Chapter 106: Nothingness
Xiao Yu snuggled up to each other with tears in his eyes, "Jingchen, I hope that it can go on like this forever." β
If it was in the past, Jingchen would have been angry when he heard this, but now, since Xiao Yu has accepted it, what reason does he have to continue to hold on?
Jingchen also smiled, "Since we can't accompany you forever, then let's cherish the moment, okay?" β
Xiao Yu Jingchen looked at each other, and they had known each other for a long time, as if they had been reunited after a long absence.
Yes, the little pawn actually snatched the woman from the king's hands, what an impossible thing to do, but Jingchen was not excited by the emperor's compromise because of this, and even a little bit of a departure from Xiao Yu.
What kind of good person should Xiao Yu be? It is worthy of the emperor's compromise for her, and she is willing to be ridiculed by the world to make her happy.
Thinking of this, Jingchen smiled helplessly, "No matter how strong I become, only he is qualified to have Xiao Yu." β
Jingchen pressed Xiao Yu backhand on the bed, shocking Xiao Yu at a loss and unable to move. "You, what are you going to do?"
"What do you think I'm going to do? If I leave here now, I don't know how many eyes will find out, and when the time comes, what will I do? Jingchen looked at Xiao Yu a little lightly.
Xiao Yu's cheeks flushed, "You, don't mess around." β
Jingchen looked down at Xiao Yu's unparalleled face, snow-white skin, and his face approached little by little, Xiao Yu couldn't help but exclaim in his heart, "This, this is too fast!"
But although Xiao Yu thought so in his heart, he did not retreat physically.
In Xiao Yu's heart, Jingchen in the world is just a timid person, no matter how good he is to himself, no matter how moved he is, he can't reach half a point of Shangjingchen, but now that he thinks about it, he is wrong.
There is no man who is unwilling to get himself, even if he is timid, even if he has many concerns, he will not hesitate in the bottom of his heart, this is human nature.
Xiao Yu quietly closed his eyes, and his heart was about to burst out.
Jingchen was so close that Xiao Yu seemed to be able to feel his hot snort.
But the grip on his wrist suddenly let go.
Xiao Yu also slowly opened his eyes, "You ......"
It turned out that Jingchen's cheeks were also red like a pomegranate, "It's just to scare you, how can I really ......?"
"Poof!" Xiao Yu couldn't help but sit up and cover her mouth and snickered.
"What are you laughing at?" Jingchen frowned.
"Laugh at you for being cowardly, you still have concerns!" In fact, if Jingchen really did this, Xiao Yu shouldn't be better.
She was also glad that if Jingchen had just taken a step closer, would she have pushed it away? None of this is known.
Jingchen's eyes became different in an instant, as if they were full of love but no longer as cowardly or pure as before, raising the corners of his mouth, he was a little evil, "Stay until the beginning of next year, we will get married, do you see if I dare!" β
Jingchen turned out not because he was timid, but reluctant.
This is the real love that goes deep into the bone marrow.
Even Xiao Yu was a little shocked when she heard Jingchen's words, she suddenly felt that she was so sorry for Jingchen.
obviously gave him a promise and gave him love, but why, can't it be realized?
A year? In the past, it was a long night in the fairy world, but a year was very easy, but now, it seems that in just one day, the dust will disappear completely.
The corners of Xiao Yu's mouth trembled slightly, she looked at Jingchen and didn't know what to do, "Jingchen, I ......"
But Jingchen seemed to know when she was going to speak, and showed such a bright smile, cutting off Xiao Yu's words, "Xiao Yu, we will get to that time together, right?" β
This sentence was like an ice pick, which made Xiao Yu cone unable to move on the cold wall, and the slightest movement made it painful, but she still barely managed to squeeze out a smile that she thought was not flawed, "Yes." β
Jingchen also smiled at her, but as soon as she turned around, she became lonely again.
This time, with the humility of Jingchen's love, he finally realized Yu Mo's feelings.
Obviously, if you give yourself some more time, you may be able to occupy it completely, but now, you have to watch her leave, but there is no reason to stay.
Jingchen put a quilt on the ground, lay down, looking at the brightness of this room, he longed, will this be the place where he and Xiao Yu will get married in the future? Could it be more luxurious and splendid than here?
Xiao Yu also lay down, and Jingchen spread the futon next to Xiao Yu's bed, and the two lay facing each other, but there seemed to be a barrier in the middle.
At the moment when Jingchen closed her eyes, Xiao Yu smiled, and she looked at Jingchen, "At least now in front of my eyes, it's you." β
Xiao Yu told himself over and over again that "Xiao Luo" was just a substitute for "Xiao Jingchen", and he didn't need to worry about it, but why, every time he remembered the scene when the two were about to separate, his heart hurt so much?
Obviously, "Xiao Luo" has no ability to guard his life, Mingming, he has never really shaken his heart, Mingming, he can't give the love he wants, why, is he still so reluctant?
Xiao Yu gently stroked his fingertips on Jingchen's cheeks, looking at Jingchen's eyebrows, he felt extremely happy.
Xu was shocked by the nightmare, Jingchen twitched all over, his brows were tightly locked, and he kept muttering Xiao Yu's name in his mouth.
Xiao Yu watched on the edge of the bed, smiling, but tears flowed down from the side, holding Jingchen's hand, "I'm here." β
Jingchen gradually quieted down.
But Xiao Yu couldn't sleep all night, she looked at Jingchen, tears dripped onto Jingchen's face, and slid down the silhouette, "I, what should I do so that I don't hurt you?" β
In this way, Xiao Yu and Jingchen held hands and fell asleep.
Jingchen seems to be able to distinguish Xiao Yu's hand even in his sleep, even if he is pulled in the air, he is tightly holding on to this last bit of hope, clutching, this fleeting love.
At dawn in the early morning, Xiao Yu opened her sleepy eyes dimly, only to find Jingchen sitting at the head of her bed, and couldn't help but be startled, "What's wrong?" β
"It's nothing, it's just, I just want to see you." Jingchen changed his evil smile from last night, as if nothing had happened.
"Huh? Oh. Xiao Yu didn't know what to do, obviously he was so plain in the past that he could still resist it, but Jingchen's eyes, such a smile, and such seriousness made Xiao Yu not know how to face it.
Jingchen looked at Xiao Yu's dodging gaze, "That's not your fault. β
"Huh?" Xiao Yu raised his head.
"Oh, I...... I mean, it's not your fault that you love me so much. Jingchen naturally wanted to say that her departure had nothing to do with Xiao Yu, and hoped that she would not hesitate or blame herself again, but in the end, she still failed to have the courage to say it.
"You, how do you know how much I love you? Besides, I am already married to the king, why are you so shameless? Xiao Yu said this, but he secretly smiled in his heart, thinking that since Jingchen pretended that nothing happened last night, why did he pretend to remember?
"If you don't love me, how can you ......" Jingchen obviously wanted to say that Xiao Yu fell asleep holding his hand last night, and there were still tears on his cheeks, why couldn't he remember what had happened?
"What?" Jingchen's words came to an abrupt end, leaving Xiao Yu a little overwhelmed.
"I, I don't remember." Jingchen frowned, obviously everything that happened last night was vivid, why, why couldn't he remember it suddenly?
"It's not funny at all, do you mean you have amnesia?" Xiao Yu couldn't help laughing, laughing at Jingchen's tricks to tease people so naΓ―ve, clearly like a child.
But Jingchen's face suddenly twisted painfully, holding his head with both hands, his face was hideous, and Xiao Yu realized that Jingchen was not playing with himself.
hurriedly stepped forward and hugged him, "What's wrong?" β
"Head...... My head hurts, it seems to be sudden, and I can't remember anything. Jingchen gasped in pain in Xiao Yu's arms, coughing lightly, this sudden accident made Xiao Yu not know what to do.
"I'm here, I'm here." Xiao Yu hurriedly comforted Jingchen, raised his hand and wanted to use a spell to heal Jingchen's injuries.
But he never thought that he was pressed down by Jingchen, "The law of heaven is written so clearly, don't you want to die?" β
Xiao Yu let go of Jingchen in shock, and stood up, "You...... You ......"
Jingchen's headache gradually dissipated, "I, what's wrong with me?" β
"You're back?" Xiao Yu looked at Jingchen in disbelief.
"You mean, Xiao Jingchen?" It turned out that Jingchen didn't come back, but he just temporarily lost his memory, but he still remembered some memories of himself and Xiao Yu.
Jingchen seemed to suddenly not know what he had just said, and returned to his previous smile, patting the position next to him, "Sit." β
Xiao Yu sat beside Jingchen tremblingly, but he didn't know what to do.
She secretly watched Jingchen, wanting to know if Jingchen really hadn't returned.
After this day and night of getting along, whether it was in the former military camp or in the current imperial city, he was watching Jingchen all the time.
Gradually, Xiao Yu also found that "Xiao Jingchen" and "Xiao Luo" are really two completely different people, with completely different habits, living habits, how to behave in the world, the way of life, looking at one's own eyes, and the unique emphasis on oneself, Xiao Yu remembers it clearly, but now, these "Xiao Luo" unique temperament and ways are dissipating little by little.
How long can such memories last? Not to mention that "Xiao Luo" is a flesh-and-blood person, his memory disappears once a day, and in the end he is completely replaced by the memory of "Xiao Jingchen", what a painful process this should be, Xiao Yu doesn't want to let "Xiao Luo" be like this, this is not what he wants to see, even if it is ...... It's for the dust.
Jingchen also looked at Xiao Yu, he knew what Fang Cai's toss meant, his time was short, and he was about to fall asleep forever, but he couldn't complain.
Because this is his promise to himself, as long as Xiao Yu is happy and happy, he can accept whatever he wants, and explain it willingly......
He didn't want to leave, he wanted to do everything he could, and he wanted to leave everything he had, but he knew that man could not compete with God, he was just a container of God, this was his own life, and he had to accept it.
Since he is about to leave, as long as he can look at Xiao Yu a few more times, take a few more glances at her, and bury herself in the abyss with Xiao Yu's memories, he has no regrets, he is willing to accept all this injustice, as long as he ...... She can be happy, anything.
Xiao Yu naturally knew what Jingchen was thinking, and the two looked at each other and smiled, as if they were about to say goodbye to their departing old friends, reluctant to give up to each other, but they had to leave.
Xiao Yu slowly leaned on Jingchen's arms, Jingchen also enjoyed it, and the fragrance on Xiao Yu's body gradually wafted in.
It was as if it was their last day together, and both of them had gone there as if it were the last day of their entire lives.
Because they all know very well that soon, they are going to lose each other.
But Xiao Yu knew that with the departure of "Xiao Luo", "Xiao Jingchen" would come back, but "Xiao Luo" had nothing......