Chapter 198: Where Are You Going?
Jian Ran originally felt that he was a person who was very able to control his emotions, at least under a calm and waveless face, few people could spy on the truth or falsehood.
But since meeting Fu Wenfang, Jian Ran often feels that he has nothing to hide, and Fu Wenxiao is like an old man, easily grasping all his emotions.
But he is always separated from Fu Wenfeng by a distance. That kind of distance sometimes emerges and sometimes disappears, and the decision is not in Jian Ran, but in Fu Wenfang.
When he wanted to get closer, the distance disappeared, and when he isolated himself, the distance was in front of Jian Ran.
Jian Ran felt distressed, but helpless.
Some people say that Jian Ran is simply moaning without illness, not knowing the blessing in the blessing, with a perfect person like Fu Wenxiao loving and caring, where is there anything unsatisfactory.
But Jian Ran, as a person who accepts love, knows the pain in it.
It is often the person who gives who has the right to choose to give or leave, and the person who passively accepts never knows when the other party will withdraw, so he struggles and doubts in every moment, in the next moment, will he love more or will he leave?
In this struggle, I can't live in fear.
Fu Wenxiao felt that since he came to S City, Jian Ran had become very fond of being in a daze, whether it was at a meeting or at night, he was holding a glass of water and looking out the window, not knowing what he was thinking.
And the most asked sentence by Fu Wenxiao was, "What are you thinking?" ”
Fu Wenxiao didn't want to ask such a thing, but he had to ask, because he really didn't know what Jian Ran was thinking, but he was eager to know what Jian Ran was thinking, so asking it was the most direct way.
Fu Wenfeng has always done things like this, he is happy in official affairs, and he is not dragged in in private affairs
Fu Wenxiao looked at Jian Ran who was standing on the balcony, and asked again. As soon as the words came out, there was already some helplessness.
When Jian Ran turned around, his eyes seemed to be a little confused as if he had just come out of his mind, but he had probably regained his clarity in the moment he turned around.
"No, I'm just thinking about what Zhang Jinzhou wants to do."
Fu Wenxiao had already walked to Jian Ran's side in a few steps, wrapped around Jian Ran's thin figure, and brought the cold air on her body together.
Neither of them spoke again, just enjoying the tranquility of the moment.
Maybe it's because the location of this community is really remote, or maybe most of the people in S City go to bed early, but it's only eleven o'clock at night, and most of the sight is dark, which is still very different from the lights of thousands of homes in City A.
People, that's it, like to compare, whether it's to things or people.
Inadvertently, Jian Ran chuckled, Fu Wenxiao turned his head and put his face close to Jian Ran's face, and spoke unhurriedly.
"It's better to stay away from Zhang Shan."
That's what he really wanted to say.
From the moment Zhang Shanyi broke into the conference room, although he was silent on the surface, he was still unhappy in his heart, plus Jian Ran answered all of Zhang Shanyi's questions without humility or arrogance, even if the words were frank, but Fu Wenxiao still cared and cared, otherwise how could there be silence at dinner?
Even though Jian Ran had thousands of ways to refute and tell Fu Wenxiao how innocent and frank he and Zhang Shanyi were, they all seemed a little powerless at the moment, so he simply agreed obediently.
"Okay."
This answer should have surprised Fu Wenxiao, otherwise how could he suddenly look at himself as if he was surprised to confirm the truth of this statement.
It's kind of funny.
Before Fu Wenxiao could confirm the correct answer, Jian Ran had already laughed, "Why do you look surprised?" Haven't I always been so obedient? ”
"Huh, yes."
Although he recognized it on the surface, it was obvious that Fu Wenxiao did not feel that Jian Ran's words were right in his heart.
Until this moment, Jian Ran still thinks that Zhang Shanyi is just a good friend, and still thinks that Fu Wenxiao will always tolerate himself like this.
Before falling asleep at night, the mobile phone suddenly rang, Jian Ran was just about to fall asleep, and vaguely heard the ringtone, but her body really didn't want to move, so she simply pretended not to hear the ringtone, tilted her head and readjusted her posture to fall asleep.
Fu Wenxiao beside him had not yet slept, and the tapping sound of the computer keyboard stopped abruptly with the ringing of the mobile phone.
Then Jian Ran felt Fu Wenxiao gently put the notebook on the bedside table on the other side, and then leaned over gently, as if to reach the bedside table on Jian Ran's side.
In a daze, Jian Ran suddenly woke up, opened his eyes suddenly, and in front of him was Fu Wenxiao's enlarged face, and Jian Ran looked at his outstretched hand along Fu Wenxiao's arm.
But this is not Jian Ran's mobile phone, but a water cup.
It was a cup of warm water that Fu Wenfang poured for Jian Ran before going to bed, and he was standing in the kitchen at that time, holding a hot water kettle with a strong arm, with a smile on his face, like an ordinary husband at home.
But she said that drinking water before bed would make it puffy and refused the glass.
He didn't care about being rejected, and still poured water on his own, saying that it would be better to wake up in the middle of the night with a glass of water at hand than to have to go to the kitchen.
Hearing this, Jian Ran smiled back, this is Fu Wenxiao, always making the other party feel his intentions in a small and unattractive moment, when a girl is surrounded by such dense love, no one must want to escape, right,
But at this moment, this glass of water is no longer warm love.
Fu Wenxiao's movements stayed in the state of holding the cup, and his eyes met Jian Ran's flustered eyes.
Jian Ran was still young after all, and the worries and trepidations at this moment were not concealed at all, and they were directly exposed in front of Fu Wenxiao.
And the panic she was worried about was nothing more than the sudden ringing of the bell just now.
But why is she afraid that Fu Wenxiao will reach out and pick up her mobile phone?
Why?
Fu Wenxiao was thinking about this question at the moment, and Jian Ran was also thinking about it.
Probably the scariest time between adults is this moment.
Obviously, they know each other, but they want to whitewash the peace, maybe whoever speaks first will lose, when Jian Ran's eyes returned to their usual calm, Fu Wenxiao did not continue to put his eyes on Jian Ran, but continued to pick up the glass of water and sat back down.
In fact, the glass of water was already cold, and the cool liquid rolled through Fu Wenxiao's throat, and for some reason, Fu Wenxiao seemed to drink a bitter taste.
Jian Ran seemed to have just woken up suddenly as if it was a dream, and closed her eyes again, but how could the rapid breathing be the same as the length after falling asleep?
"The phone rings, don't you look?"
Fu Wenxiao put the glass of water on the bedside table on his side, lifted the quilt and got out of bed.
Jian Ran's eyes that had just closed opened suddenly, "Where are you going?" ”
"Bathroom."