Chapter 56: I just want to get it

Sometimes I am basically used to being praised, but when I hear the praise of Mentor Wang Gang again, the feeling is different, and I always feel that I am the most powerful one in the world.

It was precisely because of Mentor Wang Gang's encouragement that Yu Shushan was able to persist for such a long time, otherwise he would have given up soon after the beginning.

This phone call basically explained everything clearly, Yu Shushan felt that he was a very smart little genius, he thought about these things in advance, and handled them so perfectly.

I thought to myself how happy it would be if I could still work with Ying in the future, because I would have a lot of motivation to work hard with my friends. Even if two people may become hostile in the future, it does not affect the communication between each other, after all, there are so many things to share together.

He is very fortunate to be able to meet such a person in this show, which is really the most important existence in life, and has almost become an indispensable part of life.

He even felt that the final champion might as well meet so many people, and the matter about Ying was solved, but Yan Song's matter seemed to be a little difficult to deal with.

After all, at a critical time, Yan Song's choice to withdraw from the competition was a particularly surprising decision, and the program team even kept persuading some good words, but in the end they still chose to support any decision made by Yan Song.

In fact, Yan Song has expressed great resistance to such a stage, it is precisely because he wants to work hard at the last age, so he continues to be on the stage, and also hopes to be able to meet more young friends, although they are two or three years older than everyone, but some of the things separated from each other are not as simple as imagined.

Yu Shushan has always thought that if he can meet Yan Song, he will definitely have to chat for three days and three nights, and many things must be known well, but now it seems that even contact is a big problem.

A lot of times I think that people like Yan Song are actually working hard for their dreams, but they have never encountered a good opportunity, the strength must be there, and they are basically the most powerful one in this group, but I don't know why it doesn't feel very amazing, and the ones who can remember it may be very small.

A player like Yu Shushan is a very powerful dark horse, he looks very small, and he can't do many things, but he shows it so that everyone remembers it clearly, and it mainly leaves a lot of impressions.

In fact, until now, Yu Shushan has not realized that he will become the kind that many people hate, and he has always felt that he is very bad at many things, and he has done very badly, but in fact, many people are already like this, he is deliberately modest.

But Yan Song didn't have such thoughts, he knew too well, knowing that Yu Shushan was slowly climbing up step by step, but he felt that he kept a certain distance from these talent shows, participated in such shows several times, and chose to quit at the most critical time.

Yu Shushan tried to contact Yan Song, but he didn't expect to be connected directly.

"How have you been doing lately? How do you feel without any news from you? ”

Yu Shushan said this sentence very calmly, hoping that it would not be able to carry too much emotion, so that this conversation could go smoothly.

"I know you've won the championship, so congratulations on not telling you that right away, I'm really sorry, I've been a bit too busy lately, I'm busy traveling."

Yan Song said this very calmly, everything seemed to be very real, and Yu Shushan even trusted it at this time.

If you think about it carefully, it's not that simple, if you're really busy traveling, it doesn't seem to be such a tone, and Yu Shushan has talked to Yan Song before, and what Yan Song hates the most is to travel.

Could it be that after participating in this show, all emotional things have changed? Yu Shushan felt very incredulous.

So he made a decision, and he always felt that Yan Song was lying.

"You'd better not lie to me, you can make everything clear, and besides, what's between the two of us that you don't know?"

He decided to make his words clear directly, hoping that Yan Song would not continue to conceal it, and that he would explain what could be explained about this matter, so as not to make people have any suspicions.

I really didn't expect that I couldn't hide it at this time, Yan Song has been following others to say that he is going to travel, in fact, he doesn't stay at home every day, thinking about what the next life will be, he mainly can't find any goals, resulting in a lot of things are messed up now.

Yu Shushan can know this kind of life clearly, because he looked very similar before, although Yu Shushan has always been the image of the male god of the school, but many times when he returns home, he will become particularly sloppy, because he has no hope for life at all.

And whenever I think that I still have a fan group, I will be very puzzled, I never thought that I would be popular with so many people, and then I have to consider my own phenomenon every day, if there is something that is not very good, it is a bunch of people to talk about.

In fact, Yu Shushan didn't pay much attention to these things at the beginning, because he felt that as long as he made himself better, there would be no big problem.

But later I found that instead of being a little more natural, it was better to show it in front of others, a little hypocritical, so that he was in trouble, and he didn't want to instill such ideas into others, but he had subtly shown it to others.

I always feel that if other people want it to be, then show it that way, because it can reduce a lot of trouble, which is not my intention at all.

He also hopes to be able to show his truest side, and he has always maintained his image in this show, although he has always shown a very real temperament, and at this time, many fans feel that Yu Shushan is very real, but in fact, there are some things that are still hidden.

After all, if you want to mix in the entertainment industry, you must do a better job in your life, so I have to admit that I felt very resistant to these things at the beginning, but after getting familiar with them, I didn't feel anything.

"If you have some doubts about it recently, if you can't handle it well, you can come to me directly, because I still want to have a good chat with you."

Yu Shushan met different people, and the tone of his speech was different, and at this time it was almost a pleading attitude, hoping that Yan Song could let go of all this confusion and work hard to face the world.

"There's nothing to talk about, there's something you can tell me directly here, in fact, I don't have much of a problem, I just can't figure out what I want."

Yan Song was very frustrated, he said that he was very helpless about this matter, he had been participating in so many talent shows, but he was in a tepid state, very helpless, and basically admitted that he was tepid.

Yu Shushan can understand such thoughts, because he has thought about it not long ago.

"Have you always felt that you are very Buddhist and don't want to have so many things, but every time it seems to be very unsatisfactory, in fact, you want more things than anyone else!"

Yu Shushan said this sentence very calmly, he was like this before he came out, and the appearance he showed was very indifferent, but he was very unhappy every day, and he always felt that he wanted very few things, but in fact, he found that he wanted several times more things than others.

Yan Song didn't admit it, but kept shaking his head: "I don't have such thoughts, but I can't find any goals, so I'm confused." ”

Yu Shushan only felt that this sentence was simply nonsense, and normal people would not have such thoughts.

"There is no goal, in fact, it is your ultimate goal, you have been confused, there are a lot of things you want, you have to admit that you are not the so-called Buddha, but you have not achieved what you want at all, for example, at the beginning, I didn't think I really wanted to win the championship, but then I found out that my desire to win the championship is stronger than anyone else!"

Yu Shushan was already aware of this problem in the battle of the champions, if he showed that he didn't care very much, maybe this kind of thing would pass directly by his side, although it may not be a thing when he thought about it later, but in fact, he would leave a regret.

It is impossible not to have any goals, and all the troubles are that you have not achieved the goals you envisioned.

At this time, Yan Song suddenly became enlightened, he has been participating in so many talent shows, and he will choose to withdraw at the most critical time, in fact, in order to avoid all this, what he has been showing is that he doesn't want to get the championship, in fact, how eager he is in his heart, that is, he hopes to win the championship, and suddenly it became popular.

He really wanted to say these realized things, but found that there didn't seem to be that necessary, after all, Yu Shushan and himself were no longer people at the same level, and there was no need to remember so clearly in the handling of many things.

Just as he hesitated, Yu Shushan kept shouting.

"I'm sure you've thought of a lot of things by now, and you told me all of them, if you really think about it, then you've really come out."

As soon as Yan Song said this, he couldn't help it, and said all his inner thoughts, he just wanted to get the final championship.