Unwanted pregnancy
It shouldn't be so unlucky, right?"
"I don't know, if I'm really pregnant, I don't want to live."
Liu Xiaoai didn't want to speculate, and she was also very worried, so she went to the pharmacy downstairs to buy early pregnancy test strips.
When she was pregnant for the first time, she was still very young, she was not married, and she felt very ashamed when she was pregnant, so after finding out from the Internet that she could use the early pregnancy test strip, she secretly chose a very far pharmacy to buy the test strip, for fear of being recognized.
Now, she is also in her thirties, and even if she is pregnant, it is not a shameful thing, so she was nervous, but she did not feel ashamed, and bought a test strip directly at the pharmacy downstairs.
Chen Song had just sent Xiaobao to kindergarten and had just returned home at this time.
Liu Xiaoai had something on her mind, her face was not good, and she didn't take care of Chen Song, so she went to the toilet alone with the test strip.
No matter how nervous or scared she is, she still has to face it.
Urine was placed at one end of the pregnancy test strip, and soon two distinct red bars appeared.
This is really a trick.
Children can't have it.
Because during this time, Chen Song has been taking medicine because of his health, and the doctor said that he can't have children, which will affect the fetus.
Even if they can have children, with the current economic situation of the two of them, they can't afford to raise them.
The only thing that can be done now is to have a miscarriage.
Liu Xiaoai had a miscarriage in her first pregnancy, and she cried for a long time.
Xiaobao is her second child, and she is fully prepared. So the family is looking forward to the child with joy.
But now, all parties do not allow Liu Xiaoai to give birth to this child.
Liu Xiaoai's mind was very chaotic, and she felt that her whole person was going to explode, but she had no place to vent her anger.
After Chen Song learned the result, he didn't dare to talk to Liu Xiaoai.
This is a sin he has done, but the consequences are borne by Liu Xiaoai alone.
More than a month pregnant, according to the time of pregnancy, it is less than 20 days pregnant.
Liu Xiaoai is a very sensitive physique, which is why she began to react so early.
For a twenty-day-old embryo the size of a grain of millet, two people may not feel anything, and they do not have natural affection like they do for Xiaobao.
What they are worried about now is Liu Xiaoai's body.
Abortion surgery, for a woman, is harmful to the body.
Moreover, no matter how small the embryo is, it is also its own species, and it is impossible to say that it is not sad at all.
But this child really can't have it.
The two looked at each other silently for a while, and then Liu Xiaoai said, "It's still early, and you won't be able to go for surgery until at least forty or fifty days." I went to work first, and then I went to the hospital in a few days for a check-up. ”
Chen Song hugged Liu Xiaoai for a while, and said sadly: "I'll just cut myself off and turn myself into a eunuch, I can't help it all day long, and you will suffer too." ”
Liu Xiaoai knew that he was joking to comfort herself, but she didn't have the heart to laugh, she just struggled to break away from Chen Song's arms, picked up her bag and went to work in the store.
Even if the sky falls, as long as she can still move, she can't delay going to work.
This is the main source of income for the family, and Chen Song's salary is more than 3,000 yuan, which is really unreliable.
Liu Xiaoai is mentally tired and sleepy, and it naturally has an impact psychologically.
What she is most worried about now is that in addition to going to the cold operating table, the shop will not be able to open after the operation.