Chapter 189: Heartache

The morning light spilled through the window into the room, the palm beads opened their eyes, after a toss last night, after a night's rest, she was already well.

She caught a glimpse of Chu Yuanzhen lying next to her quilt and dozing off, did he really keep himself all night last night? Zhangzhu felt indescribable in her heart, and she got up lightly, for fear of waking him up.

After combing his hair and arranging his clothes, he was about to open the door to get hot water, when he heard behind him say, "Are you up?" ”

"Well, I'm fine, you might as well lie down in bed and go to sleep."

Chu Yuanzhen rubbed his eyes, he yawned big, scratched his head and said, "Don't sleep." What are you going out for? ”

"Fetch water and wash your face."

Chu Yuanzhen was speechless, and said in her heart that she still had to have a maid by her side to serve, how could she do without a maid.

When Zhangzhu finished grooming, the guy also sent breakfast, and Chu Yuanzhen accompanied Zhangzhu to eat.

Today is gray, maybe when it will rain, Chu Yuanzhen said: "In my opinion, I won't leave today, let's stay here for one more night, if it rains halfway, it is very troublesome, and you are not well, but you can't add to the cold." I said I'd better go find a maid to take care of you,"

"What kind of maid is I adding to my current situation, isn't it a drag on others? Otherwise, I'll take the wild goose out. ”

"I'm afraid you're working too hard."

Zhangzhu replied, "Is this hard? Then you underestimate me too much, when I was in Jingci Nunnery, I was a hard time, and I survived so hard at the beginning. "She's a hard-working person.

Chu Yuanzhen couldn't understand what Zhangzhu said.

Sure enough, it started to rain at noon, and I didn't know when it would stop. She stayed in the room by herself to pack her things, and after a while, Liang Genghong came over and said to her, "Miss Fu, go and see him." ”

"Is he sick again?"

Liang Genghong nodded in agreement, and Zhangzhu didn't hesitate when he heard it, and hurriedly went to the next room, but when she saw Chu Yuanzhen's face was white, she hurriedly asked, "What's uncomfortable?" ”

Chu Yuanzhen was afraid that she would be worried, so she comforted: "I'm fine." ”

"You're okay like that." She hurriedly checked Chu Yuanzhen's pulse, and it seemed that because the weather suddenly became cold, the problem in her leg was committed again. It was not as convenient as being at home, and the medicine she could use was very limited, so she had to ask Runsheng to help her go to the pharmacy to buy some more medicine.

During the period of waiting for the medicine, Zhangzhu has been massaging Yuanzhen.

"I said don't be willful, let's go our separate ways tomorrow, you still go back to Shoufeng, and I will continue all the way east."

"Why don't you let me keep following you?"

Zhangzhu said seriously: "You are not in good health, and for your health reasons, you are not suitable for long-distance travel at all." What you need most now is peace of mind. ”

"I'm not leaving, I'll follow you wherever you go." Chu Yuanzhen is twenty years old, but she suddenly behaves like a child, which makes Zhangzhu cry and laugh: "Why are you like a child, I am thinking about you everywhere." When you go back, you can also help me bring a message to the Du family by the way, just say that I am fine now, I don't need them to worry, and when the right time comes, I will go back to see them, and ask them to take care of their lives. ”

"Then let me ask you, what are you going to do when you arrive in the capital? Where to stay? How do you find out about the Xie family? What if it's exposed? What if you get into trouble with the bad guys? ”

Chu Yuanzhen's repeated questions did not repel the palm beads, she was not a hot brain and a whim, the matter of going to the capital was a long-term goal of hers, and she had already planned it.

"I still have the ability to protect myself, don't underestimate the Xie family's ability. Besides, I am no longer Xie Ruoyi, I am Fu Zhangzhu, and it is naturally much easier to do things with such an identity. I've already thought about where to stay. Second son, your worries are unnecessary. It's okay if it's exposed, I'll find a way to get out. I have grown up in the capital for more than ten years, and it is the place I am most familiar with. I've died once, so there's nothing to be afraid of, after all, I've seen hell even with my own eyes, and there's nothing in this world that can knock me down. ”

She is indeed a strong woman, but Chu Yuanzhen knows that her strength is just a layer of disguise, she wraps her vulnerability so that no one can notice it, but her strength makes people feel distressed.

I heard Zhangzhu say again: "After all, your identity is a little embarrassing, and it will be very troublesome to be recognized if you venture into Beijing, so let's decide like this, you will go back to Shoufeng tomorrow, and I will walk the rest alone." ”

When she said someone, Chu Yuanzhen's heart was like a pinprick, he took the hand of the palm bead, and said to her very seriously: "I don't allow you to take risks!" ”

"Then what should the second son do? Do you hide like a turtle for the rest of your life? I couldn't, and I couldn't feel at ease just thinking that my mother's bones were still soaked in the cold water of the well. What happened to the Xie family is too unfair, my father, my grandfather, my great-grandfather, great-grandfather, several generations have been loyal to Da Chu, why did they get such an ending? They're all dead, but I'm still alive, and I'm going to do justice to them while I'm alive. ”

Looking at such a palm bead Chu Yuanzhen was really distressed, the three girls of the Xie family were so free and easy, how could they be tortured by fate to look like this, he said to the palm bead: "I said, you don't have to carry everything on your shoulders, in addition to hatred, you also have other things, you can't carry hatred for a lifetime." You say I can't come out of the shadows of the past, but what about you? Why can't you let go of the past and face the future again? Of course, I'm not saying that I want you to forget hatred, I just want you to be the former Xie Ruoyi, to be able to live freely and freely, for your own good life, you know? ”

Chu Yuanzhen's words made Zhangzhu's heart tremble, she stared at his face, she wouldn't cry anymore, she was as strong as steel, and she wouldn't shed any tears easily. However, at this moment, she didn't know how to reply to Yuanzhen's words, and she was speechless.

Chu Yuanzhen held her hand tightly and said, "I just want you to be an ordinary woman, have your own joys, sorrows, and live a peaceful and joyful life, just like you hope for Ruolan." ”

Zhangzhu lowered her head, could she still be the woman he said she was? After changing her identity, she was not happy at all, but she also had a short period of happiness, that was when Ruolan returned to her side, and she enjoyed a short period of happiness. After Ruolan left, she returned to her former self, just trying to live hard, as for what the hell she had lived, she didn't know what she had become.

"If you want to go to the capital, I promise you, I will leave Liao Kai to help you all the way. There are still a few reliable people in the capital, and when you have nowhere to go, you can go to them. I'll go back to Shoufeng, but before that I want to go somewhere with you. ”

He compromised! Zhangzhu nodded in agreement.

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