Si Xingpei has always loved Gu Qingzhou very much and is also tolerant.

But at this moment, he was stunned and wanted to lose his temper.

His heart, half of which is filled with his ideals, and half of which is filled with Gu Qingzhou, treats other people and things, he is cold-blooded and cruel.

He knew it himself, he just didn't care.

The last time I went back to Nanjing, the superintendent happened to be spending the weekend. It may be that he is too busy, the overseer has not shaved his beard, and he is idle at home on the weekend, wearing a loose nightgown.

The Overseer was old, his beard was half-gray, and his nightgown made him look a little more bloated than usual.

It looked like a poor worm who had lost his mind.

After the death of Si Mu and Fang Fei, Si Overseer's health was not as good as before, and his mental state was not good.

Si Xingpei's mother has been dead for many years, and those hatreds deeper than the sea seem to be just obsessions in my heart. When this obsession was answered, he seemed to be relieved.

If the Overseer was still so imposing, he might have tortured him to death.

However, Si Overseer was old, haggard, and weak, and Si Xingpei's heart was not a taste.

He couldn't get his hands on it.

Si Xingpei always thought of his father's white hair, and thought of Fang Fei dying in Pingcheng, and he always felt indescribably sour in his heart.

The reason why he lost his temper was that he was soft-hearted - this soft-heartedness would fail his mother and make her die a tragic death in vain.

But he thought about it again, and he couldn't think about it for a while.

Thinking about it like this, I feel even more unfilial.

However, filial piety can also be given to the father

Si Xingpei has always been reluctant to recall all kinds of things in Nanjing, because these will make him miserable. The emotion of thinking about others, Si Xingpei has never had before.

He didn't know what to do, so he lost his temper.

Si Xingpei hoped that Gu Qingzhou would persuade him, but he was afraid that Gu Qingzhou would really open his mouth to persuade him, but Gu Qingzhou was so well-behaved and sensitive, she was really silent - this also made Si Xingpei lose his temper.

In short, he was in a very bad mood, even his favorite Gu Qingzhou, he inexplicably wanted her to show some courage and say a word or two of sincerity.

He buried his head and face in Gu Qingzhou's hair, pressed his face against the root of her ear, and gently kissed her ear.

"Qingzhou, what do you think?" He pressed again.

Gu Qingzhou didn't understand the complicated thoughts in Si Xingpei's heart at that time.

She didn't speak.

When he got up early the next day, when Gu Qingzhou got up and went downstairs, he walked to the door of Si Xingpei's study, and heard the adjutant asking him: "Master, go to Nanjing first, or go back to Pingcheng first?" ”

Si Xingpei said: "Go back to Ping City." ”

The adjutant said: "Master, you can go to Nanjing first, there are still a few documents to be signed by the government, and then bring them back to Pingcheng." ”

Si Xingpei suddenly became angry: "Go back to Pingcheng first, go and arrange it!" ”

The adjutant was silent, and saluted.

At this moment, Gu Qingzhou was enlightened and understood what he was like last night.

He didn't want to go back to Nanjing.

He didn't tempt, he didn't joke, he really wanted to let Si Dujun and Cai Jingshu go, but he felt sorry for his mother by doing so, so he hesitated.

Gu Qingzhou always felt that this matter was a taboo and was reluctant to talk about it.

At this moment, she understood Si Xingpei's mood and walked into the study.

"Let's go down and eat, breakfast is ready." Si Xingpei said to Gu Qingzhou casually, and went to sort out the documents again, not looking at her much.

Gu Qingzhou walked behind him.

She wrapped her arms around him.

Her cheeks were pressed against his back, the nylon uniform was a little hard and a little cold, and Gu Qingzhou shivered slightly.

With such an intimate hug, all Si Xingpei's anger disappeared and pulled her in front of him.

Holding her waist and hugging her on the desk, Si Xingpei lowered his head and kissed her on the lips.

Gu Qingzhou said: "Si Xingpei, let the overseers go, right?" Fifty is Ai, Ai knows the destiny of heaven, he is over fifty years old, and he can call himself an 'old man'.

When it comes to the age of 'old man', all kinds of boundaries are crossed. Mistakes made in the past should be forgiven, right? ”

She raised her eyes and looked at Si Xingpei.

Sure enough, there was no anger in Si Xingpei's eyes, but a streamer flashed, and there was a sense of relief.

He quickly put it into his way.

Gu Qingzhou said again: "The Overseer has always been very protective of me, if it wasn't for his help, I wouldn't have been able to gain a foothold in the Gu Mansion back then. If it weren't for the Overseers, how would I be qualified to fight with the Gu family? ”

She only said that the Overseer.

Gu Qingzhou knew very well that the person Si Xingpei wanted to forgive was only Si Overseer.

It's not that he thinks the sins of the Overseer are shallow, but that the Overseer is his biological father.

Father, there is always a special meaning, and this father is not so bad that it is out of control.

Gu Qingzhou also thought of Si Mu and Fang Fei.

Those were two living beings, another continuation of the life of the Overseer.

But these two lives are gone, which seems to have cut off another meaning of the existence of the Si Overseer, and he was already having a hard time.

"It's not good for us to do this." Si Xingpei said slowly.

Gu Qingzhou didn't know what to do.

Si Xingpei said: "Good intentions will only bring endless trouble"

Gu Qingzhou put his face on his cheek.

Si Xingpei said: "Qingzhou, I hope to accumulate some virtue for myself." ”

When he said this, he felt that his words were ridiculous, and said, "Warlords like us are deceiving themselves if they want to say that they are accumulating virtue. ”

Those who speak incoherently are unwilling to admit that they are soft-hearted.

Emotions are like this, once you relax, you will be a thousand miles away, and you can't stop it.

Si Xingpei has relented.

"We're all going to change, and what we want isn't necessarily the right thing. But if you want it, you can do it. Gu Qingzhou said, "You used to be like this." ”

Letting go of Si Overseer may not be right for Si Xingpei, who bears his mother's hatred, but if he wants to forgive, it is understandable.

Gu Qingzhou remembered a sentence of children's affection: A very important person has already lost one, should he lose another because of the loss of that one?

Si Xingpei seemed to be thinking the same way at this moment.

He hugged Gu Qingzhou, and what floated in his heart was Gu Qingzhou's master and nurse.

He also does things that are missed.

Although Gu Qingzhou's master and nurse were royalists, they raised her, and he was resolute at that time, without considering Gu Qingzhou's feelings.

He did something wrong, and Gu Qingzhou also forgave him.

"When I got married, I said to myself deep down that I would be a good person in the future." Si Xingpei leaned in Gu Qingzhou's ear and whispered, "If you are a good person, God will treat my family well." ”

So, he made a decision.

Si Dujun and Cai Jingshu, let them live in their own sins.

Si Xingpei will not kill them.

As for whether those sins, even panic, would kill them, Si Xingpei didn't think about it, he didn't plan to do it.

This is his greatest mercy.

He raised his head and said to Gu Qingzhou: "When you finish dealing with this matter, let's go back to Pingcheng together, I want to take you to offer incense to my mother."

I want to tell my mother that this matter is over, and we will all live peacefully in the future, and ask her to bless you and live a safe and smooth life. ”