When I came out of the warm room, I felt a little cold, and I couldn't help but tighten my clothes.

But in fact, the weather was fine today, and there were still a few sparse stars twinkling in the sky, but I felt as if some monster was hiding in the darkness of the sky to spy on me. Moreover, it had a mocking smile in its eyes.

I don't know why, but I always felt that this plan would not be successful. Sometimes I even feel like it's like a farce, yes.

Maybe, right? We haven't figured out what kind of person the murderer is, or whether it's a human or a zombie, so many things have been done, it's not a farce, but what is it?

Perhaps, the real murderer is secretly watching us snickering, right?

But what can we do in the current situation?

Anyway, just do it. Even if it doesn't work out, it's just a matter of finding another way.

I just hope that there will be no more victims.

At this time, I actually had a feeling of aggrieved that I couldn't find a place to punch with all my strength. Although I am now an earth spirit body, I have not really met a master to show it. I really can't wait to find that murderer immediately, and fight him with dignity, integrity, and real guns, no matter what the result is, it must end up in a happy end. It's a terrible feeling to not be able to find where the enemy is hiding like this.

I thought again, if it wasn't for the Emperor Xudu who came to me and asked me to be the judge of this world, what would I be like now?

I must still be working in the same software company, waking up early and working late at night, struggling with those vulnerabilities, data, and code every day. I am tired and exhausted every day, and I receive a little salary every month, and I am anxious when it comes to the repayment date.

I won't meet Qin Taotian, I won't meet Qin Ziyao, I won't meet Yang Shouzheng, Mr. Xiaolin, Xue Ling, and I won't live in a big villa like now, with more than a dozen servants serving.

Perhaps, I won't meet Liao Xurong again, and I won't have Yuan Yue again, and I will never know about the existence of Zhu'er and Tang Jiang.

Perhaps, I will still fall in love with Guo Tingting, maybe I am already married, and we live our little life peacefully, difficult and fulfilling, warm and inevitably bitter.

Speaking of which, which kind of life do I prefer?

I can't tell.

If I were to live that kind of ordinary and difficult life now, and I had to have a headache to repay various loans every month, I really couldn't get by. That kind of life, it's a headache to think about.

But what kind of life do I live now? Am I really satisfied?

Of course not.

Sometimes I'm scared.

Therefore, no matter what kind of life it is, in fact, a person will not be satisfied, he always thinks that another life must be better, and he always feels that God has wronged him.

So...... Be content, no matter what, at least I don't have to worry about food and clothing now, and I don't have to worry about repaying various loans every month. Although what I am doing now is too incredible, but in life, I am already much better than many people, what more can I ask for?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh and sit down on the grass. The grass was a little damp, but I didn't care.

"What are you sighing about?" Lin Heping's voice sounded behind him.

I glanced back and saw Lin Heping standing behind me with a smile.

"Nothing." I said hurriedly.

Lin Heping sat down beside me.

"Listening to your sighs, I think my heart is inadequate, right?" Lin Heping said with a smile, "People are like this, they are always dissatisfied with their current situation, and they always think that it would be good if it was like this, and it would be good if it was like that." Don't you know that the ancients said well, life is not as expected, and it is often eight or nine times out of ten. Hardly a person's life is perfect. ”

I looked back at Lin Heping and said with a smile: "Looking at you like this, it seems that you yourself are very touched." ”

Lin Heping said with a smile: "Even if it is." In fact, almost everyone's life is like this, they are constantly overcoming one difficulty after another, but in the end they are all going to die. I've lived in the human world for so many years, and you probably know what I've been through. Buddhists say that life is impermanent, and unpaid is suffering, which is what they mean. ”

I pondered for a moment and said with a smile, "It seems that when many people get older, most of them will believe in Buddhism, what is the reason for this?" ”

Lin Heping said: "Maybe I have experienced too much, and I have seen the world clearly, so I want to find a quiet corner in my heart to calm my heart." ”

I nodded, but didn't speak.

Lin Heping suddenly looked at me and smiled, and said, "Actually, I should know your current mentality better. ”

"Oh? You talk about it. I said.

Lin Heping said with a smile: "Then I said that you don't have to be angry." Actually, you're just temporarily losing your purpose and direction in life. ”

I couldn't help but feel a stir in my heart.

Lin Heping continued: "In the past, your goal in life was very simple, that is, to make money desperately. Even if you don't want to, every month the bank's text message will remind you, so that you can't stop for a moment, you can only keep trying, and you don't have time to think about anything else. But now, you don't have to worry about these things, and the murderer has no clue, so you start thinking about it. ”

I have to admit that Lin Heping does have a point. He has been through so many things, and many things are really clear.

Lin Heping continued: "Have you heard of the Maros demand model? ”

I nodded and said, "I've heard of it." ”

Lin Heping said: "You have now solved the problem of food and clothing, and your physiological needs have been solved; Now that you are rich in material conditions and your kung fu is already very high, your security needs have naturally been solved; And many people are with you, need your help, need your protection, and the social needs are naturally no problem. So, what you should do now is to realize your self-worth and be respected by everyone. That's the direction you should give yourself right now. ”

"Realize your self-worth?" I muttered and repeated.

Lin Heping nodded and said seriously: "Yes." As the saying goes, with great power comes great responsibility. Now that you have gained a lot of things, you should find a way to do your best and give back some of your value to this society. Because...... You're taking up too many social resources, and at the end of the day, that's what you should be doing. Heaven has chosen you to be the judge of this world, giving you the ability to be different from ordinary people, and it is certainly not for nothing. You should fully apply your abilities and do what you are supposed to do. These are predestined, and you can't escape them. ”

Lin Heping smiled as he spoke, and continued: "You can escape emotional things, you can't escape this kind of thing. ”

I knew that Lin Heping was talking about Guo Tingting, Lin Miaoyin and other girls, so I couldn't help blushing and said, "I didn't think about running away from anything. ”

"Didn't you? That's good, that's good......" Lin Heping said.

I thought about changing the subject, but I glanced in the direction of the room and said, "I don't know if their live broadcast is almost over." ”

Lin Heping said: "There should be some time. But...... Does this live broadcast have any effect, you shouldn't have a bottom in your own heart, right? ”

I was silent.

Lin Heping said: "Obviously you don't have a bottom in your heart, and you are still messing around with them, which means that you don't seriously want to be responsible at all." This also shows in another way that you are actually running away from this in your heart. ”

I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, because I couldn't deny that Lin Heping really said what was on my mind.

I'm really lazy. As long as I can worry about food and clothing, and then I can't wait for my daily life to only eat and sleep, and other things, I rarely take the initiative to do at all.

Lin Heping stood up, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "Think about it and do what you have to do." ”

After saying that, he turned around and walked into the house.

I shouted behind Lin Heping: "When I'm done with everything and the world is peaceful, I should be able to rest for a while, right?" ”

Lin Heping waved his hand, and he didn't go into the house with his head.