Chapter 72: Impossible
I didn't expect Xiaolan to be entangled for so long because of the loss of love, and Lin Suwan didn't expect it to be like this.
"Okay, there's no need to be angry, otherwise it won't be good for anyone at that time!" Lin Suwan was very reluctant to say this kind of thing, because many times he could only express his meaning in this way, otherwise if he really expressed his truest thoughts, maybe the relationship between the two people would break down.
However, Xiaolan just chased after her, put her hands on Lin Suwan's shoulders, and asked seriously, "Are you uncomfortable looking at me?" ”
"How can it be uncomfortable to look at you, just feel that you care so much about the people before me, I feel very angry, after all, I have always been by your side, and I haven't seen how happy you are!" Lin Suwan blinked, feeling that this matter was quite reasonable, after all, Xiaolan did ignore the people around her a little.
When Xiaolan realized that she had already regarded the people around her as air, the whole person was uncomfortable.
It's as if he is the biggest villain in the world, and he can do anything, which puts a lot of pressure on him.
"I don't mean to ignore you, but I've been really sad for a long time because of these things recently, and I also hope to be able to get some comfort, although I can also adjust clearly, but after all, this is still my first love."
When Xiaolan talked about the word first love, she took a deep breath helplessly, this incident did not affect her life, but because she kept talking about it, she was only thinking about this matter, so she thought about these unhappy things every day.
I have to say that Xiaolan is a person with strong conditional ability, but at this time, it is so devastated, things must not be so simple.
"What about first love? My first love has long been gone, and the fact that I can't fall in love is a matter of consensual thinking, if one of the two people can't hold on, then there is no need to continue, otherwise there will be only one other sad. ”
Lin Suwan shrugged his shoulders after saying this, not that he didn't think that Xiaolan's affairs were unimportant, but that he felt that these things were originally the same, and there was no need to look at them too important, otherwise it would affect his life, and it would simply outweigh the losses.
In daily life, it is better to think about something that makes people happy, and this is the case with Lin Suwan.
I have to say that I like Yu Shushan, but I haven't found a good opportunity to say it, and I even feel that it is impossible to say it in this life.
At the last party, when I saw Yu Shushan's appearance, I already knew that he was actually a little resistant, why? It seems that he will never find the answer, after all, he has not seen Yu Shushan for a long time.
It was precisely because of this incident that Lin Suwan had caused a lot of trouble, that she directly abandoned these things, completely forgot about Yu Shushan, and even forgot about liking this thing.
This is not an exaggeration, it is a very normal thing, after all, this is how Lin Suwan handles things, if something makes her unhappy, she will immediately abandon it.
To a certain extent, this way does bring a lot of pleasure, forget about those unhappy things, and only be happy unless there is nothing in your head.
Xiaolan looked at Lin Suwan so worried, and she didn't have any other thoughts in her heart, originally thinking that Lin Suwan didn't care about her at all.
But now that I think about it, it seems that the matter of falling in love is originally illusory, as long as you enjoy it, if there is a moment when you feel that there is no need to stick to it, it is really not necessary.
It's not that I can't understand all this, but I hope for an opportunity to find a springboard for myself, and the joy of jumping from sadness requires a process, just a matter of speed and slowness.
Xiaolan also wanted to skip these periods quickly, but she never found a reasonable opportunity, but in the end, it was because of Lin Suwan that she got through these difficulties.
Xiaolan looked at Lin Suwan very seriously and asked, "I have actually seen that your feelings for Yu Shushan are not simple, but they have known each other for so long, and it has been so long, why haven't you made any progress at all?" Have you long forgotten how you felt for him? ”
Xiaolan has wanted to ask such a question for a long time, but she has never found a good opportunity, after all, if she suddenly asks such a question, maybe Lin Suwan will be very angry, after all, this is Lin Suwan's privacy, and she can't say it casually.
However, looking at Lin Suwan's mood at this time, it was not bad, so Xiaolan chose to ask at this time.
Lin Suwan took a deep breath, she didn't expect that Xiaolan had already discovered this matter, and it was so natural, she felt that there was no need to hide it.
Although I vaguely said it before, and even remembered it obviously, I said some in my impression, but maybe after so much time, Xiaolan still had a lot of doubts.
Lin Suwan smiled slightly, not to make herself look like a good person, but to let Xiaolan get some encouragement from her.
said: "I still say the same thing, if something makes me unhappy, I must have abandoned it as soon as possible, and it has caused such a big impact on me, so why should I?"
I still choose my own happy life, right? "Lin Suwan has always adhered to his principles, and he has known what his principles are a long time ago, which is already a very fortunate thing.
Unlike Xiaolan, I always feel that taking one step at a time is the most correct.
Xiaolan took a deep breath, and also felt that Lin Suwan was a little nervous at this time, but she still said something normally, and it didn't have much impact.
Originally, I wanted to say some things, but now that I think about it, there is no need for this, after all, Lin Suwan seems to be downplaying these things.
At this time, Yu Shushan sneezed. He thought that someone must have talked about him, but the people around him didn't pay attention to him at all.
During this time, he has been running around, because many things have pressed on him, and the establishment of the image ambassador has led to many things that need to be handled by Yu Shushan.
Yu Shuyue doesn't remember how long she hasn't seen her brother, if it weren't for the presence of Yi Yun, she might really go crazy, after all, she was a person who liked to stay with her brother so much before.
However, when he was busy with some things, Yu Shushan did know a lot of people, and he also saw some beautiful girls among them, but these girls did not affect him at all.
Yu Shushan is still doing his own thing, because the person who has already been installed in his heart has not been directly developed.
"Senior, I feel that there are some things I want to tell you, which have been hidden in my heart for a long time, but I don't know whether to tell you this sentence or not, I am very confused and nervous, as if I want to see your parents."
A schoolgirl who looked quite well-behaved, standing in front of Yu Shushan, with her hands behind her back, said such words very seriously, in fact, in Yu Shushan's eyes, these words were very stupid, but the words had already been spoken, and it was impossible for her to go home directly.
I have to say that this schoolgirl's description is really a bit appropriate, and this kind of inner tension is indeed like seeing some older people.
Yu Shushan can understand this feeling, but it is absolutely impossible for him to accept a girl who has no feelings, not that he feels that there is anything wrong.
Or feel that there is something wrong with the girl in front of you, but feel that there is no feeling, which will cause a lot of things to be incompatible and definitely not a good situation in the end.
Yu Shushan smiled slightly, he couldn't show his sinister side in front of others, after all, he had already experienced public opinion in this area before, so he still put a certain amount of effort into his image.
smiled slightly, "You don't have to worry about so many things, but as a senior, I still have to tell you in person that the most important task now is to study, don't think about these things all day long, and I don't want to fall in love." ”
Yu Shushan expressed her meaning very clearly, and did not refuse directly, but it was basically equivalent to refusal, and the little girl was very helpless after hearing it.
After all, this is the first time to confess, after entering college life, seeing such a handsome senior, every day I examine whether I should be worthy or not, and finally found that having courage is also a necessary thing.
So she stood up and said what she said just now, but now after being rejected by Yu Shushan, the little girl also felt really helpless, and kept thinking about why she said such a thing.
She lowered her head and whispered: "Senior I'm really sorry, I didn't expect things to be like this, but I really have a great affection for you, if it's possible, can we be friends?" ”
The little girl is still very unwilling in her heart, and even feels very stupid, but at this time she can't help but want to be friends.
Yu Shushan also felt that there was nothing wrong with it, and gave a contact information, although he knew that he would not maintain much contact in the future, but at least he could give the little girl in front of him a little comfort, which was enough.
However, the people around were dumbfounded, they never thought that a senior girl would be able to stand up so boldly to confess Yu Shushan, and Yu was injured and able to answer some questions so gently.
The people in the fan group have begun to blush, but in order to work with Yu Shushan, they did not indicate that they were one of the members of the fan group, otherwise if they were discovered by the teacher, it would not be a simple matter.