Chapter 254: Spend 6 together
Xiao Yu sobbed, she never thought that she would one day cry for someone other than Jingchen.
But that kind of sadness, that kind of sadness is really Xiao Yu's true feelings.
Maybe it's because it's mixed with the residual love of the previous life, or it's mixed with the regret that Xiao Yu hasn't had time to express his gratitude to Yan Han.
After all, Yan Han secretly helped Xiao Yu so much, but Xiao Yu almost killed him with his own hands, even if he is a person who has no feelings for Yan Han, I am afraid that he will blame himself very much.
Xiao Yu leaned on the edge of Yan Han's bed, as if he was beside Yu Mo in the world, he felt so guilty, but he was helpless.
The people around him have accidents one after another, how can Xiao Yu feel at ease?
Xiao Yu wanted to see Yan Han's injuries several times, but after all, he couldn't take that step, Yan Han lost his soul jade for himself, and now he has become like this again, if Yan Han really lost the position of the Demon Emperor because of himself, even if Yan Han doesn't care, Xiao Yu will feel indebted to him.
But in Xiao Yu's heart, there is still a little worry about Jingchen, is it okay for Jingchen to fall from such a high place?
But Xiao Yu had to restrain himself from thinking about him, which did not mean that Xiao Yu no longer loved him, but it only meant that Xiao Yu did not want to hurt anyone because of Jingchen anymore.
If he goes on like this for a long time, I'm afraid that not only himself, but even Jingchen will feel that he will blame himself for bringing a blood debt to Xiao Yu.
Therefore, now for Xiao Yu and Jingchen, staying away from each other is the best way.
All this has already happened, and it is irreversible, but at least it can be stopped temporarily, and it can't get any worse, right?
Xiao Yu is willing to bear the pain of lovesickness and parting, in order to protect her demon world and for her beloved......
Xiao Yu stayed by the side of Yan Han's bed like this, and never left.
Xiao Yu may not know that Ling Yu is in Yan Han's hands, and he always thought that he was taken away by the fairy world.
And Yan Han should have told Xiao Yu, but maybe he was afraid that Xiao Yu would disregard the safety of his own life like the world and hand over his spirit feather to others.
Therefore, he didn't want to tell anyone that Lingyu was in his hands, and in Yan Han's heart, everyone's lives were as light as a feather compared to Xiao Yu.
"It would be fine if Lingyu was here......" Xiao Yu lowered his head, as if blaming himself for not being able to cure Yan Han.
"Mo Yanhan, why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell me....... What happened in the previous life? Is it afraid....... Do I accuse you of being too cowardly and ruthless? Although I don't know what Bai Xiyue's temperament is, if we are really the same person, it should be about the same, if it is really as I said, then it can only be said that you ....... I don't know her well enough, she loves you, just like I love Jingchen, even if I know, you are using her, even if I know, you are half-truthful about her, even if you know, you don't want to fight for her, she is still willing to love you without hesitation, what you can't do for her, she can do it for you, I don't know if I've always been like this, love is so unprincipled, so humble, but I don't regret it, Bai Xiyue won't regret it, as Bai Xiyue said, before seeing you, her heart was full of bitter hatred, it can be seen that you have to, But I just want you to be good, isn't this love? Why are you so worried? Is it a lack of trust, or is it a fear of leaving...... Mo Yanhan, today, I hurt you, if you can wake up safe and sound, except for Bai Xiyue to come back, I can give you anything, I don't want anyone to end my supposed brilliant life early because of me...... If it is because of my love with Jingchen that the Six Realms has been subverted, and I am willing to give up this love for the sake of the righteousness he insists on protecting, I will naturally be painful, but I don't want him to blame himself...... Mo Yanhan, you're right, I still love him, even more than ever, but I don't regret it, I don't regret what this love has brought me, what I want is just that the other person in this love can be good forever, this is my wish, so, the wind and white feather in the past must be him, and he may really die without him, but now Bai Xiyue was born because of him, but he doesn't want to die because of him, Mo Yanhan, this is what I owe you, whether it is the rebirth of the previous life, or this life, I owe it to you, what do you want, I'll promise you...... I ......" Xiao Yu was about to say something, but a hand suddenly put on Xiao Yu's shoulder.
"Stupid...... Do you really think I can't hear it? Yan Han opened his eyes in a daze, and the tears that slipped from the corners of his eyes were still vaguely there, just because Xiao Yu was sitting with his back to Yan Han, and he didn't notice that Yan Han's tears slid down Yan Han's cheeks through the mask.
Xiao Yu was suddenly put on the shoulder with a hand, and stood up in fright, "Mo Yanhan, you are sick!" Wake up and don't speak! Surprise me! ”
Yan Han endured the abdominal pain, hid his face and laughed, "Hahahahaha...... Who is scaring whom, in the middle of the night, I didn't sleep and ran to my room to talk to myself, Feng Baiyu, you can ......"
"I ...... I....... Can't you just pretend you didn't hear? Xiao Yu stood up angrily.
"Well, I didn't hear ......" Yan Han said with a half-for-back smile and pretending to be serious.
"You....... You're sick! "Xiao Yu is really angry and incoherent!
"I'm just sick, I just got stabbed by you!" Maybe it was because he slept for too long, and Yan Han forgot to disguise himself and the little snake.
"Little Snake ......" Xiao Yu even found the similarities between the two.
"Bai Xiyue, what nonsense are you talking about? Although I am a serpent, how can I tolerate you calling me like this? Yan Han immediately became serious, "Maybe I've known him for a long time, so I feel a little like him......"
"Is that so......." Xiao Yu looked at Yan Han in disbelief.
"It's not even a day, have you forgotten what you've just done?" Yan Han hurriedly changed the topic, "I woke up, and the first sentence was to scold me!" What exactly is your heart made of? Don't you feel the slightest guilt? ”
"Oh, yes, yes...... The illusion healer told me that you don't want to wake up, so I ......, "Yes, if it's on weekdays, how can Xiao Yu care so much about Yan Han?"
"So you're worried about me? ......"Yan Han usually talks to Xiao Yu like this for Xiao Yu's sake, but now that he has a deep sword, he has given up his life to summon a chance to be alone with Xiao Yu, how can he let it go?"
Just think of yourself as a ridiculous act that you are half-asleep and half-awake and confused.
"No...... It's not ......" Xiao Yu and Yan Han have almost the same personalities, they are both so hard-mouthed, they are obviously very worried in their hearts, but they still don't want to show it.
Yan Han smiled, "I heard every word and word you said just now." Yan Han shook his head helplessly and sighed.
"You're here again!" Xiao Yu originally thought that he couldn't hear what he had just said, so he opened his heart like that, but now that Yan Han has woken up, and when he mentions it again, Xiao Yu is naturally too ashamed.
"Why don't you wonder why I know about your past with Bai Xiyue?" Xiao Yu was puzzled, because Yan Han seemed to feel that he knew the ins and outs of Xiyue and Yan Han's past, which was reasonable.
Yan Han was stunned for a moment, and seemed to be a little weak-hearted, because Yan Han turned himself into a little snake and told Xiao Yu about it, and completely forgot about it, "Because...... Because of this huge demon world, you also get along well with them, and someone will always tell you, won't they? ”
In fact, no five people knew about the events of that year, so how could everyone know about it?
But Xiao Yu didn't dig deeper, Jingchen was afraid that Xiao Yu would find out that he and Xiao Snake were the same person, so he quickly changed the topic, "If you hear it, you hear it, and only you and I know, what's there to be ashamed of?" Don't forget what you said, promise everything...... "That's the point of what Yan Han heard."
But as soon as this sentence came out, Yan Han regretted it, although this was what he really wanted, it was also the most untouchable.
He covered up his love for Xiao Yu for so long, and after all, he lost to the most genuine feelings in his heart.
"Huh? Yes, I promise you, I promise everything...... "Xiao Yu is kind after all, and that sword completely destroyed Xiao Yu's hatred that he wanted to destroy."
Maybe it's Yan Han's regrets for thousands of years, or maybe it's a joke that Yan Han wants to make, at this time, he wants to know Xiao Yu's reply "Marry me...... Marry me, will you promise? ”
In the first half of the sentence, Yan Han's expression was so serious and serious, as if he had been carefully considered, but then it seemed that Yan Han wanted to give himself a step down with a joking mentality.
"That's it, I know you don't want to ......" Yan Han just wanted to say that Xiao Yu didn't want to forget it, anyway, he didn't take this promise seriously, but Xiao Yu took the lead "I promise you......"
Yan Han's eyes immediately turned red, but through the mask, Xiao Yu only saw that he was unusually calm, and Yan Han was not shocked, "I promise you......"
Maybe it was that sword that revived the moon that had been hidden in Xiao Yu's body for thousands of years, and that love poured into Xiao Yu's body, so Xiao Yu agreed.
With apologies, but also with the love of the past......
"You...... Say what? "Actually, in the demon world, Yan Han is of course the one who knows the most about separating Xiao Yu from Xi Yue, after all, it is Xi Yue who he loves so deeply, not Xiao Yu.
But when Xiao Yu promised himself, Yan Han couldn't help but have red and swollen eyes, as if the regret that had been shelved for thousands of years was finally consummated......
Of course, Yan Han knew that Xiao Yu didn't love him, and the decision he made to protect Xiao Yu had already been thought about, but why, after brewing for so long, it was finally because Xiao Yu had this sentence "I promise you" completely collapsed.
"What do you say? You say it again......." Yan Han choked and sat up suddenly, as if tearing the wound in his abdomen "Hiss~"
"Is that so?" Xiao Yu hurriedly went over to check, but before Xiao Yu could see how the injury was, Yan Han suddenly hugged Xiao Yu in his arms, "I don't want to cover it up anymore, I love you, I love you, Feng Bai Yu, Yue'er is the same person as you, but what I love now is you, Feng Bai Yu, thank you, thank you for promising me, thank you for ......"
Xiao Yu didn't expect Yan Han to be so excited, she thought that Yan Han would pretend to be disdainful of herself as before.
Xiao Yu suddenly felt that his hands were sticky, and when he looked down, he found that his hands were full of blood, "Mo Yanhan!" Are you crazy, what are you messing around? ”
But Yan Han just didn't let go, "Yes, I'm crazy, Feng Baiyu, I don't want to fall in love with you, do you understand this feeling?" You know that you will fall in love, but you don't want to, but now I can't control myself anymore, Feng Baiyu, marry me......