Chapter 134: Reconciliation
There are so many people in this world and so many things that have been seen, Lin Suwan also knows how difficult it is for him and Yu Shushan to be together, and he is thinking a lot of times that if there is a certain maintenance between two people, then it must be college life.
Many times Lin Suwan is thinking about what the future life between two people will be like, although some people feel that there is no need to think about such a question, but for Lin Suwan, this is a particularly happy and romantic thing.
It's just that every day is thinking about these things, and everything becomes very pleasant, laughing at whatever happens, and pretending that nothing has happened.
It's actually a very good state of mind, at least in the eyes of others, and it's a very difficult thing to do.
But Lin Suwan did a very good job, and many people were very envious of Lin Suwan for having such a state of mind, and he was thinking about Yu Shushan many times, and naturally now it proves that some thinking is not necessary.
Because there will still be a lot of contradictions between each other after all, but at least Lin Suwan is not an unreasonable person, and there will be some resonance in many things.
And Lin Suwan likes to listen to others persuade some things, always able to accept other people's opinions, and can change his own problems, but sometimes he is very stubborn, and he is very firm in his choice in dealing with some things.
It is particularly difficult for a person to be able to remember their dreams, as well as to keep sticking to what they want to do.
But Lin Suwan has always adhered to his own principles, and on this basis, he can listen to the opinions of others.
Lin Suwan doesn't think that she is a particularly good person, but at least she can be very reasonable in some things, and it is precisely because of this that many people around her are willing to communicate with her.
I don't know why at this time, but let the people around him gradually move away, Lin Suwan couldn't understand what went wrong, it didn't seem to be his fault, but in the end, it seemed that all the faults were blamed on himself.
At this time, Lin Suwan was very helpless and helpless, and especially hoped that someone could say that it didn't matter.
Or a few words of comfort, but I never met that kind of person, because Lin Suwan didn't know other people until now, but regarded these people around him as very important.
may be particularly contradictory, because Lin Suwan and these people around him are particularly awkward to get along, but it is precisely because the relationship between them is particularly important that so many things happen.
If it is something that has nothing to do with him, Lin Suwan will definitely not take it to heart, and he will feel that he has nothing to do with him, and it is the most correct choice to smile it off.
Lin Suwan kept thinking that if he continued to trouble Ling Yue like this, the relationship between them would be more or less problematic, and it was precisely because he valued the feelings between each other that he didn't continue to stay.
Instead, he made it very clear what he was thinking, and Lin Suwan naturally didn't feel that he had done something wrong, but felt that he was doing something very right.
Even if people all over the world are refusing, or Lin Suwan is thinking too many things, he always believes in the consequences of his own thoughts.
Yu Shushan realized that if he continued like this, it would definitely make Lin Suwan feel very uncomfortable, so he walked back at this time, hoping to give some enlightenment, at least the relationship between them was not as awkward as it was just now.
"I don't know what the relationship between the two of us is, but if it continues like this, there will definitely be a lot of problems, and I want to be able to know exactly what is going on in your mind."
Yu Shushan said this very calmly, after all, this is the object he found, and he should say what he should say.
"I don't have much to think about." Lin Suwan said this very calmly, but at this time, his body began to walk towards a place, after all, he had to find a small corner and explain his inner thoughts, if he said it directly in front of Yu Shushan, it seemed that he was still a little embarrassed, after all, there was still Ling Yue's ward behind him.
The two of them walked to a small corner, Yu Shushan began to cough, and his body was a little unwell, but at this time, Lin Suwan did not pay attention to so many things, but took a deep breath.
"I thought that if we continued to stay, it would definitely make our relationship with each other very awkward, because there will be differences in many things, there will be a lot of problems, and I don't want this to happen, so I want to leave this place early, my idea is simple, but I don't know why our relationship with each other has become so fragile."
Lin Suwan still feels very embarrassed, he has never felt that he has done anything wrong, he has been thinking about other people's feelings all the time, and in the end he has to bear so many things.
Yu Shushan nodded, indeed he realized that what Lin Suwan wanted to express was like this, not to send someone under the fence, but to find his own piece of world.
But when the explanation was clear, Lin Suwan was saying that Yu Shushan had more thoughts, and Yu Shushan was naturally unhappy when he heard such an explanation, and immediately expressed his attitude.
Later, after thinking about it carefully, it seemed that there was no need for me to do this, after all, Lingzu Wan was always thinking about so many things, and if it continued like this, it was destined to have no good results.
"I don't think the relationship between the two of us has become very fragile, but because there was a little misunderstanding, but after all, this is a misunderstanding, and it is naturally good to be able to explain it clearly."
Yu Shushan smiled slightly, always feeling that he had done something wrong, feeling guilty, and didn't want Lin Suwan to be there, because he felt sad at this time.
There are a lot of things to deal with in this matter, and if you are sad because of the people around you, it is a particularly unworthy thing.
Lin Suwan still feels that he has not gotten the warmth he wants, and he doesn't know if he gets it from a person, or he has to work hard for it, but he still feels very uncomfortable in his heart, as if he lives in this world, and he is not the object of other people's attention, so there is no need at all.
But at this time, Yu Shushan's words made Lin Suwan feel very happy, at least he realized that there were still so many people in this world, not alone, but all the warmth gathered on one person's body, because his body was shining and he didn't see it clearly.
"I know a lot of things I didn't do very well, but I don't want you to get angry and just leave, because I never know what you're thinking, and I've always said things according to what I know about you." Lin Suwan choked up at this time.
"You still hope I can make it clear to you in the future, right? It was precisely because I found that my attitude was not so good just now, so I wanted to understand your emotions, and I hope that none of us will have such a big thing happen in the future! ”
Yu Shushan touched Lin Suwan's head, hoping to make Lin Suwan feel a little better through such a move.
Sometimes a small act can make a person's heart warm to blossom, this warm feeling is like Lin Suwan, I don't know where to start, my heart is like a fire burning, not very hot, but at least it can make the whole person's blood boil.
"It's not a very big deal, I can get used to it, but it really makes me feel good that you can say things like that just now, but there were some unexplained situations between me and Ling Yue just now, and I don't know how to get along with people in the future."
Lin Suwan lowered his head and was very helpless, he was more or less at a loss in his heart, he had never thought that such a big thing would happen to Ling Yue, and it was precisely because he couldn't find any solution that he told Yu Shushan about such a situation.
"As long as the two of you make it clear, there won't be too many problems, but because Lin Yue has just given birth now, there will be some fluctuations in emotions, so don't take these things too seriously."
Yu Shushan smiled faintly, in fact, he couldn't think of any way, but he felt that the relationship between the two sisters should not be as fragile as he imagined, but looking at Lin Suwan's expression didn't seem to be so simple, he began to panic in his heart, for fear that Lin Suwan would continue to ask some questions.
"I don't believe it, there is no connection between the two of us anymore, but looking at Ling Yue's expression just now is very uncomfortable, I also know that I have done a very big thing wrong, but ......"
Lin Suwan wanted to speak and stopped, feeling that he was doing something wrong, but he couldn't find a solution, Yu Shushan said so many things, but in the end he still didn't get an accurate answer, and he was a little lost in his heart.
But after thinking about it carefully, Yu Shushan didn't know what the situation was, it was a particularly difficult thing to ask him to give an answer, and it was precisely because of this thinking that Lin Suwan did not put all the pressure on Yu Shushan.
"It's okay, don't think too much, I just like to think about more things, in fact, things are not as serious as I imagined, just trust me!" After Lin Suwan finished speaking, he wanted to find a place to calm down, but this reaction just now made Yu Shushan very uneasy, after all, he asked a question, but in the end he said that there was nothing wrong, presumably because he didn't want to trouble other people.