Regarding the question of whether Gu Qingwei was peeking at herself, Gu Qingniao finally didn't ask, because she knew that if Gu Qingwei really peeked, then he must be telling the truth, at least if he didn't ask, he could save a little face for himself.

Of course, if he hadn't brought himself supper, his face wouldn't have been able to eat.

Fortunately, Gu Qingwei didn't say anything, just let Gu Qingniao go upstairs to sleep after eating, and then went back to the room by himself. I don't know why, Gu Qingniao always felt that Gu Qingwei was a little depressed after coming back today, and he didn't know what happened.

However, Gu Qingwei is such a strong self-regulation person, why should I worry about him? Gu Qingniao thought, stuffed the baked cake into his mouth and bit it hard.

The next morning, before Gu Qingwei went out, Su Qingmu's phone called, which made Gu Qingniao a little at a loss, but he still picked it up, and after saying hello, he greeted him as usual, and then there were various topics.

Gu Qingniao actually admired Su Qingmu a lot, at least if he let himself do this kind of thing, the first thing that came to mind was if he called like this every day, would his topic dry up like this, but Su Qingmu seemed to have this confidence and didn't have to worry about it at all.

And it turns out that Su Qingmu really doesn't have to worry, his topics seem to be endless, he can often draw inferences from one another, and all kinds of extensions, and it makes Gu Qingniao feel particularly interested.

Gu Qingniao felt that it was because she had become extremely curious about the world after she had been blind these days, after all, she couldn't see anymore, and she couldn't go shopping everywhere, so she had to hear these topics from other people's mouths, and each of them attracted her attention.

But when Gu Qingniao was chatting with Su Qingmu, he couldn't help but think about it, thinking about whether he might also have that kind of feelings for Su Qingmu, but no matter what Gu Qingniao thought, it seemed to be an unlikely thing, so Gu Qingniao gave up, just chatting with Su Qingmu and passing the time.

Su Qingmu's phone call is a combination of work and rest, and after the morning call, there will be no more in the afternoon, Gu Qingniao knows it, whether this guy wants to leave a little time for himself, or he feels that it is too much, or it is a trick to get away with it, in short, this concept and method are quite deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, at least Gu Qingniao himself is not too disgusted.

So it was another boring afternoon, and Gu Qingniao spent his time wandering between pressing the dial button and not pressing it for a whole number of hours, until Gu Qingxiao came back, and the call didn't go out.

Gu Qingwei looked at him with a funny look and said, "If you want to fight, just call him, it's not such a thing!" If he is really ruthless and unrighteous, at least you can still have a long pain as a short pain, you have been entangled like this, in case your emotions accumulate to a certain extent, and one day it will collapse, Lanling told you bad news, can you bear it? ”

Gu Qingniao was stunned for a moment, she didn't think about such a problem, Gu Qingxiao's worry was exactly what she was also worried about, but she really didn't have the courage to make this call, probably this is the so-called timidity, right?

Sighing and putting the phone in his pocket, Gu Qingniao asked, "So why do you keep pleading me for a showdown with Lanling?" ”

Gu Qingwei laughed: "Did I pry you to have a showdown with him?" It's clear that you're worried about yourself, whether Lanling will have a showdown with you, I just want to push you, and the province will fall into passivity when the time comes, and then it's not easy to do. Now if you make it clear to Lanling directly, no matter what the result is, at least you can still make a choice in peace now, if you wait until Lanling talks to you first, can you accept it? ”

Gu Qingniao was silent, what Gu Qingwei said was not wrong, at least if she took the initiative to ask, if the answer was bad, at least she could accept it, but if she really waited for Lanling to take the initiative to say, or one day she would see it, what the result would be, she couldn't tell herself.

But the truth is understood, but if the things in this world can be solved by the truth, then there is no emotion or anything, Gu Qingniao still can't figure it out after all, can't let go, can't make this call, can only wait, waiting for when he can let go a little, and then go to Lanling.

Gu Qingwei said again at this time: "And you still have a little advantage now, don't you?" At least your eyes are blind to help Lanling, and now he still remembers your good, but a character like him, will this little favor be remembered for a lifetime? Wait until one day he forgets, and you go over and ask, isn't that even more terrifying? ”

Gu Bluebird's heart chuckled, and he said loudly: "You are enough!" Why is it that something is in your mouth and it becomes like a deal? If Lanling and I become intimate because of these eyes, then I don't feel very comfortable in my heart! ”

"Whether you're comfortable or not, only you know, and even if you don't think so, will you really think that way when the time comes? If you can do whatever you want, why can't you even make a phone call? What's the use of thinking too much? And I'm not treating things as a transaction, I'm just stating the facts, even if you don't think so in your heart, but this equivalent form will not change in everyone's heart, or how to say that everyone has a scale in their hearts? It's something subtle, and you simply can't help it. What's more, people like me and me, who have been unlucky since childhood, know better than you that feelings and luck are unreliable, only the most essential things are more reliable, what is the most essential? It's the human heart! ”

It is rare for Gu Qingwei to say such a long sentence so seriously, and the heart of Gu Qingniao is dripping blood, she knows that what Gu Qingwei said is true, and she also knows that she is just hope, but for her, hopes and dreams can never be separated.

She finally knew why Gu Qingwei usually didn't have much energy, and he had to get by, lazily like eating and waiting for death, because he was unlucky since he was a child, even if he went all out, most of them didn't have good results in the end, so until now, he didn't have the heart to fight for anything.

It is precisely because there is no hope, no dreams, and no desire to fight for it, so it is really fair to take the rod scale in my heart, so what I say will hurt the most.

Because of his words, you have always understood in your heart, but you have never wanted to admit it, if you admit it, it will inevitably pierce your heart, and it will hurt if you pierce your heart, who likes to hurt?

With a tangled face, Gu Qingniao went upstairs angrily, didn't say he wanted to eat dinner, and went back to his room to lock himself up.

Then in the middle of the night she regretted it, because she was hungry.

Fortunately, at this time, someone will send her supper, and it is sad autumn who comes to send supper today, and I don't know how they know that they are hungry now, everyone is so ripe, but think about it, I don't seem to have any hobbies except eating now, and there is always nothing wrong with doing what I like.

Beiqiu's statement is that he saw a more famous scallion pancake still on sale nearby, so he bought a few pieces and ate it with the ancient blue bird.

In fact, for Gu Qingniao, the friendship of eating food together is actually a little deeper than other friendships, probably this is the world of foodies? Gu Bluebird himself couldn't say clearly.

Eating the fragrant scallion pancakes, Gu Qingniao thought about what Gu Qingwei said today, and couldn't help asking, "Why didn't you call me in Lanling?" Aren't you familiar with him? Can you guess? ”

Beiqiu was stunned for a moment, and said: "I'm not very familiar with Lanling, and I haven't been back to Fengcheng recently, I don't know what Lanling has been busy with recently, probably because there are too many things to do and I don't have time, I heard that the thing that escaped from the ghost prison recently has arrived in the northeast." ”

"Really?" Gu Qingniao always felt that Beiqiu was casually saying to comfort her.

"Did I do you any good of lying to you?" Beiqiu said with a smile.

Gu Qingniao thought about it, it is indeed no good, if Beiqiu really has that kind of thought about himself, the best way is to despise Lanling fiercely, and tell Gu Qingniao Lanling that he must have forgotten her, and then he can take advantage of the situation, and now that he says this, it must be a reasonable guess, and there is no inference of any feelings.

Gu Qingniao sighed, and could only comfort himself and said: "Lanling has never liked to make phone calls, maybe he doesn't have the consciousness to call me!" ”

"Then why don't you take the initiative to call it?" Beiqiu asked casually.

Gu Qingniao's face turned red all of a sudden, why didn't she take the initiative to call it, she herself had been struggling for several days, why she knew it in her heart, but she couldn't say it.

When Beiqiu looked at her, she also smiled and didn't continue the topic, and said, "Aren't you quite stinky with Qin Duanyu?" It's better to call and ask Qin Duanyu. ”

Gu Qingniao said helplessly: "I asked, but the thing on Qin Duanyu's body hasn't been solved yet, and he was locked up at home by Old Man Qin all day and was not allowed to go out, and he couldn't receive any news, so he didn't know what Lanling was doing after he went back." Not to mention the golden finch and golden pupils, ordinary people, they haven't even inquired about the affairs of Lanling. ”

"That's really ......" Beiqiu wanted to speak and stopped, but he really didn't say anything, Gu Qingniao felt that he couldn't find any suitable words to describe his conceptual state.

Throwing the paper bag of scallion pancakes aside, Gu Qingniao sighed and lay on the bed and said, "It doesn't matter anyway, I'll wait a little longer, wait until I save enough money......"

Beiqiu looked at the defenseless appearance of the ancient bluebird lying on the bed, the soft body in the moonlight, and couldn't help but slowly stretched out a hand.

"Meow!"

Beiqiu was stunned for a moment, turned into black smoke and disappeared.