Chapter 92: Strange Patterns of Getting Together
Resign.
Lin Suwan made all the preparations before he thought about this matter. It is precisely because Yu Shushan, who has quit his job and may stay at home during this time, and there is not much to deal with, so Lin Suwan made such a big decision.
I didn't tell my family about this matter for the time being, and I didn't tell anyone around me, and even Yu Shushan didn't know about it after a few days.
After all, this is a very big thing, Lin Suwan came to this company for a while, and it is basically a place for her to be stable for life, but now that she has given up, there is nothing to explain.
When Yu Shushan knew about this, he was actually very resistant in his heart, because he clearly knew that Lin Suwan could make such a decision because of him, otherwise he would never have easily said his resignation.
The guilt in my heart suddenly didn't know how to fill it, as if I had dug a hole, and I didn't know where to use it to make it look like it had been filled.
Yu Shushan felt that he felt very guilty about Lin Suwan, especially the attitude he had spoken before, sometimes it was very bad, and he hoped that he could change all this through his own ability, but he didn't know why, and the things he was thinking about could not easily be seen from his expression.
Yu Shushan seemed to have inadvertently hidden all this, in fact, he was very concerned about Lin Suwan in his heart, but he couldn't say it, and all his shyness was pressed on his body again.
In the past few years of college, I have not had the courage to say that I like this thing. I missed a lot of good times, but it also came with a certain distance, and I have to say that it is a particularly important thing for two people to keep a certain distance all the way.
Otherwise, because many things are different or the three views are not the same, it will lead to a lot of quarrels, and then it will be difficult to see the essence, and even some particularly bad things will happen, and all this can be completely avoided.
Yu Shushan looked at Lin Suwan seriously, clearly knowing that Lin Suwan didn't want to be comforted at this moment, after all, the resignation was uncomfortable enough, and if there were still people who continued to comfort at this time, they would only keep remembering this matter.
Speaking of it and surrounding, can you not feel uncomfortable?
Yu Shushan deliberately avoided this matter and smiled slightly, hoping that Lin Suwan could take all this seriously at this time.
It's just that there is no need to face resignation during this time, and it is especially necessary to relax your mood.
Yu Shushan hugged Lin Suwan, and whispered in Lin Suwan's ear: "Why don't we go out to play for a while during this time, relax ourselves, and make this all not so uncomfortable, do you think it's okay?" ”
Before, Yu Shushan wanted to go out to play alone, but at this time, he thought about taking Lin Suwan with him, which has changed a lot, but Lin Suwan felt that it was not necessary, because traveling was a particularly strenuous thing for Lin Suwan.
First of all, we must understand the differences in many places, and then do a strategy, the distance traveled every day and the mood of taking the car will lead to a lot of things, especially trouble.
Lin Suwan feels that no matter what time it is, travel is not particularly important to her, what matters is who accompanies her.
didn't go out at home for a few days, Yu Shushan was still by his side to buy vegetables and cook together, living a very ordinary life, Lin Suwan would feel very happy, after all, all this was very quiet, and it was also the biggest opinion on love before.
A lot of happiness doesn't happen when you go to other places, but there is a familiar person by your side, even if you don't speak, there is no problem.
But Yu Shushan still ignored this, he felt that he still had to do something more or less to make Lin Suwan happy.
However, there is still a big difference between the two people on this matter. Yu Shushan still insisted on going out for a walk, in his cognition, as long as he was in a bad mood, as long as he went outside to see the scenery, he would be more or less quiet, and many things would be solved.
Lin Suwan just picked up a glass of water and took a sip, followed by no other reaction, basically refusing.
That's how she does things, and she doesn't particularly want to explain her attitude directly, through some things around her.
And Yu Shushan especially understood what Lin Suwan was trying to express, but Yu Shushan would pretend not to know every time, and he would pretend to be crazy and stupid.
Yu Shushan shook his head helplessly, not thinking that the suggestion he put forward would be nothing in the end.
It's not that I strongly demand that all this be put in the most important position, but when I clearly know that the suggestions I put forward are not being used by others, I don't know why I feel a little sad.
"In that case, let's not go out to look for a job these days, we'll talk about this later, and we can still live a good life for now, right?"
Yu Shushan said this very calmly, but he didn't expect that when he made this suggestion, it was just in line with Lin Suwan's psychological thoughts.
Lin Suwan just felt that he should stop and take a moment to take a serious look at what was different around this world.
In fact, staying at home can also detect a lot of differences, although Yu Shushan did not clearly discover or experience this, but what he just said can be regarded as being able to get closer to this aspect.
Lin Suwan still had a very serious expression just now, laughed at this moment, took a deep breath, and said: "Actually, my idea is the same, just like that, the two of us just need to stay at home, don't do anything, be quiet, even if we don't speak, this way can more or less make us understand each other better, and it is very important." ”
In the final analysis, Lin Suwan still hopes that the two of them can have more exchanges, even if it is a spiritual exchange, because she feels that the most important thing is to understand each other better, otherwise she will find that there are too many things that are different, and she wants to change but has no ability to change.
Yu Shushan didn't say much, and nodded slightly in favor of this matter, after all, sometimes Lin Suwan said something very clearly, and it was impossible for others to refuse, or say something unpleasant.
It's not that Lin Suwan's way is wrong, but sometimes it does make people feel particularly uncomfortable, and the impact of this discomfort is not as big as imagined, but it is not as small as imagined.
It mainly depends on the different perceptions of each person.
Yu Shushan stood up, he couldn't remember how long he hadn't gone out to see, and now all he was thinking about was with Lin Suwan, and the two of them had quarreled for a while, which led to disagreements over many things.
But I still have to thank this quarrel, otherwise the two of them will always hold it in their hearts, can't say some of the most truthful words, and then cold war, which is very uncomfortable.
Yu Shushan looked at Lin Suwan seriously, holding Lin Suwan's face, as if he was holding a particularly important thing.
In Yu Shushan's heart, Lin Suwan is everything, the most perfect, best-looking and most important thing in the world, he does not allow Lin Suwan to have any changes, nor does he allow Lin Suwan to have any change of heart.
Naturally, the same is true for oneself, not allowing oneself to have any thoughts about other people.
I have to say that Yu Shushan has done a very good job in this matter, everyone knows that he is a very good person, and he will be willing to help in many things.
His image has always been very good in the eyes of others, even if sometimes he doesn't show a very good temper, but in the end he can explain what is going on, and everyone praises his ability.
Lin Suwan was a little uncomfortable, not that he didn't think there was anything wrong with Yu Shushan's actions, but he felt that it was too sudden, as if Yu Shushan was going to say something particularly serious, and Yu Shushan had already said too many outrageous things before, such as spending a year thinking about life.
Even if Lin Suwan was still able to have a little bit of understanding later, or he was a little bit excited, he still felt a little outrageous in the end.
Yu Shushan took a deep breath and whispered: "I didn't expect that I would get you, thinking about it for a long time, I was thinking about when I would be able to have you, and I thought it was impossible." ”
"But I did it, and I never thought that you were the most important person to me. It's not that I'm surprised that you're who you are, but I think it's a miracle that you're willing to be by my side. ”
Yu Shushan said these words, in fact, he didn't say them to Lin Suwan on purpose, but he looked at Lin Suwan's face and involuntarily said These feelings are very real, every time he sees Lin Suwan, he wants to say it, but every time he is hindered by many things.
This time Yu Shushan felt that it was the best time, and he didn't think about letting Lin Suwan know anything, but Yu Shushan knew that doing something at this time should be able to make Lin Suwan feel the true thoughts in his heart.
The way the two of them get along is a little special, above friends, it can be regarded as a couple, sometimes the two of them even want to keep a distance, but sometimes they especially want to be close. I couldn't find an answer to my inner question, and I didn't know why I did it.
"There are some things I still want you to talk about." Lin Suwan smiled.