, you can't go on like this." ”
Old Madam Su covered her handkerchief and sobbed.
Su Liushan's ears were comforted by everyone, and he himself knew that he couldn't be like this, but he couldn't control his negative emotions.
"I know, I know." Su Liushan said softly.
Li Siqiao wiped the tears from his face, "I will be strong when I know, my eldest brother, I won't always be such a pitiful appearance." ”
Su Liushan raised his head and looked straight at Li Siqiao with a pair of dark eyes.
Li Siqiao continued, "Tomorrow is my sister-in-law's memorial service, big brother, you can't continue like this." ”
yes, tomorrow...... It's a memorial service for Yan Yan, he must not go on like this, otherwise she won't even be able to leave.