I can't understand how Xia Zicheng insisted on his ideas unwaveringly in such a stiff and embarrassing atmosphere.

It's just that I can't understand him, and he won't let me go either.

In this way, we have maintained this cold relationship.

The first month is a lively month, everyone is celebrating the arrival of the new year, when I stayed in the Depth of Field Palace last year, I could feel it, every day from the beginning of the eyes, I was busy, to send congratulatory gifts to the Queen Mother, New Year's greetings, go to the prescribed etiquette, but also in their own palace, accept other people's congratulations.

Once people are lively, they will not feel lonely and lonely, nor will they feel cold.

Only when you are alone, look around you, there is no one who can talk to you, at that time, the feeling of loneliness and powerlessness will come to your heart.

I once secretly asked Guo Ge, he always looks cold, is he himself like to be alone, but he said no, no one likes endless loneliness, it's just that some people can endure it, endure it, and slowly get used to it.

I used to think that I was the kind of person who couldn't stand it, but there was always a time when I subverted my own thinking, and I found that I was wrong, and I could bear it, and I endured it for a long time.

After a long, long time, one day I was thinking about this question, and only this answer could explain why I had come to this point.

The future, which no one expected, is approaching me step by step.

Xia Zicheng is a person who keeps promises, and as soon as the year is over, he moved me out, saying that in order to let me take better care of the children, he changed my living environment, and the underground cell is still too cold, and it is winter, which is really bad for the children, but I know that he just changed me to a better place to guard.

I remember that he seemed to have said that he wanted to keep someone, even if he broke all her wings, he would keep her, even if that person did not belong to him.

What a terrible possessiveness.

Or rather, it's already a pathology.

I regretted that I shouldn't have provoked him in the first place, even if I was trapped in the mountains, I shouldn't have pushed the door open.

After thinking about it, it seems impossible, because when Luo Qinfeng was by my side, I couldn't ignore her and let her suffer with me, I wouldn't make this choice, so I would still open the door, and I would still walk in.

During this time of detention, I once sat down with Natsuko to have a good conversation.

When we talked about the past, he told me that he had murderous intentions against me twice when he was in the mountain hut, once when we had just broken into the hut, and once when I took off his mask.

At this time, I realized that the hut did not belong to him, and he also investigated the matter of the Shadow Pavilion, and only went to the place, which was indeed a little close to the Shadow Pavilion, but fortunately he didn't find out the true location of the Shadow Pavilion.

When he arrived at the mountain hut, there was no one in the house, but the furnishings were still normal, indicating that there were still people living here not long ago, and most importantly, the owner of the house was likely to come back, so Xia Zicheng planned to wait there at that time.

He didn't wait for the owner of the hut, but he waited for me and Luo Qinfen.

When we first entered, he recognized me and knew that I was from the Luo family, so he was afraid that his identity would be exposed, so he wanted to kill me, but after thinking about it, I didn't know who he was, he was wearing a mask, we had met once before, and he thought I was okay, so he wanted to say pretend to be the owner of the house and wait and see what happened.

He waited for the real owner of the cottage while he searched for my information.

Sure enough, during our conversation, he knew the reason why I was here, so I was no threat to him.

He was still worried about one thing, the owner of the hut could come back at any time, and it would be even worse if he killed someone.

At that time, he was still a fugitive former prince, and the power in his hands had just been restored, and he still had big plans to plan, so he wouldn't spend too much time on me.

What really interested him in me was the night when he watched the snow that day.

His heart has been shaking during that time, I know that Xia Zicheng's original nature is not bad, he has thought about it, just don't fight for this throne, just let his younger brother be it.

Who would have thought?

I didn't expect that it was my words that changed his mind.

That night, he made a decision to go back and get back where it should have been.

After another conversation with me, he made up his mind completely, including helping me decide my future.

Language is really a powerful thing, and it can even turn decay into magic, and magic into decay.

All of this was done by me unintentionally.

It may seem like an infinite number of accidental collisions, but the final point is the only inevitability.

However, he still didn't fully believe me.

He was not allowed to reveal his identity until he had accomplished his great cause, and I, at that very moment, took off his mask.

So, that was the second time he had murderous intentions towards me.

Yes, even though we've been talking so far, even though I seem to be important to him, he still has the idea of killing me.

Xia Zicheng told me that the reason why he dismissed his thoughts was because he understood one thing from all the details and in front of my eyes, that is, I didn't know him.

I don't know Xia Zicheng, I don't even know the existence of Xia Zicheng, I don't know what kind of identity he is, I don't know how much impact his identity will have on him, and I don't know that the three words Xia Zicheng have caused him to kill himself.

It's because of my ignorance.

Let me survive.

He let me live, so I am his thing, and he envy me for always being able to see a fun world, because this world is in his eyes, no matter how you look at it, you can't see the word fun.

He envies, he wants, so he will never let go, just like once he decides that he wants to get the throne back, he will definitely go to get it back.

If you think so, you will do it.

I admire his decision, his ability to act with determination, but only admiration.

All along, I had a question that puzzled me.

I, Luo Qinlin, what is this person to Xia Zicheng?

Is it like? Is it love? Or is it simply possessive?

Do you know how Xia Zicheng answered?

Xia Zicheng told me that it was a canary that belonged to him.

A bird that always wants to fly away.

In his opinion, my fake death was a rebellious farce, and now he has ended this farce with his own hands, so he will not allow it, I will run away again, if I really do this, then my end will be miserable and miserable.

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