Text Volume 2 My Fair Lady, A Gentleman Is Asking for It_Chapter 629 You Deserve It
After Jian Yu learned about these old things, he didn't know how to feel for a while, the person who was regarded as his father for more than 20 years was not his biological father, and his biological father was indirectly killed by his own mother, but his aunt, who had always been extremely respected, was the one who planned the whole thing. No pop-ups
His eyes closed slightly, and the eldest princess sighed lightly after seeing his appearance: "I originally wanted to hide these things from you for the rest of my life, but now there is nothing to hide from you, everything I said to you today is true, as for what you want to do in the future, you decide for yourself." ”
"I decide for myself" Jian Yu said in a low voice: "Auntie, you told me what these are for me to decide"
The eldest princess glanced at him and said, "You can get what belongs to you." ”
She said this a little vaguely, but the meaning was extremely clear, she was telling Jian Yu that if she and the emperor did not plan carefully, then the person who inherited the throne must be Jian Sheng.
And Jian Yu is Jian Sheng's only son, and he has made great contributions to Daqin over the years, the most important thing is that he has a person who loves the country and the people, and he is also extremely generous in his ordinary manners.
Jian Yu smiled coldly and said, "What originally belonged to me in this world, there has never been anything that should belong to anyone. ”
The eldest princess glanced at him, and he said: "Auntie should know that if I really want to get this Great Qin's country, there will be many opportunities, but I have never done that, not because I am cowardly, or I have no ambition, but because the person in the high position is my father, no matter how bad he is to me, in my previous opinion, he was my father." ”
The eldest princess said faintly: "I know all of what you said. ”
Jian Yu sighed softly and said, "And now you tell me that all this is not what I originally thought, auntie, can you tell me where I should go in the future?"
The eldest princess knows that Jian Yu has always had an idea, and everything in this world is in his heart.
The eldest princess knew that he didn't really want her to give him an idea when he asked her like this at this time, but to let her make a choice in this matter, and she also wanted to hear her say in person that she would support Jian Yu to pull the emperor down from the throne.
The eldest princess's lips moved slightly, and her heart was extremely uncomfortable for a while, she had spent so much effort to help the emperor ascend to the throne, but it was such a result, Jian Yu was making her admit her mistake.
There were tears in her eyes, and she said softly, "Yu'er, I'm sorry." ”
Jian Yu raised her eyes, the eldest princess didn't wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I thought things too simple and selfish back then, sometimes many things are like mirrors in my heart, but when I really encountered it, it was another kind of her feeling, that kind of fear from the depths of my heart, which finally made me make the wrong choice." ”
Over the years, the eldest princess has regretted it in her heart when she sees the emperor's way of doing things, but that regret is often replaced by the helplessness in her heart, the road is her own choice, and she has no way out.
All she could do was remedy, and the so-called remedy seemed so pale and powerless.
In her early years, when she was in the capital, she also discussed some things with the emperor in detail, and she also thought about mentioning him, but the emperor at that time was already the emperor, and he was no longer the younger brother who grew up with her.
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bsp; When she realized this, it was already too late, and she went to Qianyuan City in frustration.
She wanted to avoid those things, but the sense of responsibility in her heart was still there, and she was more powerless in her heart.
After returning to Beijing this time, after chatting with the emperor for a few days, she had already found that the emperor had become even more intensified than back then, and what she saw in her eyes and thought in her heart was almost crazy.
Jian Yu looked at the eldest princess quietly and did not speak.
After the eldest princess wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief, she looked back at him, her eyes full of determination: "Yu'er, this aunt of Daqin's thousands of miles of rivers and mountains supports you to get it, for the sake of the people of this world, you must also take action." ”
Jian Yu's eyes narrowed slightly, and the eldest princess bit her lip and said, "Although the emperor is my own brother, and I single-handedly put him on the throne, I can't be an emperor with his virtue." ”
"Does my aunt know that a lot of blood will be shed in all the changes of imperial power," Jian Yu asked rhetorically.
The eldest princess knew that he was going to kill the emperor when he asked like this, her hands trembled, tears flowed down her eyes again, and she said softly: "I know, I always know, but I know how to do all the things that need to be done." ”
It was the first time Jian Yu had seen the eldest princess crying like this, and he let out a long sigh, he knew how difficult this decision was for the eldest princess.
He said lightly: "Auntie, I have always felt that in the royal family, even if it is for rights and interests, there will still be feelings, but now I feel that the blood relationship between the royal family is so weak, it is simply about to break off the relationship, in the splendid palace, it is so cold." ”
The eldest princess closed her eyes lightly and did not speak.
Jian Yu asked again: "When my aunt made the decision to kill Jian Sheng, she may have been sad in her heart."
"I was still young at the time, and I didn't think too much about many things, but I just made the decision that I felt was the right one as things slowly developed." The eldest princess's words were straightforward: "So I didn't realize at the time that I would kill Jian Sheng." ”
Jian Yu chuckled and said, "Auntie, this is not like what you said. ”
"It's a fact." The eldest princess let out a long sigh and said: "Although I thought about what the consequences would be after Ah Jing succeeded to the throne, and I also knew that Ah Jing might not be able to tolerate Ah Sheng, but I always felt that there was still that bit of flesh and blood, and Ah Jing should not want Ah Sheng's life, so at that time, I was even thinking that after the situation of the dynasty stabilized, I would let Ah Sheng leave the capital and leave the capital with Concubine Jing and you." ”
That's what she thought at the beginning, and she had planned and prepared for it.
But things developed later, and everything was out of her control.
Everything did not develop according to her expectations, and the emperor was no longer her own brother Ajing, in the face of power, many times people would change, and she also underestimated the emperor's ambition at that time.
The emperor of that year looked gentle on his face and acted mildly, but by the time he was really ruthless, it was too late for the eldest princess to find out.
She still remembered that after Jian Sheng committed suicide, she went to the emperor and asked him why he didn't leave Jian Sheng a way to live.
At that time, the emperor replied to her like this: "Sister, if I leave him a way to live, he will leave it for me."
Is the way to live, the imperial power is supreme, the winner is the king, in this battle, it has never been his death or my death. My sister doesn't want me to die at his hands in the future."
The eldest princess couldn't accept the emperor's words at that time, but after thinking about this matter, she felt that the emperor's arrangement was not wrong.
Jian Yu sneered: "Auntie still thinks about everything too simply. ”
"yes, it's me who oversimplified everything." The eldest princess did not deny this, she said softly: "But Yu'er, in my heart, I really didn't think about killing Ah Sheng. ”
"But he died in your plan." After Jian Yu summed up this sentence, he didn't want to say anything more about this matter, he said lightly: "I won't show mercy to him, and my aunt had better be mentally prepared." ”
The eldest princess knew that he was referring to the emperor in his mouth at this time, and she nodded slightly.
She was wrong once, and she couldn't be wrong again this time.
Jian Yu seemed to know her thoughts, and after glancing at her, she asked, "Auntie is not afraid of making a wrong decision again this time."
The eldest princess said lightly: "Before, I was young and controlled by my mind, and I wouldn't be too accurate in seeing people, but if I couldn't see people at this age, my eldest princess's name would really be shouted in vain." So Yu'er, you can do it with confidence."
Jian Yu didn't speak again, and sat there still without moving.
The eldest princess heard the shouts outside, and when she left the palace, she saw the fight, and she was also a little worried at this time, in her opinion, it was the most correct time for Jian Yu to respond at this time.
So she asked softly, "Aren't you going to prepare?"
"Let's wait first," Jian Yu's tone was very light.
"What are you waiting for," the eldest princess asked, a little puzzled.
Jian Yu gently glanced at Lan Qingxuan in her arms, and said softly: "Qingxuan hasn't woken up yet, I don't worry, after she wakes up, if she can't see me, she will definitely worry about me, I promised her, I don't want her to worry about me in this life." ”
The eldest princess was stunned for a moment, she originally thought that Jian Yu said that she was going to kill the emperor with Jian Yi's hand, but she didn't expect Jian Yu to wait, but she was waiting for Lan Qingxuan to wake up.
She wanted to persuade Jian Yu at this time, but she knew how deep the relationship between Jian Yu and Lan Qingxuan was, and at this time, Lan Qingxuan had just finished giving birth, and it was normal for Jian Yu to worry about Lan Qingxuan.
It's just that at such a critical juncture, Jian Yu is worried about Lan Qingxuan, not the overall situation of the world.
She let out a long sigh and said, "You are really very similar to Ah Sheng back then. ”
Jian Yu smiled and didn't answer.
The eldest princess said softly: "I know that you are a measured child, everything is up to you." ”
Jian Yu glanced at the eldest princess and said, "Auntie is also tired all day, let's go and rest for a while, and my aunt can't help with the rest of the matter, no matter how anxious it is, it's useless." ”
The eldest princess knew that what he said was the truth, and now, no matter how anxious she was, the troops that the Chu Mansion could mobilize could not solve any problems at all, and she could be regarded as heartbroken for Daqin, and she could also let go at this time.