Chapter 716: The Old Lady's Heartache
Jun Changning looked at Bai Heran with an unkind gaze, and his heart was trembling, and the secret way was not good.
Sure enough, I heard Bai He say: "Since Concubine Kang is still going to be so quick to insult my dead mother in the end, then it's no wonder that I am." I will definitely remember to tell my father and queen mother, whether the second princess is still alive or not, it is also very necessary to send another princess to Hangan. Now that the shoreless sea is raging, Dongqin can't reach the war with the north anymore, so he can only wronged our six princesses to take the road of harmony. Concubine Kang Niangniang, rest assured, I will definitely let the sixth princess embark on the journey to Hangan as soon as possible. ”
Concubine Kang's face turned white suddenly, and before she could speak, she heard Jun Changning scream, but she didn't scream at Bai Heran, but at her mother-in-law, "You poisonous woman!" Bai Mingzhu, you poisonous woman! Why are you so vicious? Seeing your daughter being fed poison, you have to hesitate for so long to come up with the antidote. As soon as the white crane saw Bai Zhenzhen's poisonous hair, he immediately rescued her, what about you? You actually can't bear to let me suffer for so long, and you can actually watch me almost be hurt to death, are you my own mother? Am I your own child? ”
Jun Changning's hatred for Bai Mingzhu has reached its peak, and this hatred has not just begun, but has begun to spread little by little in the process of her poisoning. Because she saw the hesitation in Bai Mingzhu's eyes, and also saw Bai Heran's joy in saving Bai Zhenzhen. Compared with the two, how can she think that she feels that she is not born to Bai Mingzhu, otherwise how can there be a mother like this to her daughter?
But think about it again...... "Yes, you are even willing to do it with your own biological mother, what can your biological daughter be worth?" Bai Mingzhu I want to kill you when I am poisoned, but I can't, I still have to crawl at your feet, please, please save me. But what about you? You hesitated for so long, knowing that you would have to delay an hour to get medicine back to the palace, how much I have suffered this time, you just don't want to think about it. Bai Mingzhu, is there a mother like you? Is there a daughter like you? ”
Jun Changning complained, "Anyway, I don't blame you for this, I can forgive you." But you shouldn't have been, you shouldn't have to be happy with your mouth to this point, and you have to scold other people's mothers. You're going to be sent to the cold palace, what else do you have? This is clearly blaming me! Are you unable to get good and don't want to look at me, do you have to take me to the funeral if you have to die yourself? Okay now, I can't put off this trip anyway, are you satisfied? ”
Jun Changning yelled like crazy, poking Bai Mingzhu's heart every word.
But how could she refute it? She couldn't refute it, because what Jun Changning said was right, she was really hesitant before, she did look at her daughter's painful appearance, and she was still thinking about whether she should come up with an antidote.
It's just that she never expected to scold Chun Yulan for a while, and Bai Heran actually wanted to settle this account on Jun Changning's head, which she didn't expect. And Jun Changning's reaction was something she didn't expect.
Bai Mingzhu was stupid, but Jun Changning was still there and kept talking, she said: "How can I trust a person like you, how can I trust a poisonous woman who even poisons her own mother?" Everyone says that I am a gentleman, but no matter how domineering I am, no matter how resentful I am, and no matter how desperate I am, I will never attack my biological mother, which is something I never thought of. But you have made a good example for me, it turns out that all family affection in this world can be compromised for interests, even if I am your daughter, even if she is your mother! She stretched out her hand to the old lady, and suddenly found that the old lady actually sat up, staring at their side, looking at the concubine Kang who had been surrounded by the palace people.
Jun Changning was stunned, "Grandmother, you ......"
"Changning, my grandmother, like you, crawled around the Ghost Gate Pass and came back. It's just that I was pulled back by Ah Ran, and my daughter didn't give me the antidote in the end! ”
The old lady looked at Bai Mingzhu in despair, and the tears in her eyes couldn't stop flowing.
"O daughter whom I think about day and night! I took care of my eldest daughter in my arms! When you were first born, you were like a kitten, and you didn't cry, and you had a hard time panting. The midwife said that you have weak qi and pulses, so you have to take care of it, and if you are not careful, it will be easy to feed you. I'll just hold you, I don't dare to let go for a moment, for fear that as soon as I withdraw your hand, you will be out of breath, and I can't wait to hold you like that without sleeping all night.
Later, when you were older, your qi and blood finally came back, and I was not so tired. But everything is still close to you, and every morning, the first thing that comes to mind is whether you slept well or not, and whether you have nightmares at night. Every day, you have to think about what breakfast you like to eat, and then ask the cook to cook it for you. Until now, there is still a cook in my yard who can make meatloaf, because the meatloaf is your favorite food, as soon as I eat the meatloaf, it feels like you are still in the house, let's sit together for breakfast, I will give you all the meat filling in the pie, and you will throw me all the dough you don't like. ”
The old lady wiped her tears as she spoke, "On the day you got married, I sent you out of the house with a smile, and everyone said that my daughter was promising, and as soon as she entered the palace, she was a concubine, and she directly became the master and mother." But no one knew, and my eyes were almost blind from crying just because of this. I don't have that much ambition and don't want my daughter to marry into the palace, because then I won't be able to see you often, and I'll miss you. Later, the emperor was gracious and allowed me to visit the palace every month, and I was so happy that I couldn't sleep for several nights when I was about to go to see you. I'm afraid that you won't be used to eating in the palace, so I will ask someone to bake meat cakes overnight the night before the first night, and send them to the palace the next day to keep for you to eat slowly. But Mingzhu, I don't know why, you soon don't like to eat the meatloaf in the house, not only do you not like to eat meatloaf, but you even ...... Even my mother, I'm about to disown it. ”
The old lady coughed for a while, and despite the dissuasion of the people around her, she was still talking: "I remember clearly, since the eleventh time I entered the palace, you began to show boredom. At that time, it had not been a year since you entered the palace, and it had already become unrecognizable to me. You told me that when you enter the palace, you must abide by the rules of the palace, although I am your mother, but you are the master, the emperor's woman, and the courtiers must kneel when they see their mother. I don't have an opinion, it's certain to follow the rules, so I knelt. But you wouldn't let me get up, so you made me kneel there and talk to you for a while, until my knees began to hurt, and then you allowed me to get up. ”
When the old lady said this, she stretched out her hand and rubbed her knees, and then smiled bitterly with tears, "It doesn't hurt anymore, after Ah Ran came back, he almost cured all the diseases on my body, and these two legs are not as painful as before." O pearl! Maybe you will say, which of the servants in the palace doesn't kneel all day long, why am I so delicate? Yes, I'm a little more delicate, because after all, I grew up in an environment that doesn't require me to kneel around. I'm not used to it, and I'm not prepared. But as soon as I stand up, you will give the order to expel the guests, and I will leave the palace. Later, in order to talk to you more and look at you a few more times, I knelt as much as I could, and even knelt until my legs were numb. ”
Bai Zhenzhen couldn't listen to it anymore, and asked Bai Mingzhu with a crying voice: "Do you still have a conscience?" Your mother, in order to see you more, to stay with you a little longer, would rather kneel in front of you, and would rather open her knees. Bai Mingzhu, what do you think? How did you manage to see your mother kneeling in front of you and still pretend like nothing happened? ”
Bai Mingzhu didn't speak, a little distracted, obviously thinking about the past.
The old lady took the words, "Mingzhu, I know that you complain that your mother is incompetent, you can't support you, you can't be your powerful backer, and you can't sit on the concubine throne." But the pearl! You can't always try to climb to the top, you go back and see, how many people are not as good as you? How many people still have to climb up a little bit from a little show girl? You are a concubine when you enter the palace, this is already the emperor's grace to the Wenguo Mansion, do you think that if you were not born in the Wenguo Mansion, you would get such an honor? People can't be too greedy, you have to know how to stop in moderation, you weren't like this when you were a child, but why did you change after entering the palace? ”
Bai Mingzhu didn't know why she changed after entering the palace, maybe it was because there were too many people with status and status in the palace, she saw and listened a lot, so she naturally wanted to be like them.
But it may also be because although the palace is full of beauty, the end of the excitement is loneliness. All of them wear masks, none of them can speak sincerely, all of them calculate each other, and none of them can be sincerely trusted.
She knew that she was too much to her mother, but she knew that if she wanted to live well, her mother couldn't help her anymore, and it was her eldest brother who could really help her. Only when the eldest brother soars, can her position in the palace be maintained, or even go further.
So she was willing to walk around with Bai Xingyan, and she always heard Bai Xingyan say that the old lady was not facing him, but towards the second child.
Later, gradually, she faded to the old lady.
But in the end, this is her own mother, Bai Mingzhu thought, now that she has ended up like this, she is about to be beaten into the cold palace, which seems to be a sure fact. But there is still a glimmer of life in front of her, if the old lady can help her say something, maybe Bai Heran will listen, as long as Bai Heran listens, she still has hope.
So, Bai Mingzhu turned to the old lady and knelt down with a plop.
"Mother, I was wrong, I really know it's wrong! I didn't want to poison you, I was just carried away by Changning's affairs. You don't know, the emperor is going to marry Changning to Hangan, I don't want my daughter to be sent to that kind of place! So I begged Ah Ran, I begged her for help, but she didn't help, her heart was not in our Bai family at all. I held a grudge against her, and I made a big mistake. Mother, I really didn't mean to hurt you, so forgive me this time! ”