Chapter 354: Fukuzawa

"You...... Have a good rest......" Yan Han smiled, but walked out of the dormitory with a little loneliness.

As soon as the door closed, the two of them burst into different pains......

Xiao Yu pressed his chest tightly on the bed, his eyes were full of despair and pain, "Xiao Jingchen...... Who is it? Who are you...... In the end, who is ......?"

And Yan Han leaned against the door, "I should ...... Sending you away? ”

In fact, from beginning to end, from beginning to end, Yan Han knew that he no longer existed.

And the inkstone cold that exists in this dream is just a wisp of obsession that has disappeared......

This obsession, which has been precipitated for thousands of years, can no longer be quelled, so I got into this ethereal dream.

Yan Han in this enchantment, in his heart, is the regret that he can't tell Xiao Yu, and the unwillingness to love her well as 'Yan Han'......

Because of the soul jade, Yan Han had to fulfill Jingchen, and pushed Xiao Yu, who was willing to exchange everything and protect it, into Jingchen's arms, could it be that here, he also had to do the same?

Yan Han is so reluctant to Xiao Yu, he is even willing to lose the whole world, even if the heavens and the earth are destroyed, he also wants to hold Xiao Yu's hand tightly and walk with her through the ups and downs in the future......

Now that I think about it, what Yan Han wanted in the first place was not just to see Xiao Yu again?

Originally, Yan Han thought that as long as he saw Xiao Yu again, he would live up to his search for so many years, and it turned out that in the end, he would fall into the abyss of greed like everyone else......

Seeing that Xiao Yu had given so much and endured so much by Jingchen's side, Yan Han could no longer uphold his true heart, he couldn't watch Xiao Yu like this, so ...... He still lost to his own heart......

Originally, he really just wanted to see Xiao Yu, that's all......

Although there is a door, because this is a dream, he can clearly feel Xiao Yu's grief, the cry of forgetting his beloved.

So many memories, thousands of years of memories, grievances and entanglements, and the separation and merger can't stop Xiao Yu and Jingchen, why should I stop it in the name of not being able to bear to see Xiao Yu like this?

"Yu'er...... Although, this is in a dream, the sooner you see him, will you be a little less painful? "Yan Han, in the end, I finally chose to let go......

Yan Han slammed open the door and picked up Xiao Yu, who was in pain on the bed.

Xiao Yu was startled, "Where are you going to take me?" ”

"Go back to where you belong." Yan said coldly, but no one knew how much sadness he was hiding......

This goodbye is really never seen again......

"I promised you, I will accompany you to ......" Before Xiao Yu finished speaking, he was interrupted by Yan Han, "Less nonsense, I obviously want to know who Xiao Jingchen is, obviously so sad, why do you have to hold on." ”

"I ...... It's true...... Do you love him very much? Xiao Yu couldn't help but ask.

She still hasn't figured out why, just forgetting a person, it hurts so much......

This kind of painful feeling, as if it is familiar, thinking of this, the whole body aches faintly, yes, isn't it the day when he died in front of the fairy hall, in front of Jingchen's eyes?

"Yes, I love him very much, and I can give him my life." Yan Han smiled indifferently, but who knew how sad and helpless this smile was......

"Yan Han...... Out of the dream, I ...... Can I really see you again? In fact, Xiao Yu had a premonition very early on, she felt that after leaving the dream, perhaps, she would really be separated forever......

If it weren't for that, just go back to Jingchen's side, Yan Han ...... How can it be so sad?

Yan Han was stunned for a moment, stood in place, and stared at Xiao Yu for a long time, "No......"

Xiao Yu's eyes widened a lot, "What...... You don't mean ......"

"Aren't you, and don't believe it?" Yan Han looked at Xiao Yu with a smile, "Go back early, when you left, he was also in a hurry." ”

Xiao Yu clutched Yan Han's sleeve tightly, "No...... I'm not leaving, you make it clear, what happened, why, why did I leave the dream and never see you again? ”

"What is there to say about this? Because I...... It's already dead. Yan Han helplessly explained to Xiao Yu.

"Dead ....... He's dead? Aren't you, standing in front of me now? How could it be, how could it be dead? Xiao Yu trembled.

Yan Han hugged him closer in distress, "What's so confusing about this, I told you a long time ago, this is a dream, outside the dream, you have forgotten everything, how can you still remember, whether I am alive or not......"

Actually, Yan Han just wanted to say that outside of the dream, Xiao Yu only had Jingchen in his eyes, even if he was expelled from the fairy world again because of Jingchen's distrust, for his ridiculous righteousness, didn't he still hold Jingchen's sword tightly to help him stab his chest?

"I ......" Xiao Yu seemed to realize that outside of the dream, he owed Yan Han too much, so he didn't know how to respond.

"Yu'er...... You never owe me ....... I've told you this countless times, why do you always look at me with guilt on your face? DID YOU KNOW...... This look, I will also feel distressed? "Long pain is better than short pain, since Xiao Yu will have to leave herself sooner or later, since, Xiao Yu will forget herself as long as she leaves the dream, so why not let her return to the place she has in mind as soon as possible?

Xiao Yu broke free and jumped down from Yan Han's arms, "I'm not leaving...... You've done so much for me, how do you tell me to be at ease? Since I promised you that I won't go, I don't regret it, if I really leave today, one day, I suddenly remember, I will be sad many times more than now, Yan Han...... Don't drive me away, let Yu'er accompany you, accompany this, silently do so much for me as the Demon Emperor......"

Yan Han smiled and slowly stroked Xiao Yu's hair, "Yu'er...... Back then, you told me that you liked the foot of the demon world very much, because there, like the world, when you left the dream, I left you an edict, and when someone saw it, the demon world ...... It's yours......."

"Even if you want to give it to me, Yun Luan, Yun Wu, Guan Che, will they agree?" Xiao Yu felt that the three of them were loyal to Yan Han, how could they think that they would recognize the new master with a handwritten message.

"Since it is my hand to you, they will not rebel....... Besides, after leaving the dream, it is not them that you will meet...... They....... Like me, it's dead......" Yan Han smiled bitterly, but tears were rolling in his eyes.

Yun Luan, Yun and Guan Che also grew up with Yan Han no matter what they said, and their feelings were naturally deep, and Yan Han witnessed their deaths, but, helplessly, in the end, Yan Han still chose to exchange his life for his life, instead of leading the remaining demons to avenge the dead people in the demon world, this may also be Yan Han's big regret......

Xiao Yu realized that it turned out that everyone in this dream seemed to be ...... It's really long gone......

"Yu'er...... Don't be so reluctant, when you see him, you will forget me, and you won't be sad......" Yan Han knew that Xiao Yu valued love and righteousness, why wasn't he also afraid that Xiao Yu would be sad and cry?

"If it weren't for you...... Demon ...... What's the point of having? Xiao Yu suddenly lowered his head, and his hair blocked his slightly reddened eyes.

"What did you say?" Yan Han was stunned and looked at Xiao Yu.

"I want...... It's never the demon world, but a place with you, although I don't know who the 'Xiao Jingchen' in your mouth is, and why I love him so much, but I also know that you also have a place in my heart...... Yan Han, I don't want you to die, I also want to, I can see you every day, every day, listen to you call my name......" Xiao Yu sighed softly and slowly looked up at Yan Han.

Yan Han's tears fell, but with a wave of his sleeve, an enchantment was opened, "Although, I'm really happy when you say that, but ...... I'm sorry, I can't be so selfish, you forgot, I'll tell you, your favorite ...... Not me...... If it's just because of what I've done for you, and you feel too much guilt about me, you don't have to, because ...... You've never opened your mouth to me once, Yu'er...... That curse, if it really comes true, I won't leave, I'll turn into a little blessing...... Beings haunt you, and everything you hope to encounter in the future will go your way, and this is the most worthwhile thing to exchange for my life......."

This sentence was said by Yan Han to Xiao Yu in the blood sacrifice in the past, so unforgettable and heartbreaking......

How could Xiao Yu forget, in an instant, Xiao Yu really remembered all the past, and couldn't help but burst into tears, "Yan Han, I ......"

Yan Han pushed Xiao Yu into the enchantment with tears in his eyes, "Go ahead...... Without me, my soul will continue to guard you......"

At the moment when Xiao Yu fell into the enchantment, the necklace around Xiao Yu's neck flickered, and it was another pair of familiar hands, covering Xiao Yu's eyes.

On the other side of his palm, Yan Han shed his last tear and turned into a spirit, blending into the breeze around Xiao Yu......

At the last moment, Yan Han still couldn't bear Xiao Yu's guilt when he saw him, but he couldn't sense that behind the palm that seemed to be nothing, it was Xiao Yu's crying silently......

This short moment is probably the last time Xiao Yu remembers Yan Han, when Xiao Yu remembers everything because of Yan Han's last words, she wants to do everything she can, even if she is enchanted, she has to stay by Yan Han's side.

In the past, Xiao Yu thought that as long as he could stay by his beloved's side, he could do anything......

But the appearance of Yan Han surprised Xiao Yu to find that there is really a love that makes him unfazed, which can replace the love that makes him can't help but give everything......

At the moment of falling into the enchantment, Xiao Yu even wanted to try his best to crawl back to Yan Han's side, but through his fingers, seeing Yan Han turn into a spirit and dissipate in front of his eyes little by little, what else could Xiao Yu do except cry?

"Stay with him...... Be happy, be ...... Don't think of me......" seems to be a breeze on your side, or an illusion in your ears, this sentence seems to be really hidden in Xiao Yu's heart.