Rong Ruo raised her head from the pile of miscellaneous manuscripts and rubbed her sour eyes.

At this time, the outside is even deeper, even the cicadas fall asleep quietly, in order to write the "Tongzhitang Collection", he often stays up until late at night, fortunately he has never slept much, and he is accustomed to writing books late at night.

Rong Ruo stretched out his arm, stood up, and walked slowly to the porch outside the house, the night fragrance was faint and quiet, lingering in his nose as if nothing, he remembered the scene of drinking tea and talking about poetry with his sleeve that day, and couldn't help but smile lightly.

Huai Sleeve is really a special woman, unlike other women, after learning about his family background, she blindly tends to be inflammatory. She has her own bright personality, lively but not pretentious, naughty but knows how to control the scale, smart but not deliberately exposed, beautiful but does not regard this as capital. can see that she has the noble upbringing of a famous daughter, and what is even more rare is that she can't find the slightest arrogance of domineering.

Such a beautiful and delicate woman, I'm afraid there is no man in the world who is not emotional, right? Rong Ruo suddenly thought of this question and bowed his head gently.

At this time, Xiao Anzicha came over with a snack box. "Master, it's so late, let's have some supper."

Xiao Anzi said as he placed the plates and bowls in the food box on the table.

Rong Ruo sat down at the table and saw a bowl of millet porridge, three plates of pickled pickles, a small plate of marinated duck tongue, and a plate of delicate mung bean pastries. The light and refreshing combination is very much in line with his taste. Rong Ruo picked up the porridge bowl and ate the side dishes, and after eating the porridge, he felt that his appetite was good, and he pinched two small snacks.

After the supper, Xiao Anzi smiled while cleaning up the dishes and dishes: "The master is in a good mood these days, and his appetite is also getting better. ”

Rong Ruo chuckled: "Didn't I go to supper before?" What's so different. ”

Xiao Anzi shook his head and said: "It's not that I deliberately pleased the master to say this, and the slave has been serving you for a day or two, and I have been fighting ...... since I started" Xiao Anzi originally wanted to talk about the Lu family, but remembered that it was Rong Ruo's taboo, and hurriedly changed his tone: "Long live the Lord has arranged more and more things for you, you thought about it a while ago because you were too busy, and you only ate a few bites hastily at night, and you looked thin every day, and I was anxious when I saw it." Although you have been busy late, your appetite for eating is really much better, and your complexion is also a lot richer, and the slave thinks, or that Huai Gongzi always comes to chat with you and play chess these days, and you are in a good mood. ”

Xiao Anzi finished cleaning up and withdrew with the lunch box. Rong Ruo paced alone in the room, and felt tiredness for a while, so he lay down on the soft couch in the middle with his clothes, his head on the pillow, but the sleepiness was gone. I opened my eyes and looked at the branches outside the window on the lattice, faintly imprinted on the branches outside the window, and remembered Xiao Anzi's words just now.

He knew that Xiao Anzi was afraid of touching his sadness, so he deliberately avoided the Lu family. Thinking of the Lu family, Rong Ruo had an inseparable longing and deep self-blame in his heart.

"Who is a confidant? That's it. Win the wrong life. Affection seems to be ruthless in the end, don't say anything and regret clearly. Mo Daofang is easy to do, morning and dusk, cherish the good flowers. For Yi to point out the fate again, the rain washes the legacy.

The roller blinds fall like snow, and the moon is smoky. Who is in Little Red Pavilion? The jade hairpin knocked on the bamboo at first glance, and the wind shadow was slightly distinct. Turning into clouds and flying away, where? Not next to the pillow, a sound will rest on the cold day, and the intestines will be broken again this year. ”

Rong Ruo muttered in his mouth, in late spring last year, because he saw a pear blossom on the wall falling with the rain, he remembered his deceased wife Lu Shi, who had passed away, and wrote this eulogy "Lotus Leaf Cup".

Rong Ruo thought about it, his consciousness became confused, and a burst of rosemary fragrance was transmitted between his noses, and his eyes were slightly closed unconsciously. Faintly, I saw a familiar figure walking in from the outer room, Rong Ruo carefully identified, at first only knew that it was a woman, the figure was very familiar, I wanted to sit up, but I only felt that my head was heavy, and my body was sore and weak, and I only saw the woman enter the room and sit beside me.

Rong Ruo couldn't see her face clearly, so he had to ask: "I see that your posture is very familiar, but I can't see your face clearly, I don't know ...... you"

The woman asked, and said gently: "Although I am no longer by your side, but you miss the love every day, but a lot of it, I originally wanted to find the mother who sent the child to reincarnate, but your first eulogy is related to the soul, so that I can't bear to forget, can not let go of the departure, although you and I have a husband and wife, but there is no lifelong share, these are the three life stone carved early, you have always been clear about things, how can you not solve this reason? ”

Rong Ruo had already identified that it was Lu's voice at this time, and was about to speak, but was stopped by Lu, and Lu continued: "Since you have a deep affection for me, why don't you let go earlier, so that I can go with confidence." Since that love affair has been missed, now it must not be wrong! Hello, naturally it will be fulfilled for me. ”

After saying that, he disappeared with a wave of his sleeves.

"Wait a minute, I still have something to say to you!" Rong Ruo saw her go, shouted anxiously, reached out to grab it, grabbed a pair of sleeves, and grabbed it tightly and refused to let go, as if he heard a voice in the haze, he opened his eyes and saw that he was holding Xiao Anzi's sleeve.

"How are you?" Rong Ruojian was a dream, and there was a deep sense of frustration and loss in his heart.

"I knocked on the door lightly just now, and when I heard no movement inside, I came in and saw that the master was asleep, and I was worried that you would catch a cold, so I came over and put a cold quilt on you."

Rong Ruo looked down at the quilt on his body, was silent for a moment, and there was still a faint fragrance between his noses, so he asked, "What smells so good?" ”

"Back to the master, a few days ago, someone sent a box of sleeping incense to the house, and the lady said that the master always can't sleep well, so she asked the slave to bring this box of spices to the master to sleep, I just saw that you were asleep, and I wanted you to sleep sweeter, so I ordered a piece."

After Xiao Anzi finished speaking, he looked at Rong Ruo's face and asked in a low voice: "If you don't like this taste, I'll kill it." ”

Rong Ruoyi waved his hand: "That's it, let's light it." Xiao Anzi hunched over and withdrew.

Rong Ruo looked at the darkness outside the window, it was still early in the morning, and he lay down again but he didn't feel sleepy. Remembering what Lu said in the dream just now, Rong Ruo frowned and pondered.

Hearing the eulogy that she burned every day, Lu Shi actually received all of them, and she also understood her heart, and Rong Ruo felt a sense of peace in her heart.

But after thinking about it, this deep longing for himself turned out to be a shackle to Lu's death, and I felt guilty, I was ashamed of her, how could I let her still be at peace in that life? I couldn't help but ask myself, "Am I really supposed to let go of the front edge?" ”

Turning to his mind, he remembered Lu's words of persuasion: "Since that love affair has been missed, now it must not be wrong again!" "Today, it can't be......

Thinking of this, the figure with light sleeves appeared in front of me.