Chapter 177
I walked up the stairs quickly, my heart was in turmoil, I couldn't understand why Ye Luo brought Cao Yu, tonight's things were so dangerous, even Li Huan was injured and defeated, if it wasn't for the other party suddenly withdrawing, the consequences would be really unimaginable.
Maybe Ye Luo wants to take revenge on me, I shook my head, putting this thought behind me, I don't have the right to be suspicious of others at will.
When I got to the sixth floor, everything was calm in the hallway, and I walked quickly to the door of the old classroom, and I opened the rusty door.
Inside the door, a ray of sunlight shone in, Sun Laoban was lecturing on the podium, and the students below were attentively taking notes.
I know that this is another illusion, but this time the illusion has changed, my position is empty, Cao Yu is looking out the window, rarely not paying attention to the class, especially her favorite Chinese class.
She was waiting for me, but this was her, maybe not the Cao Yu in my memory, I walked to the seat and sat down, tilted my head, and looked at the back of Cao Yu's head.
Cao Yu felt the vibration of the table, realized my arrival, and spoke slowly.
"Do you remember this day?"
"Remember, the last day, the day I left the old campus."
Cao Yu fell silent, and I didn't continue to speak, waiting for Cao Yu's answer.
Finally, after a while, Cao Yu turned her head to look at me with a melancholy in her eyes.
"Insist, do you know what it's like to be abandoned?"
I looked at Cao Yu in front of me in a daze, smiled bitterly, and thought, why don't I understand it?
"I am an orphan, if it wasn't for my father's adoption, I wouldn't have the life I have now, I still remember, when I was a child in an orphanage, because there were too many children, adults couldn't take care of every child, plus I was healthy, and I got less attention than the children who generally needed to be cared for, and many times, I was basically alone."
The picture of memories surged in my mind, and I forgot the environment I was in for a while, and the people who were waiting next to me, the whole person seemed to return to that childhood, that memory.
I spoke slowly on the side, Cao Yu listened quietly beside me, the time in the illusion is flowing, the sun in the morning began to drift to the west, people in the classroom came and went, the same is me and Cao Yu, in the seat, chatting about the past, time seems to return to that day in the old campus, where I am talking nonsense, Cao Yu buried her head in writing homework, although she ignored me, but she would smile on the corner of her mouth when I talked about interesting things.
Unconsciously, the day in the fantasy came to the afternoon, the students all sorted out their things, and the cheers of the holiday sounded outside the campus, and after Sun Bumou finished talking about the holiday to pay attention to, the students in the class left in groups.
In less than five minutes, only Cao Yu and I were left in the classroom, and Sun Bumou, who looked at the empty classroom with reluctance in his eyes.
Sun Bumou touched the podium in front of him for a while, then withdrew his hand, walked to the door of the classroom, looked around the classroom again, closed the door, and left.
The whole school building gradually returned to calm, and the building was empty, perhaps it was the scene in front of you.
I stopped talking about my life and looked at Cao Yu, the afterglow of the sunset sprinkled on her, giving people a peaceful old beauty.
"The people are gone."
"Hmm."
"Don't you want to say something? Like your future. ”
"The future?"
Cao Yu turned his head, looked at the setting sun, and smiled peacefully.
"It's good that some things live in memory, right?"
"But you have the right to choose the future, why dwell on the past, you know, once some things become memories, they can never come back."
"Isn't my existence a reluctance to give up on the past?"
"Cao Yu" stood up and looked at me, and I saw a hint of determination in her eyes.
"You do this, Yu'er knows?"
Cao Yu shook his head and nodded again.
"I think she'll understand."
I don't say anything anymore, her thoughts have been decided, maybe this is also her most genuine thought, she is a thought of the past, even if a new person will come, she is not willing to abandon her past, to be a self she does not know.
The life born of the emotion of longing will eventually return to the source of her birth.
"Are you leaving?"
I asked sadly, although I had only met her once, I knew that I had known her for a long time.
"Well, the old will come when the old goes to the new."
"Cao Yu" smiled freely, it seemed that she knew better than I thought.
Cao Yu walked towards the outside of the classroom, her figure gradually blurring.
"I've put back the souls of those students, and in general, skipping class is not a good habit, I hope they can wake up this time."
"Alright, I'm leaving."
"Cao Yu" waved her hand at me, without looking at me, something crystal left on her cheek, expressing her reluctance.
Looking at her back, I remembered the time when I had skipped class, and every time the old class wanted to find me, there would be some sounds around me, like the sound of the wind blowing grass, and like the care of a confidant big sister.
"Goodbye, Old One."
I shouted loudly to "Cao Yu", with my understanding and blessings in my voice, "Cao Yu" smiled softly, and she was satisfied at this moment.
The scene in the classroom began to change slowly with the departure of "Cao Yu", and the window that had been setting in the sun turned into the moonlight, and Cao Yu sat in our former seat and cried.
I didn't say anything, I went up and patted her on the shoulder, and Cao Yu looked up at me, tears rolling in her eyes.
"She's gone......"
"I know."
"But she's not wrong, why, why?"
"Yu'er."
I put my hands on Yu'er's shoulders to calm her frenzied emotions.
Looking at the worry in my eyes, Cao Yu gradually calmed down, but her appearance was still depressed, and yes, because her thoughts merged with the spirit of the old building born from the spirit generated by the years in the old one, and finally chose fate, which is difficult not to say that it was because of the influence of the reluctance to the past in Cao Yu's thoughts at that time.
I felt hot when I grabbed the energy that "Cao Yu" left for me when I left, so that I could hand it over to the world.
Cao Yu and I fell into silence, silent, I hugged Cao Yu, leaned on her shoulder, I couldn't say anything comforting, I could only let Cao Yu know through some measures, I was sharing her sadness.
……。
The matter of the old building came to an end, Li Huan looked at the old one that had lost his spirituality, his expression was complicated, he said to him that she would stay, but in the end, she still chose to leave.
There are always people who choose to live in the past and don't want to wake up, Li Huan put his hand on the injured part, stood up with the other hand on the ground, looked at the old campus for a long time, and finally all his emotions turned into a sigh and went away with the wind.