Chapter 242: Backstreet Garden
Fang Rou walked out of the house, and there was no so-called Aunt Lin who went out alone. He was alone. Walking alone on the road.
The reason why Fang Rou said that it was Aunt Lin who set off for a walk together was just her excuse. In order to give them space to be alone.
Fang Rou walked to the road and looked at everything on the road that was so familiar and unfamiliar.
When I saw a family of three happily walking together, I couldn't help but think of the home I once had.
I used to have this beautiful family, but it is long gone. It's all gone.
Fang Rou also longs for this love in her heart, and needs family affection and family companionship. But all this is such an extravagant hope.
Thinking of such a good time, Fang Rou couldn't help but laugh.
Also at this moment, Fang Rou thought that her baby daughter Yun Qiao was almost killed by that person named Bai Ruoxue.
Fang Rou was angry and worried, angry that she didn't protect Yun Qiao at that time.
At the same time, I am also worried about what to do if that Bai Ruoxue harms Yun Qiao again in the future, and what if something happens to Yun Qiao, what will I do?
As soon as she thought of this, Fang Rou couldn't control her heart. She hated herself, hated why she couldn't be strong.
Why can't you protect your daughter. Fang Rou thought to herself: Next time, he must not let others harm Yun Qiao again, he will not allow anyone to hurt Yun Qiao.
He must be strong, and he can't let Yun Qiao get hurt.
Fang Rou thought about it, everything that happened now was not bad.
His daughter Yun Qiao also met a home Gu Beirong that she could only rely on.
He can also rest assured that he will hand over Yun Qiao to Gu Beirong. Gu Beirong is also a man worthy of recognition.
Thinking of this, Fang Rou laughed. As if all this was so good,
All the things I was worried about just now can be solved.
Fang Rou was less worried about these things again. Everything can be solved perfectly.
Unconsciously, Fang Rou had already walked to the backstreet park, looking at the familiar scene of the backstreet park.
It's exactly the same as when I was here. Caught up in the past. Walking here is full of memories.
It's all things that I want to remember but don't dare to recall.
Fang Rou continued to wander aimlessly through the backstreet park, looking at the familiar and unfamiliar scenes here.
Step by step. Step by step reminiscing.
Look at the bustling scene of people coming and going in the backstreet park. Some people are playing, some people are sitting quietly. There are also many college students who work part-time to promote products.
Everyone is alive in their own right. Strive to live for your own future. It was as if only Fang Rou couldn't see her future.
Everyone has a life for everyone. And everyone's life needs to be wonderful.
At this time, Fang Rou walked to the lake in the center of the park and saw a family playing a remote control cruise on the water.
Seeing this scene, Fang Rou suddenly saw the scene in front of her that she had brought Fang Rou here with Yun Zhenhua to play a cruise. Everything is so real.
Yun Qiao was still young at the time, and Yun Qiao asked again: "Mom and Dad, look at this cruise ship, he is swimming in his own water, and I can still control him." Look. ”
Fang Rou and Yun Zhenhua said, "See, my baby Yun Qiao." You're having fun, Mom and Dad are here with you, you just have to be happy."
Seeing the scene in front of her, Fang Rou felt more and more indebted to Yun Qiao, she had lacked love for Xiao Yun Qiao too much.
She and her husband Yun Zhenhua only know work, and they are only busy with work all day long, fundamentally ignoring the care and due care for Yun Qiao.
Now Fang Rou realized that she had always thought that she would go to the best school and wear the best clothes for Yun Qiao. Stay in the best house. Earn money for Yun Qiao and give him a rich life.
This is the love for Yun Qiao, and this is the love for her. Now that I think about it, Yun Qiao knows that I was wrong.
I was wrong from the beginning, and I was so completely wrong that it was unforgivable.
When their children need their parents the most, their parents are not around. Nor can he be given a happy and healthy childhood.
I only know how to give Yun Qiao money, and everything can be made up for with money. I even hold a parent-teacher conference, and everything is done by my own nanny and driver at home.
Fang Rou didn't realize her mistake before, and thought that what she and Yun Zhenhua gave was the best. Today, I saw this family of three by the lake. So happy.
Only then can I understand the importance of happiness and the meaning of life.
This deepened Fang Rou's guilt and indebtedness to Yun Qiao. Yun Qiao grew up and seemed to have passed in a blink of an eye.
Fang Rou herself fell into this situation.
Then at this time, Yun Zhenhua also left his home. Yun Zhenhua looked at the house, and he was alone. I feel more and more bored at home and want to go out for a walk.
Yun Zhenhua also walked out of the house. I walked on the street and saw people coming and going on the street. It's very lively. Three-two
On the contrary, his home is very deserted. I couldn't find myself at home.
Own home is more like a hostel. Give yourself a place to stay.
Yun Zhenhua hadn't experienced the feeling of home for a long time, and his heart ached faintly when he saw the scenes on the street.
Yun Zhenhua had unconsciously walked to the backstreet park. He looked up and saw that this wasn't a backstreet park. The brand is still the same as before.
There are still so many people. The streets are still so lively. There are small vendors selling things. Someone was eating supper in it. It's like a day for decades. It hasn't changed at all.
Everything here is deeply touching Yun Zhenhua's heart. The more wonderful it is, the more lonely it is in his heart. The emptiness.
It's happy to see people on the street. Seeing a family of three on the street is so harmonious.
Yun Zhenhua once had such a home. Such a harmonious and happy life.
also has an empathetic wife, Fang Rou, and his favorite youngest daughter Yun Qiao.
But all this was ruined by his own hands. All gone.
Before, he didn't feel that it would be bad, it would be uncomfortable. But when he saw the family on the street having such a happy life.
He had to admit that he was really uncomfortable. My heart really hurt at that moment.
What I used to care about so much is now so important. He regretted it. But there is nothing they can do.
I regret that I was too desperate at the beginning, and I didn't leave a way back for myself.
That's why there is this end, and Yun Zhenhua also knows that no one else can be blamed for all this. You can only blame yourself.
Now Yun Zhenhua feels that his home is too different from a home.
I was thinking about myself, and I was deeply absorbed in contemplation......
Yun Zhenhua walked around the backstreet park, walking step by step, and sat on a bench in the park. Look at the bustle in the backstreet park.
In the backstreets where people come and go. I felt more and more out of place with this world, and found that my former self was ashamed of Fang Rou.
Fang Rou used to be so good to herself. Then take care of your own daily life. took care of his parents, and his daughter's affairs did not let Yun Zhenhua worry about it.
On the contrary, he loves vanity and likes to compare. and never took care of Fang Rou's feelings. I hurt this Fang Rou's heart again and again.
The more he thought about this, the more Yun Zhenhua felt that what he had done was too much, and he broke up this family alive.
Yun Zhenhua is now surrounded by people from the company, who are those friends who drink and meat. There are no relatives left. I feel so lonely.
Not even a loved one was by his side. I am surrounded by people who are interested in profit. I don't even have my wife and daughter with me.
Self-deprecation: What's the point of living a life like this? It's a failure for a person to be like me. There is no point in it anymore.
Once his daughter was his pride, Yun Zhenhua saw his daughter. No matter how tired I am in the company, it is worth it. Life is full of hope.
He and Fang Rou waited for their daughter to go on vacation, drove Fang Rou to sit in the co-pilot, and had her daughter Yun Qiao eating snacks in the back. He and Fang Rou were talking jokes.
It's really beautiful to live like that. Everything that had ever been suddenly came to an end.
It gushes out like a spring, and I can't control my emotions anymore.
Erupted. All the scenes that used to come out came out. It's all so good.
Yun Zhenhua is constantly thinking about his life.
Why do you have such a good life? But it was broken by his own hands.
I have a good hand and I have a bad hand, but I play it badly.
Suddenly, a family of three came over in front of Yun Zhenhua's eyes, and it was himself and Fang Rou who took their daughter Yun Qiao to play in the backstreet park together.
He couldn't believe his eyes, he actually saw this scene, and saw the former family of three walking happily together.
Even in the past, Yun Zhenhua didn't have much time to take Fang Rou and Yun Qiao for a walk together.
I didn't do what a father should have at all. I owe my wife Fang Rou too much.
I never remembered Fang Rou's birthday. and wedding anniversaries.
I remember that Yun Zhenhua was handling affairs in the company once. It was an urgent matter that he needed to deal with. That day, he had already promised Fang Rou to eat together.
But in the end, Yun Zhenhua still broke the appointment and failed Fang Rou. made Fang Rou wait for herself for a night, and Yun Zhenhua did not return home.
That night, Yun Zhenhua had been solving affairs, and then went to accompany customers to dinner, and then went to KTV to sing in the middle of the night, and sang until the early morning of the next day before returning to the company.
I slept in the company for a day before returning home. After arriving home, I remembered that I had promised Fang Rou that I would go home to accompany Fang Rou to dinner last night.
But I forgot about it completely. Didn't think about it at all. Yun Zhenhua looked at Fang Rou's desperate eyes. I don't care.
Isn't it just a meal, what's the big deal, when can't you eat it in the future? You can eat it at any time.