52. Longing to see her
On Tuesday of this week, Foley was supposed to go to Jose, and he was eager to meet the doctor who liked to write with pen and paper without socks, and Foley had no bad impression of him.
He has always had a good impression of the profession of a doctor, even if his mother thinks that the doctor's mistakes have caused her great harm, he still subconsciously stands on the doctor's side, thinking that some accidents are sometimes just an inevitable thing in the probability, and if the doctor has to bear the danger of not being able to practice for this, it will be a great work pressure, which will make people be cautious in their daily work, but they want to be good.
This phenomenon has become almost common in the United States, and in the early years, some patients with prostate cancer complained that doctors did not recommend prostate cancer screening, resulting in patients not being detected at an early stage.
Patients are putting the blame on doctors, and similar cases are happening in every state, and it seems to be a trend.
As a result, every doctor has men of the right age or even statistically less than the recommended tests to be tested for prostate cancer in order to avoid the risks that may occur in them in the future.
It does have some effect.
But it soon brought about another problem - excessive medical treatment.
With the advancement of medicine, especially the advancement of imaging examinations, very small tumors below 2mm can also be seen under the detector, and in recent years, the whole body genetic system examination can comprehensively predict the risk of developing a certain disease in the next few years, from family to individual characteristics.
The harm caused by excessive medical treatment is no less harmful than the harm of disease itself. The detection criteria for thyroid cancer are being reformulated.
For doctors, should they make reasonable judgments about patients and choose the appropriate treatment based on their knowledge and experience, or should they do their daily work according to a way that is good and will not be complained about, and will they be most effective in reducing their own risk? There may be no one right answer to this question.
In short, it is incomprehensible for Forlì to blame others for completely disregarding his own health when he is sick, especially since Mussel and Berus have already told Free's mother what happened.
His affection for José also includes a vague alliance.
It's like a kind of partner who is the only one who knows about Foley.
He was the only one before Belus appeared, and now that Berus is dead, he is the only one left.
Perhaps after this day he would tell Ephia everything that he was happy for such a reunion that he had never hoped for; At the same time, he was at a loss, this kind of sustenance and love was really not suitable and he didn't know how to face it.
Out of selfish thought, if Shamer had not died, the thought would not have been a dream, but a clear rational hypothesis.
If Samel hadn't died, she would still have lived in this house coldly, still maintaining a peaceful and independent relationship with herself. He could easily enjoy his reunion with Efia now.
But Shamel had just left him, leaving him and John, never to return.
He didn't have too much pain, maybe he had completely finished crying while holding Ephia, life was too rushed, he needed to go back to work, he needed to see a doctor, he needed to think about what Mussel Lingmei said.
These people, these things, all these people, these things, are not obligated to bear his pain and make changes for his sake.
As long as he chooses such an identity, he also chooses this kind of life at the same time. The only thing to be happy about is that everyone, everyone in this huge city, is like him.
This is undoubtedly a good thing, for artificial intelligence, the complex emotions of human beings may be inscrutable, but there may be a very simple logic - to protect security.
The rush of human society leaves people without time to indulge in pain, which undoubtedly protects the brain and body, reduces the damage of pain, and it can also be said that pain itself reminds people to come out of it.
This is the benefit of this era.
A set of programs constitutes an independent and integrated survival system, a person is born with a hospital, a doctor, to feeding advice, a children's center, a home learning system, marriage can travel and go to church, there is a law to protect marital property and relationships, there is legal protection for being bullied, there is a pension facility for the elderly, and when the last person dies, a series of passive procedures urge the family to move forward.
It is impossible to park the body at home, and there will be legal problems. People from funeral companies, you will always find them present with you in the right appearance and proper tone.
Religious ceremonies were once irreducible, but now some Christians can choose other ways to dispose of their bodies. Wishes or family decisions.
The company will give you vacation, but you have to think about your own work, that's what you have to do, not anyone in the company can replace you, and if anyone can replace you, you should remember that you should go back to work sooner.
And if the former is your job, then you can't let it go easily. These seemingly tormenting and unkind sequences of events are the procedures that accompany you out of your pain and return to living in a safe and proper state.
If AI wants to understand human emotions, then it might be a good idea to be part of or even be part of a human neural network.
Representative Foley thinks that maybe it's the other way around, and if human scientists had discovered a stable technology that would allow artificial intelligence and the brain to work together, would humans do it? Isn't that a coveted way?
The Ford was parked in the parking lot next to the hospital, and Representative Foley got out of the car and walked to Jose's office, the cramped, square office he missed so much.
Maybe it's the brain looking for a way to be comfortable. It's a good idea to get busy and have something to do. Whether or not to talk to Jose about Mussel Lingmei, Foley thinks for a while and makes a decision.
The remaining problem is that even if Jose doesn't ask, Foley needs to tell Jose if he chooses the nerve replacement surgery recommended by Jose, which is the best option from any point of view, but Foley always feels that there are problems that he has overlooked, as Belus said, and he doesn't know what he wants to study.
The outline of the doubt was vague but not distant, as if it were within reach, but Forley couldn't see it, maybe he just needed some external strength.
Maybe that's it.
This is why people need to live with their own kind, sometimes we need the help of others to make decisions, sometimes people do not want to take responsibility for their own decisions, contrary to common belief, the more important things people tend to be unable to make their own decisions, but hesitate to need the approval of others or hope that others can say their thoughts.
The other people in Forlì's life, the people who could influence him, he knew that there were only two left, José was one, and the other he reluctantly admitted was Ephia.
The love for Ephia cannot be said to have changed from the past to the present, but it has definitely not faded with the years, in fact they have become more and more vivid, accompanied by a need, a desire to heal wounds.
He longed to see Ephia, even if it awakened the pain that lurked in the depths of his mind, even if it made him vulnerable, to apologize like a child for what he had done wrong.