My father also hated my grandparents, I thought that at my father's age, he would be relieved when he became famous, but it turned out that my father's hatred was just as hidden as mine.

The reason why I care so much about the passing of the spirit of the old building is because it resonates with me, about the outcast.

My biological parents gave me life, but they abandoned me and let me grow up in the orphanage, I thought that my parents abandoned me because I was born with some defects like most children, but as I was in the orphanage, the adults in the orphanage would let me do some work that other children could not do, and the families who came to the orphanage to adopt children would also give priority to me, so that I understood that I was completely healthy, or even better. If it weren't for the dean's insistence, I might have been picked out a long time ago, but here I still thank the dean for choosing a father with a similar background to me, so that I would not have to change the environment to taste the life under the careful host.

But I'm still abandoned, like the old campus, is the old campus really too old to be usable? I think the leaders of the school know the answer, but they still chose the new one, for various reasons, I don't think it's bad, but this choice always gives me a sense of sadness that the birds are gone, the good bow is hidden, the cunning rabbit is dead, and the lackeys are cooking.

And the most ironic thing is that I am also the one who chooses this result, I treat the old building as an inanimate object, I think it is good to change the environment, and I never thought that this school that has trained so many students should not end up being demolished in the end.

Cao Yu's sadness must also contain some anger at my choice, and I finally didn't go up to grab the spirit of the old building, but stood where I was, watching it leave.

The old building has no soul, and I, the parent who abandoned it, finally became the person I hate the most, maybe my biological parents also think I'm in the way.

"Xiaoyan, in fact, I shouldn't say what I think in front of you, life is moving forward, you still have me, I don't know why you suddenly have this idea, but I hope you can turn this hatred into your driving force to keep moving forward, the saint always says not to fight with others, but the essence of society is the law of the jungle, we were weak at the beginning, but if we survive, we have the right to fight for our own life, this is also your father and my true words."

My father's words were heartfelt, and of course I listened to them, after all, he was from the past.

"I see, Dad."

I nodded, and began to eat breakfast, my father looked at me with a complicated expression, wanted to ask me something, but did not intend to speak, and finally, stood up, came to me, patted me on the shoulder, picked up a breakfast and went back to my room.

I finished breakfast quickly, although there is no hard and fast rule that you need to go very early today, if you have confidence in yourself, you are absolutely sure of the college entrance examination, you can come at nine o'clock, and sleep lazily at home, but when there are words like absolute in general, the threat is very heavy, who can have 100% confidence in being admitted to the university of their choice, I am not sure.

The old man was waiting for her downstairs at Cao Yu's house, and pressed the walkie-talkie number on the iron door downstairs, and the aunt's gentle voice came.

But my aunt's words surprised me.

"It's Xiaoyan, I'm really sorry, Yu'er is a little uncomfortable today, and she may have to go to school later."

Uncomfortable? I smiled self-deprecatingly, it seems that yesterday's incident has distanced me from Cao Yu, and it is normal for her to be uncomfortable, I didn't express any negative emotions, but I just said to my aunt with concern.

"Is Yu'er uncomfortable? That auntie, tell her for me that your body is important, today's exam is actually not that important, and take a good rest at home. ”

"Well, Xiaoyan is a good boy, Auntie knows."

The sound on the other end of the intercom disappeared, and I sighed and walked out of the community.

At Cao Yu's house, my aunt hung up the phone at the door, walked to the living room, looked at Cao Yu, who was holding a pillow and lying by the window, watching me leave the back, came to her side, and asked with concern.

"Yu'er, what happened, if you can, can you talk to your mother?"

Cao Yu shook her head, her eyes pulled back from my figure, and she looked at her aunt and reluctantly showed a reassuring smile.

"Mom, I'm fine, you don't have to worry, I'll go to today's exam."

"This ......, Xiao Yan has said it, you don't have to be reluctant, if you are not feeling well......"

"Mom, I said, I'm fine."

Cao Yu walked into her room by herself and closed the door.

The aunt sighed, thinking about what happened, it seems that she has to wait until Lao Cao comes back and goes to Xia Fengqing to ask if there is an emotional problem between the two children.

is different from ordinary parents who are afraid of their children's early love, Cao Yu's parents like to speak very much, plus they and Zhiyan's father are college classmates, the best friends, and they basically know the roots, so they have no objection to being with Cao Yu.

In other words, in their eyes, they insist on being worthy of their family's Yu'er, and other boys, like other parents, have a rejection attitude.

……

Walking on the road, he insisted that Saturday morning was really too deserted, and few breakfast shops were open.

Putting on headphones, playing soothing music, and using music to dispel my sorrows, at this time, Li Huan came to my side at some point, and I looked at him with some wonder.

"You're on the same path as me."

Li Huan glanced at me and pointed to the back, and I found that Fang Wei and Guan Yeluo, who saw me and looked away, were coming out of my community.

I asked Li Huan beside me in surprise: "You live here like this, don't you live in the Qingding Sect Master?"

"The sect master said that everyone should be as close as possible, so I bought a house in your community."

"You mean, the Qingding Sect Master is also here."

"yes, it's hard to understand."

I covered my head in discomfort, wasn't that adding to the chaos?

This wave of people living here may cause some trouble, isn't this destroying the peaceful life of his family?

"Oh,", Li Huan remembered something and patted his head, I didn't expect that this thing would be shocked since it was learned.

"The sect master said that he was going to visit the neighbors, and it seems that you will go first."

"What?!"

I asked rhetorically close to a growl.

Since Qingding is coming to my house, he, an old fox, is definitely a weasel who didn't have a good intention to pay New Year's greetings, and I always felt that I was ready to go home reflexively, but at this time, Li Huan grabbed me and shook his head at me.

"Insist, don't worry, the sect master is really an ordinary office worker, you don't need to be too nervous."

Can I not be nervous? He's a top of the blue.

I didn't even think about letting go of Li Huan's hand and walking towards home.