But it is undeniable that although my impulse saved the people I loved, it also planted mines for the future.

I never thought that my departure would bring her so much excitement, in fact, during that time I wanted to give up my life, and I always felt that I might not be her real destiny.

My experience, my background, the dangers and missions I carry will always be in danger. That's why I didn't want to be with her in the first place.

During my severe coma, I heard her heart-rending cries. Every sound hit my heart and I wanted to tell her not to cry and that there would be better people to love him.

But selfishness could not accept any man approaching her, perhaps because of jealousy, I was stunned to survive.

For the sake of the mission and the future, I couldn't be exposed to everyone, and I was forced to helplessly hope that she would completely forget about me, and finally I compromised.

I want to know her better, and I want to be stronger. All these experiences have taught me that force cannot solve problems.

After the makeover, I completely abandoned my previous identity and became the Shen Yu you first saw.

Every day she is abroad, I pay attention. Everyone who approached her made me scared.

But in the end, after all kinds of twists and turns, we were still together.

In fact, you can see what I said to Bai Jin in a high-sounding way, I really didn't understand those big truths before.

For the sake of my parents, for my younger brother, and for Lin Xia, in fact, the seed of revenge has already taken root in my heart.

Once you have this kind of emotion, how can you see the light?

But she was like a light that illuminated my whole world.

When I was immersed in my emotions, she always appeared in time and slowly guided me to forget the unpleasant.

I was in a coma twice, but I could actually sense the situation outside.

And she accompanies me undressed, talks to me persistently every day, and even tells me stories.

Those are the things I usually do to her, you always see that I spoil her as a little princess, but I don't know that the little princess can also put on armor and fight for me.

When I found out she was pregnant with my baby, I was shivering with excitement all day. It wasn't until she woke up that my nervous and complicated emotions eased.

Looking at her bulging belly, I could feel life in full swing. She once asked me if I liked boys or girls.

I said that I like the dragon and phoenix fetus, and she immediately frowned and said with a distressed face, "Then I'm so tired, you feel sorry for me, okay?" Why don't you give birth? ”

I looked at her with tears and asked her what are you doing. Guess what she said?

"I'll cheer you on the side!"

Naughty and arrogant, and always so cute. So during that period, I increased the probability that she might be pregnant with a dragon and phoenix fetus.

Although I don't know how many small buns she has in her belly, whether they are male or female, I will love them like life no matter what gender they are.

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but laugh out loud. She was still interacting with the humanoid doll, and she ran over with small broken steps and asked me happily, "What are you laughing at?" ”

"I laugh when I see you're happy!"

"Yes! That humanoid doll is super cute, and it even asks me for contact information! Do you think I'm going to give it or not? ”

"No."

"Ouch~ You're so stingy."

"Give?"

"That's not caring about me, you don't care if someone calls me~"

Look! This is the usual bad problem, and every now and then I make a small mistake.

But knowing that she was joking, she still wanted to accompany her to act, just to make her happy.

"Then give him my phone number and tell him that your husband is always waiting for him to call."

As I spoke, I pinched her white little face and made her laugh.

By the way, I have to talk about her. I haven't said anything about what happened in Tibet, but don't blame me, after all, my baby is so good, I can't finish talking about it for three months.

When we first entered the Tibetan area, she still had altitude sickness despite taking medicine. It wasn't until I got off the train and rested for a long time in the station's infirmary that I recovered.

After that, we went to the booked B&B, the style of the B&B in the Tibetan area is very distinctive, which is a place she has never been to.

Soon she was immersed in all kinds of photo shoots, and altitude sickness disappeared at any time.

In the evening, we had dinner with the Tibetan villagers, butter tea and yak meat were delicious, because she was pregnant, and the villagers also prepared dairy products for her.

Although the taste was unacceptable at first, fortunately, our adaptability was good, and we gradually ate a lot.

After the meal, a group of people chatted around the campfire, and we didn't understand Tibetan, but there were two young men in the village's house who could speak Mandarin.

So they acted as interpreters, and they told us that it would be cold here at night, so we should be sure to keep warm.

Don't go out at night if it's not necessary.

One of the lads also promised to take us to the Potala Palace the next day, to see the thangka, and then to the bazaar, there are many special things.

Lin Xia lay on the bed with the expectation of tomorrow, and then turned back and forth like a cake and couldn't sleep.

I coaxed her for a long time, and if she didn't sleep at night, she wouldn't be able to see anything tomorrow. She obediently got into my arms and prepared to sleep.

But at that moment, there was a strange noise outside the door, as if several people were talking, but I couldn't understand it.

After all, I'm in a foreign land, so I'm a little more careful about what is around me.

But soon the sound outside the door died down, and just when I thought it was okay, I heard the sound of the bowl being broken.

I got out of bed with doubts, gently lifted the curtain and looked out, which instantly scared me into a cold sweat.

In the evening there were several people standing at the place where we were eating, and the young man who said he was going to take us to the thangka was surrounded in the middle, with a broken bowl at his feet.

I don't know what they were saying, but the young man was very emotional, and the people around him began to do something to him, and then even tied him up.

I was about to lower the curtains and go out when the young man looked at me, then winked as if warningly, and motioned for me not to go out.

And there are no people from the villagers' family around who come out, as if this group of people are in and out of here, and they don't know.

This made me feel very strange, but when I thought that Lin Xia was still pregnant, I could only watch until I saw the group of people carrying the young man away.

When the group left, everything fell silent again. Lin Xia looked at me worriedly, apparently she had also heard the movement.

In order to reassure her, I had to persuade her to get up tomorrow morning and ask her fellow countrymen.

After all, there was such a big movement, if it was really about human life, it was impossible for no one to stop it.

What's more, there are outsiders like us, and I talked a lot about it, and finally convinced her.

But I was always very disturbed in my heart, and the young man's behavior was expected to be like this, so he did not let me interfere.

With this uneasiness, the next morning, I went to ask the fellow of the homestay, who was another young man.

But he said to me, "I was the only one talking to you yesterday!" Do you want to see a thangka? I can take you there. ”

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