Chapter 98: Looking Back
The two of them basically didn't want to talk, Yu Shushan didn't know what to say to calm Lin Suwan down, originally thought that the two of them got along quite well, but now they found that it was not as simple as imagined.
If the relationship between two people has reached this point, then more consideration should be given to how to deal with it better.
It may be more that two people need to strengthen communication.
Originally, there was a communication problem between the two of them, so it became what it is now, but at this moment, only communication can alleviate the embarrassment between each other.
Originally, I wanted to tell Lin Suwan what happened in advance, so that things would not change so much. Xu Shuangshuang is nothing at all, but Lin Suwan doesn't seem to be at ease with this matter at all, and he must get this matter up.
"I actually have a lot of ideas to talk to you about, but now I don't know why some voices in my heart tell me that there is no need to worry so much, do you think I have been thinking about it?"
Lin Suwan said this very calmly, sometimes he would stand at a high height to think about some problems, and he would always habitually feel that it was his own problems that would lead to some things not being handled well.
But everyone is not a saint, naturally they will not always stand on a commanding heights to think about problems, Lin Suwan is sometimes very naïve, but Yu Shushan feels that he can always meet Lin Suwan when he is naïve.
Maybe after two people have been together for a period of time, the sense of trust in the psychological existence is even stronger, which leads to many things becoming very natural.
Yu Shushan felt that Lin Suwan was particularly cute when he was naïve, and he usually didn't think there was anything wrong, but if it came to a specific situation, Yu Shushan would feel that Lin Suwan was unreasonable.
However, at this time, Yu Shushan originally thought that Lin Suwan would lose his temper, or always think about problems from his own point of view, but Lin Suwan was particularly calm and became a different appearance of himself, and he was the most serious.
When Lin Suwan got angry, he didn't know how to face it, and when he was serious, he didn't know how to show his inner peace.
"It's not that you think you've been thinking about something, but you can see from the look in your eyes that you can't forget these things, I think I'm telling you in advance to avoid the current situation, but if you're willing to think backwards, I don't have anything to say."
Yu Shushan chose to have nothing to say, this is a particularly wise choice, after all, there are too many questions that cannot be answered, how can he think of the result in an instant, Yu Shushan feels that if he can't communicate with Lin Suwan, then choose to shut up and say nothing, which is a particularly correct choice.
Lin Suwan sometimes especially hopes that Yu Shushan can keep his mouth shut and not talk about some inner feelings, but sometimes he especially hopes that Yu Shushan can be active, and he has been hovering between the two, if Yu Shushan is biased to the other side, Lin Suwan will feel very angry.
However, this time is a special period, and Lin Suwan doesn't want to show his particularly stern attitude all the time, so he is very calm, just pretending that nothing has happened, and the Cold War is not going to happen.
If two people are in a state of cold war all the time, there will be a lot of things piling up, and then it may be on the verge of breaking out, and there is no chance to save it.
"Since you have nothing to say, then I will not stand in front of you and hurt your eyes." Lin Suwan said this sentence very seriously, in fact, this sentence is very funny when you listen carefully, as if all the problems happened to Yu Shushan, but after this sentence was said by Lin Suwan, it made people have no chance to refute.
Yu Shushan was always thinking about how to make Lin Suwan realize that the things he had done were so sad, but after thinking about it, he couldn't think of a way.
Seeing Lin Suwan leave Yu Shushan like this, he felt a little uncomfortable, not that he felt that he had done something wrong, but that Lin Songwan put on a posture, as if he had done all this wrong.
If according to common sense, Yu Shushan is the one who should be more angry and leave, but Yu Shushan always likes to consider the feelings of others, so he will stop and think about what is going on, resulting in many times from active to passive.
But after being passive, Yu Shushan will keep thinking, if time can be turned back, maybe all this is another result.
Yu Shushan didn't expect that he would end up like this because of Xu Shuangshuang, and he was particularly embarrassed, maybe all this was calculated by Xu Shuangshuang.
He stood on the balcony and looked into the distance, he didn't know what he was looking at, he was always looking for that bosom friend but couldn't find it, every time he saw someone in a school uniform, he would think of his high school days, and he could still see Yu Shuyue at that time, and Yu Shuyue at that time was the most innocent, lovely, and the most moving.
Although there are a lot of sweet memories in college, these stories are not happy for Yu Shushan, because he has to face all kinds of strange things every day, such as the existence of the fan group, and Yu Shushan can only accept it after a long time, and even if he accepts it, he will face a lot of challenges.
recalled that no matter what happened in high school, he had to report to Yu Shuyue, even if he fell in love with a girl, he had to make it clear to Yu Shuyue.
What do you like because of it, after a careful conversation, you will find that in fact, you are just impulsive in your heart, and you haven't thought about too many things, and your liking is only temporary.
After Yu Shushan recognized all this, he stopped his steps, he felt that people should be responsible, and they should be responsible at all times.
It is precisely because of this concept of responsibility that Yu Shushan has always felt that he is not capable of taking care of a person, even if he takes care of Yu Shuyue, it is already very difficult.
However, this kind of strenuous thing makes Yu Shushan very happy, and every time he sees Yu Shuyue, he thinks of a lot of happy things.
And Yu Shushan would laugh in front of Yu Shuyue inexplicably, sometimes it was not the right time to laugh, Yu Shuyue would ask Yu Shushan why he was laughing, but Yu Shushan couldn't say what was in his heart, because all he was thinking about was about Yu Shuyue.
If these things are said, then it must be an indispensable quarrel.
I have to say that Yu Shushan is a special favorite sister, no matter what it is, as long as Yu Shuyue needs it, then it will definitely be taken out as soon as possible.
At the beginning, Yu Shuyue would take it for granted, after all, Yu Shushan was her brother, so why not do something for her.
But later, Yu Shushan has been guarding because he wants to help Yu Shuyue get something, but there are some bad people who want to take it away.
Yu Shushan is protecting with his life, just wanting Yu Shuyue to get the things she wants, and not wanting Yu Shuyue to be sad.
After Yu Shuyue knew about this matter, her attitude towards her brother changed greatly, and it was precisely because of that time that Yu Shuyue began to grow up that she felt that she should not continue to be so willful, otherwise her brother would pay too much price.
Since that time, Yu Shuyue sometimes often thinks about what Yu Shushan's thoughts are, and has begun to learn to take the initiative to regress, take a step back and open the sky, not to think about so many things, but to get more happiness.
At that time, Yu Shushan was still a little uncomfortable, after all, the impression of his savage sister was engraved in his heart.
After getting along for a long time, I am also used to seeing Yu Shuyue's quiet appearance, I don't know why, Yu Shushan feels that her life is very complete, and the only thing she wants is to spend the rest of her life with Yu Shuyue.
He knew that when he grew up, Yu Shuyue would definitely have someone he liked, maybe he would get married, maybe he would have children, and when he thought of these places, he would feel overwhelmed.
When Yu Shuyue and Yi Yun were together, Yu Shushan didn't know why he felt unspeakably uncomfortable in his heart, it was not that Yi Yun was bad, but that Yu Shushan felt that he should have something, but he left because of the inevitable situation.
This feeling has never been told to others, he feels that it is not necessary, and some people will distort his thoughts and take these things he thinks as a kind of malice.
Yu Shuyue is like the existence of Bai Yueguang, whenever she is in a bad mood, she will think of the happy time between herself and her sister, and when she graduated, Yu Shushan thought more than once about how Yu Shuyue should live next.
I have to say that Yu Shuyue is a bit enviable, at least she spent four happy years with her boyfriend who just started together.
Yi Yun also insisted on choosing to leave until the last moment, and Yu Shushan was particularly moved at this point, because he didn't know if such a scene was his own, would he choose to accompany him all the time.
But people are no longer in this world, and Yu Shushan will return to this ultimate question every time he is happy, why did Yu Shuyue leave like this.
If I hadn't left, maybe I wouldn't have had to go through so many things now, and I wouldn't have been so unhappy.
However, Yu Shushan remembered his brother's wedding, which was a kind of beginning and a hope for him.
Since I was a child, I haven't had much communication with my brother at all, but the blood relationship has always existed, and there is not much contact at ordinary times, but if you talk about it, you can't finish it for three days and three nights.