Chapter 45 Unbearable
Zhangzhu once heard Song Jinfei call Gu Tong Gu Xiucai in private, but how could Xiucai fall into the grass and do something to steal chickens and dogs for Kou? With his ability to read and write, and his martial arts, he can eat a mouthful of food no matter what he does.
Zhangzhu told Song Jinfei the doubts in his heart, and Song Jinfei was not annoyed at all, so he patiently whispered to Zhangzhu about their past.
According to Gu Lao Er himself, his ancestors were also officials, and I don't know if he was bragging. His grandfather also taught at the county school. He grew up with his grandfather, and he had no mother, and his father died early. He went to school for a few days, and at the age of fifteen, he was selected as a showman. That's remarkable. Three years later, he took the township examination again, but he had a problem in the township examination. A fellow villager was imprisoned for a fraud case, and he was also disqualified. His grandfather could not withstand such a blow and fell ill in a fit of rage. Originally, the family didn't have much money, and he took a lot of debts to treat his grandfather, and his grandfather died a year later, leaving him alone in their family. At that time, the family was so poor that they could not even afford to light an oil lamp. Then there was a flood, and the house was washed down, and there was no place to live. When I met him, he was being bullied by a group of people called flowers. Then he followed me all the way. He's the best of the three of us. ”
Such a story is full of a bit of embarrassment, and Zhangzhu didn't say anything with a silent face. Song Jinfei then said: "Maozi used to be a pig slaughterer, but later he made a mistake, and he met me and the second child by chance, and we got together. I haven't done anything good for more than a year, but I'm just a bunch of gangsters, but let's eat together, so naturally I've done everything. Several of our brothers have been in the prison in Puding, and we have also been in the prison in Yangyang. Miss Fu, you must look down on people like us from the bottom of your heart, right? ”
Zhangzhu's eyes sank, and then he said: "Knowing mistakes can improve greatly." ”
Song Jinfei looked at the palm beads, and the firelight reflected half of her face, so vivid and lovely, so beautiful and moving. His chest pounded, and he felt that his throat was burning like fire, so he took a few more sips of wine.
To others, it is wine, but to Song Jinfei it is like water. After Song Jinfei took a few sips, his face became even hotter.
"Miss Fu, you haven't heard my story yet, have you?"
There was no squeak in the palm beads, and he sat there quietly.
Song Jinfei stretched out his right palm to look at it for himself, and then said: "I have blood on my hands, and it is still my brother's blood." ”
He killed his own brother?! Zhangzhu finally looked up at Song Jinfei, Song Jinfei was so surprised when he saw Zhangzhu, he suddenly smiled again: "This story has been kept in my heart for many years, and I have never told anyone else, including them." ...... tonight," Song Jinfei suddenly said: "Forget it, if there is an appropriate time in the future, I will tell Miss Fu about my unbearable past." ”
The palm bead silently bowed his head.
Song Jinfei's heart suddenly became happy, and Zhangzhu did not hide in fear after hearing his words, nor did he show any disgust. After they agreed again, that is, they could still meet again after arriving in Shoufeng.
The shadow of the past no longer shrouded Song Jinfei, but he was so happy in his heart, he talked to Zhangzhu about his plans.
"Shoufeng is a big place after all, and it is very lively. So I'm going to go back to the city and find some work, hoping to have a place to stand. When you have more money in your hands, I'll go to Du's house to visit you, okay? ”
Zhangzhu was noncommittal, and Song Jinfei said again: "I also know that I am a bastard, but I will work hard." This was said with great sincerity and firmness, at this moment, Song Jinfei also selfishly delusional that one day Fu Zhangzhu could smile at him, and he could have the ability to go to the Du family to propose marriage.
Zhangzhu yawned, then stood up, and she and Song Jinfei said, "I have to go and rest." ”
Song Jinfei nodded and said, "Okay, you two women can sleep in the car." Don't be afraid, I'm here! ”
Zhangzhu turned to leave, Baoyan hurriedly followed, helped Zhangzhu to get into the carriage, Zhangzhu leaned against the wall and closed his eyes, and was ready to sleep. Bao Yan put the thick cotton jacket on Zhangzhu's body, and at the same time whispered in Zhangzhu's ear.
"That guy surnamed Song is a murderer? And killed his own brother? It's horrible! He's not going to be a danger to us, is he? ”
Zhangzhu replied vaguely: "It's late, go to sleep." I have to go tomorrow. ”
Bao Yan was still scared in her heart, she didn't dare to sleep with her eyes open, she was afraid that Song Jinfei would suddenly kill with a sword while they were both asleep. She has to protect the girl and let the girl reunite with Mrs. Du safely.
The bonfire was still burning, and Maozi was lying on the ground and already asleep. Gu Tong walked over and sat down beside Song Jinfei.
"I just saw that you and Miss Fu were chatting vigorously, are you two officially getting along?"
Song Jinfei was a little stunned and said, "If only that were the case." ”
Gu Tong laughed: "Look at your little bit of talent!" Boss, it's not like you. As he spoke, he handed the wine jug to Song Jinfei, Song Jinfei waved his hand and said, "I drank a little too much today, and I love to talk nonsense after drinking." ”
"Miss Fu is a good girl, but her life is not good. With the reputation of being a widow, I'm afraid it will drag her down for a lifetime, don't you care? ”
Song Jinfei said truthfully: "I used to really care about it, but now...... She is indeed a good girl, although she does not like to talk much, and she has never even seen her smile, but it is undeniable that she is a very attractive person. ”
Gu Tong laughed again: "You've only been reading for a few days, so you're saying such interesting things." ”
Song Jinfei's face was hot. He glanced up at the carriage. It's going to be Shoufeng soon, will he still be able to see Fu Zhangzhu at that time? I'm afraid that when she returns to the Du family, it will be difficult to see her. The days of day and night together will soon be over.
The night was uneventful, and by the time Zhangzhu opened his eyes, it was already blue outside. The birds in the forest were noisy, and she opened the curtain and looked through a gap. Song Jinfei hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Miss Fu, what do you need help with?" ”
Palmzhu was slightly surprised, shook his head again and again, and lowered the curtain again.
After a short rest, everyone returned to the road. Gu Tong and Mao Zi took turns driving, and Song Jinfei accompanied the two women in the carriage. When Bao Yan faced this person again, he was afraid to dodge his eyes, for fear of being with him.
Song Jinfei and Zhangzhu talked about Puding, and later he fell asleep against the wall.
Zhangzhu said in his heart, he didn't sleep all night last night. She motioned for Bao Yan to add clothes for him, but Bao Yan kept beating the drum in her heart and didn't dare to approach.