Chapter 501

It felt like he was on a blind date, and Xia Jing almost lost his smile.

However, Ye Ya's expression was serious, and it was difficult to transform into a relaxed atmosphere where the two of them looked at each other and smiled.

Xia Jing silenced and let Ye Ya speak first.

After waiting for a while, Ye Yayi opened as if he had made up his mind: "That...... Then I thought about it. ”

It was as if there was a pimple in my heart.

"I'm no longer ......"

The tone was like an insult.

"Although Anye, Lan Yang, Lin Yu, and Mrs. Shazi have all expressed their willingness to follow me...... But I was at a loss as to what to do in the future, and I didn't know what kind of action to take now. If my sister, who is the patriarch, aims to destroy the Deer Clan, should I follow her decision? After all, the second daughter of the family should have assisted the patriarch and became the shadow of the patriarch. According to the rules, I probably shouldn't have resisted. Moreover...... Now even the step picking has become the right and left hand of my sister. ”

It's like confiding your inner doubts and hesitations.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ But ......"

Ye Ya said with his head down.

"However, submitting to my sister's leadership means that I must hand over the remaining clans such as Anye and Lin Yu. I don't mind if I'm dead or alive. If I can cure my sister's illness, I will be willing to lose my life. But...... Is it really possible to pay for the lives of others? ”

Xia Jing's heart suddenly sprouted a sense of dΓ©jΓ  vu.

The word "but" comes again and again.

It's exactly like the guy I read a few hours ago.

"It's the same with you...... After all, you are the object of love at first sight for your sister. I guess you made a pact with your sister when you were young. In that case, I can only give up my feelings for you."

Fang Yuan repeated the "but" again and again in the past.

Ya kept repeating "but" now.

Both are manifestations of denial of one's own will and lack of self-confidence.

"But ......"

However.

On the other hand

"Even if I know you're my sister's sweetheart...... Even if I know that I have to be self-aware."

But it is also a kind of hidden under the skin of lack of self-confidence, real and not false

"What to do...... I just like you."

What is true and not false – strong minds.

Unconsciously, Ye Ya shed tears.

"I can't do ......"

Her head shook and shook.

"I...... It can't be done. The slave family can't let go of this feeling."

If it were Fang Yuan, he wouldn't have said such a thing, right?

Even if the object of her liking becomes a family member with someone else, she probably won't easily say the pain of falling out of love.

But Ye Ya is not Fang Yuan.

Even if she inherited Fang Yuan's thoughts and let her emotions coexist with her heart, Ye Ya and Fang Yuan are two different people after all.

If there is one thing that the two of them have in common, it is that they always have Xia Jing in mind.

Even if there will be no result, even if Xia Jing doesn't feel it, they still continue to care about Xia Jing with all their hearts

Xia Jing stepped forward.

towards Ye Ya, who showed the mood of burying Fang Yuanhui in the bottom of his heart.

Fang Yuan, who continued to maintain the feelings that Ye Yahui gave up.

In response to their wishes.

In order to accept their hearts.

"Yaya."

Xia Jing stood in front of Ye Ya and conformed to his feelings.

γ€Œβ€¦β€¦γ€

With all the strength to carry her into his arms.

hugged Fang Yuan and Ye Ya tightly at the same time.

"Summer ......"

It's not the same hug as Adai's hand-to-hand.

There is more pity in it.

is also different from the intimacy when Ye Ya came to Xia Jing's house before.

In Xia Jing's eyes, Ye Ya and Fang Yuan existed at the same time.

γ€Œβ€¦β€¦ What did she say?"

Xia Jing asked while stroking Ye Ya's head hard.

"Fang Yuan...... What did Fang Yuan say in your heart?"

"Fang Yuan, she ......"

"What about you...... You are the same as Fang Yuan, what are your thoughts?"

"I ......"

"I'm ready to come to my senses, bastard!" Without waiting for Ye Ya to answer, Xia Jing shouted half-abandonedly.

"You two I like it! I promise to take care of both of you at the same time l I fell in love with Fang Yuan in February, and then I fell in love with you a while ago! Yes...... What is this? What I'm saying is so bullshit, why do I feel so happy now?"

Xia Jing remembered what Ye Ya had said before.

Don't forget Fang Yuan.

Love both of us at the same time

"Really...... Is it?"

Ye Ya was stunned.

"But my sister ...... you."

Xia Jing said categorically, "What I want is you. I want you both."

Ye Chun, who chose the wrong way of slaughtering his compatriots, was avoided.

Qiu Yin, who tried to use his death to shackle people's hearts, is also indesensitive.

Of course, Xia Jing must take responsibility for Ye Chun's indiscriminate killing of innocents. And it is impossible for him to escape the sin of being able to slash Qiuyin.

But even so

Xia Jing's heart and feelings are still in Fang Yuan and Ye Ya.

The thin body in his arms trembled.

Is that because her thoughts have been understood by Xia Jing, so she is happy?

Or are you scared of the trials ahead?

In any case, Xia Jing wants to be tolerant.

No, no

I wish I could walk with her, Xia Jing thought to herself.

And then.

While being held in Xia Jing's arms, Ye Ya asked Fang Yuan about herself.

- Are you happy?

Well, Fang Yuan replied.

- I'm very happy.

I am glad that he made up his mind to start over rather than choosing us.

I'm glad I can go down with him when he starts again

-- That's right.

With you and Xia Jing by my side, maybe I will be able to show the courage to fight.

Against his own fate, and his sister's karma

Ye Ya began to think about a question for no reason.

About the ceremony.

A cruel ritual in which only the head is kept, replaced with another human body.

An arrogant ritual only for the sake of giving birth to offspring.

While taking the lives of others, the original owner resides in his own heart and lives for it. It was both an enlightenment and a sin, so the deer took the completion of the ritual as proof of adulthood.

But that's not all.

The so-called ritual should not be so simple.

It wasn't until just now that Ye Ya finally understood.

The deer clan will probably not really grow up until they meet a man who can two people at the same time. Truly transformed from a child to an adult, from a girl to a woman.

That man doesn't just have to fall in love with two people at the same time, he has to love both people as one personality.

How difficult, how arduous it was.

It is precisely because of this that a man who can do such a thing has the value of entrusting everything.

Both body and mind must be sacrificed – so that the demon can marry a human being.

"You're amazing."

Ye Ya muttered.

Praise Xia Jing and Fang Yuan, who chose Xia Jing.

- But I'm also a very difficult character, right?

Because even if Fang Yuan's will is removed, Ye Ya personally also likes Xia Jing. The two did not answer.

Fang Yuan and Xia Jing smiled slightly, causing Ye Ya's temperature to rise slightly.

There is no more confusion in the heart.

Regardless of the blood or customs of the deer patriarch or the second daughter of the family, Ye Ya intends to fight her sister as a woman.

No matter what the outcome is, I can face it with an unwavering attitude.

The two hugged like this for nearly ten minutes or so.

Later, after the two naturally separated, Ye Ya asked others to enter the room.

As soon as the door opened, An Ye, Lin Yu, and Lan Yang appeared one after another.

The person who first appeared in Xia Jing's eyes was Lin Yu.

She had a terrible expression on her face, which was obviously angry, and her whole body trembled and stared at Xia Jing, and soon opened her mouth and muttered in a low voice.

γ€Œβ€¦β€¦ This ......."

Xia Jing leaned forward to listen carefully.

"Brother Xia Jing, you ......?"

The murmur was clearly spitting.

"Summer Scene...... Brother, you idiot!"

γ€Œβ€¦β€¦ I'm sorry."

Xia Jing has long had the consciousness that he will be scolded to the point of blood.

After all, he left Ye Ya and fled, and it was natural to be scolded.

"Stupid! Idiot! Rubbish! Brainless! Nerds! Idiot! And, uh...... Four-eyed field chicken! Four-eyed field chicken! Four-eyed field chicken!"

"Four-eyed pheasants are no longer in the scope of swearing......

However, what Lin Yu vented on Xia Jing seemed to be an emotion different from anger.

After scolding like a cannon, the eyes that glared at Xia Jing gradually burst into tears.

I saw that her eyebrows were still locked, but the corners of her eyebrows slowly drooped.

"Woo, goo, babble, babble...... Whoaa

I saw her running all the way to Xia Jing, slamming up to him, and crying on the spot.

"Woo...... Woo choke choke!"

"Lin Yu ......?"

"Right...... Rise! I'm sorry......"

Lin Yu couldn't cry.

"Hey, why do you apologize to me......

"Because...... Because. Because ......"

Xia Jing was confused.

Lin Yu should have done nothing wrong.

On the contrary, it is the one who should apologize, and he is the one who avoids the pressure. However, Lin Yu just kept saying the words "I'm sorry, I'm sorry".

"Well, I really can't help you."

It seems that we can only wait for her to calm down and then ask her for a clear reason, Xia Jing thought to himself as he put his hand on her head and messed around. Lin Yu seemed to cry even more bitterly because of the relationship with a sense of security.

Seeing that she hugged her waist tightly and didn't intend to let go at all, Xia Jing looked around at everyone with a troubled expression.

At this time, he happened to meet Lan Yang, who was hiding in the corner of the room as if avoiding people's eyes and ears

γ€Œβ€¦β€¦ Summer Scene."

"I'm sorry during the day."

Xia Jing sincerely bowed his head and apologized.

People risked their lives to come to the meeting, but they responded with such a bad attitude.

But Lan Yang just shook his head lightly and said, "Later, I thought about it carefully."

There seemed to be a spirit of determination in his words. At the same time, it seems to be obsessed.

"I decided to help Xia Jing get Sister Ya back. It doesn't matter if you hate me or hate me. Because...... Because you were the one who helped me get my heart back."

Xia Jing was stunned again.

That's enough.

I'm the culprit, but everyone seems to feel guilty about me.

Although he didn't know why Lin Yu felt guilty, it was not difficult to imagine Lan Yang's situation.

That's for Xia Jing's sister - Xia Ya.

During the day, she also said that it was her responsibility to fail to recognize Ana's identity early.

For her, who said that "I will replace Sister Ya as your sister", this is a serious blow to her.

It was precisely because she and Xia Jing shared the pain of losing Xia Ya that she was tormented by guilt.

"I'm willing to do anything for the sake of Xia Jing. I know it doesn't atone, but I ask you. When it's over, it's okay if you want to kill me. So...... Please, how are you?"

"Wait a minute."

Xia Jing couldn't listen anymore and interrupted Lan Yang's words.

"Wrong, that's not right. You can't allow yourself to think like that."

Xia Jing's sister is indeed the point of contact between him and Lan Yang.

The relationship between the two began with a character named Chaya.

Regarding her sister's affairs, Xia Jing still hasn't sorted out a clue. She asked Ye Chunzhi what happened? And why did she become Ana, did she do it voluntarily? Or was it forced? However, I haven't seen each other for seven years, and I can't recognize my sister's appearance, and my self-blame for this incident will not fade with time in the future, but will only become more and more intense.

However, it is also because of this.

It is precisely because Xia Jing and Lan Yang suffer from the same pain and guilt

"The two of us...... Our relationship ...... Don't be influenced by that person. If we continue like this, we won't be able to move forward into the future."

"Summer ......?"

"Don't say anything about whether you hate or hate. It's too inexplicable for a brother and sister who cares about that kind of thing."

Xia Ya and Lan Yang are different individuals. This is true regardless of personality, appearance, age, or height.

So she's not a 'substitute'.

When Xia Jing had a fever, she took care of it and never forgot to care. Ever since I met, I've been trying my best to help Xia Jing. Such a blue sun is undoubtedly another for Xia Jing

γ€Œβ€¦β€¦ Am I right? Sister."

Lan Yang was stunned.

I saw her eyes wide open and blink, and she pursed her lips vigorously.

"Hmm."

Then a smile of joy appeared.

"Summer view."

Yasuno stepped forward and took something out of his pocket and handed it to Natsukei.

The first thing you see is a white wooden grip with an amber fang-like fanged tip at the tip of the grip – no, the blade of a fang, I should say.

The head is covered with countless blue veins.

It was the murder weapon that Xia Jing used to take Qiu Yin's lifeβ€”and therefore he couldn't draw a line with it for the rest of his life.

The moment he saw this weapon, fear and regret made Xia Jing regret it.

The events of that night are vividly vivid.

So-you will always belong to me - Qiu Yin smiled and left these words, and died contentedly with the expression and the temperature of blood.

However, being guilty of sin and falling in love are two very different things.

Xia Jing turned his gaze to Fang Yuan and Ye Ya, who had taught him this truth.

She nodded, as if she had said not to be afraid.

- If it's a summer scene, if it's a summer scene, you must ......... There won't be a problem.

I know.

If I can't get out of the shadow of guilt and the past and lose the future, then I'm playing into that guy's hands.

Xia Jing took the golden branch from Anye.

The guy he hadn't touched for half a month felt heavy in his hand, but Xia Jing deeply felt that it was indispensable.