Lu Changan arrived home late, and she was the only one in the empty house, and he didn't come back.

The pale woman sat wet and crossed her knees on the floor of the living room until the light of dawn shone through the screen window and the faint light and shadow reflected on her face.

He never returned, and for many days after that, as before.

She's learned not to call his company anymore and ask where he's gone, because she knows that the answer is always a business trip.

The sick body is delicate, and the fever starts intermittently when it rains.

It was difficult to detect day and night when she was groggy, and it wasn't until Ye Shi called that she remembered that her birthday had arrived.

Ye Shi seemed to notice something, after all, they were young, and she emigrated overseas after college.

Although she doesn't often contact her, she knows her temperament, Miss Lu is a delicate and noisy person, but it's really sad, and she will only endure it alone.

After Ye Shi said his blessing to her, he asked her carefully, "Is there something wrong with you?" ”

Lu Changan was now in front of the washstand and looked at his wrist that was constantly gushing out bright red blood, was silent for a long time, reached out and pressed the wound to stop the bleeding, and said, "No." ”

Then she thought about it and said, "I'm very happy that you can call." ”

In those drowsy days, she had wondered if she would die one day, and no one would find out if her body stinked.

She didn't know how she was going to get her hands down, but when she reacted, the water in the pool was already stained red.

"Chang'an, I always hope that you will live well, and I hope that you will always live better than me, so that I can not worry about you."

Ye Shi hung up the phone after speaking, she knew that her Chang'an must have been extremely aggrieved.

Yu Xibei came home very late, he staggered a little, with the smell of alcohol and unfamiliar perfumes on his body, entered the door and bent slightly to change his shoes with one hand on the wall.

"Northwest."

Lu Changan, who was sitting on the sofa with his knees crossed, said with forbearance: "Why did you come back so late?" ”

Why did you come back late? Yu Xibei couldn't answer this question.

He turned around, and the man who had just done something bad was inexplicably weak, this was not the first time he had returned late, but it was the first time Lu Changan had asked.

The face of the man who turned around changed quickly, and he lost the peace he had when he entered the door.

"I'm out socializing every day, what's wrong with coming back a little late? Why are you so annoying! ”

He went straight upstairs, and the look on his face could no longer tell whether it was because he was pretending to be calm or really annoyed.

Lu Changan was still sitting quietly on the sofa, but he couldn't stop feeling cold.

He didn't care if she was doing lately, and he didn't ask her if she was sad or sick.

"Yu Xibei, today is my birthday."

Yes, it's her birthday, and I used to remember this man even if I didn't remember it.

How long ago was that?

At that time, Yu Xibei was not Mr. Yu, and he couldn't even call Mr. Yu, but he was a person who treated Lu Changan as a treasure.

What now?

Everything is wrong, he has become Mr. Yu, his family is rich, and his status is not bad, but he is no longer her former youth.

Yu Xibei's footsteps on the stairs paused, and his expression was stunned for a moment, and then he walked up without looking back.

"So adults, what a birthday! Don't you feel disgusted? ”

He walked in a hurry, as if he was running away from something.

Lu Changan has always been like this, tepid, he admits that he is tired of it.

She is always set in stone, while men always love freshness.

Lu Changan sat on the sofa in a daze, tears rolling in his eyes.

There was a crisp sound of the door closing upstairs, and finally she burst into tears.

"Yu Xibei, I'm angry."

But so what? Except when he was young, he rarely coaxed her, and it seemed that in his eyes, Lu Changan, a girl, did not need to be coaxed.

But whose girls don't want to be pampered and coaxed?

Lu Changan brought out the same dishes in the kitchen and put them on the table, thinking while eating, she was really angry this time.

After eating, Lu Chang quietly walked upstairs, and in the darkness she looked at the person she liked from her youth to the present.

She stretched out her finger to trace Yu Xixi's face, time is such a powerful thing, she can't even see his face clearly now.

How did the human heart become so fast?

The slight itching on his face is like a murmur between lovers, and it is more like a reluctant parting.

The slightly drunk man's heart jumped, and he grabbed Lu Changan's fingertips that he couldn't pull back, and brought her up with force.

The messy kiss staggered between Lu Changan's neck, and he just wanted to have her fiercely at the moment.

His movements could not be called gentle, but they were not cruel, until Lu Changan resisted and pushed him and scolded him, "Get out!" ”

With the smell of perfume on another woman's body lingering in her nose, how could she not make her sick?

A dim small lamp at the head of the bed made Yu Xibei clearly see the disgust in Lu Changan's eyes, and in an instant he was like an enraged lion.

He grabbed her chin and made her look him in the eye, "You're telling me to get out?" Didn't you beg me to come back! ”

Thinking of the requesting call, Lu Changan closed his eyes, endured and endured, and finally pinched the sheet on his side with his fingers, and his fingers trembled with force.

"Yu Xibei, you have gone too far."

The man snorted coldly, who did she want to touch if she didn't let herself touch it? Did she find someone else when he was away from home all day?

Once this kind of thought passed through his mind, Yu Xixi's chest was so tight that he couldn't breathe, "Which of us is excessive?" ”

It was only after a long time that he noticed Lu Changan's slight trembling, and in the darkness he groped for Lu Changan's face.

The slightly cool liquid on his fingers woke him up like a dream, and only then did he realize what he had done.

"Chang'an, I'm sorry, I ......"

Lu Changan pushed him away and walked towards the bathroom with difficulty, "I'm sorry? What are you sorry for me? ”

Her voice was so cold that she couldn't even tell if she was angry.

Yu Xixi's bumpy past wanted to help her, like a big dog who wanted to please his master, but she slapped it away with one hand.

Maybe that's it, and when the lies are told too much, they come naturally.

"I'm sorry for my little daughter-in-law, I promised you to go home early, but the project in the western suburbs is really anxious, Mr. Liu from the World Trade Center has to do Tai Chi with me, and I want to come back early."

The tall man hugged Lu Changan like a wolf dog who only knew his mistakes, and rubbed his head back and forth around her neck, coquettish.

Lu Changan turned his back to him and asked again, "Is there anything else?" ”

They were together for not ten days, not ten months, but eight years, and she couldn't let go after all.

As long as he takes the initiative to confess, she will treat the past as a cloud of smoke and stop worrying about him.

At this moment, Yu Xixi's breath stagnated, and then he was a little cautious and said, "No." ”

He knew that there were some things that must not be said, and there would be no future after they were said, at least, he didn't want to be separated from her now, he thought, it's not time yet, wait.

He couldn't see the dazzling blood-stained sand belt in Lu Changan's wide sleeves, he couldn't see the inexplicable sadness on her face, and he couldn't see that a heart was about to break at the moment.

She hummed softly and went into the bathroom, but her heart was cold and bitter.

He deceived her for not going out often, and he didn't know that everyone in the city knew that he was a self-made young talent in the northwest and is still single.

He deceived her into not entering the company, but he didn't know that he hired Zhao Yuan, who had just left school, as his secretary.

He deceived her a lot, thinking that she never knew, it may be that Lu Changan's obedient and powerful life over the years made Yu Xibei forget.

Back then, she accompanied him to fight this Yu Group, she Lu Chang'an, not stupid.

She knows everything, but it's just because she likes him, so she endures it step by step, she really likes it.

I like the boy who smiled and looked at her eyes full of stars.

But in the blink of an eye, how did it become like this?