Dear and Beloved (1)
I woke up Yu Ge early in the morning.
When I woke up, I was still in his arms, and when I saw him looking down at me, I immediately came to my senses.
Hurriedly got up from the ground, this time, he didn't stop me, just loosened his muscles, stretched, and slowly stood up.
"I ...... I ......, "I said a few words, but I didn't know what to say."
Yu Ge was really calm and unfazed, he just said calmly: "Morning." ”
Early?
It's really worthy of Yu Song.
There is his style.
I looked at Jin Fengcan in the other corner, he was still sleeping, so I called him up, he was still in a daze, and he screamed several times before waking up.
We have to keep going.
According to what Jin Fengcan told us, his home is in a small village not far from Rin, and he is basically out of Rindu, so he is relying on him to show us the way.
There is a peach tree at the entrance of the village, there will be peach blossoms in full bloom every spring, the peach blossoms are not as delicate as the wind peach blossoms, but it is also a kind of variety, pink and tender, delicate and lovely.
And that's where the story begins.
Master Jin's name is Jin Cun, nineteen years ago, there was no Rindu Jin family, at that time Master Jin was just a poor scholar, he looked okay, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, and he looked like a righteous person.
When passing by here, I saw a woman who had just come back from farming, her face was ruddy, although the rural woman was exposed to the wind and sun all the year round, but she had beautiful facial features.
Jin Cun's heart was moved, and he met under the peach blossom tree, and he asked the woman: "Passing by here, can you ask the girl for a drink?" ”
The woman nodded, and this woman was Jin Fengcan's mother.
The beginning of the story is very beautiful, it looks poetic, an acquaintance and a love, Jin Cun made a promise that when he developed in Rindu, he would take her to live in the city with him.
In fact, it is all a lie.
Jin Cun had already entered the city and developed in Rindu, because he was taken by the eldest lady of a large family, and he became wealthy, so he established the Jin family, and the eldest lady is now Mrs. Jin, who gave birth to two sons and a daughter.
Anyway, in the end, he didn't come to pick her up.
It wasn't until he died that he remembered if he had a son who was outcast.
I don't know if it was because of my uneasy conscience, so I took Jin Fengcan home, but I didn't treat Jin Fengcan well, and I didn't let him enjoy his father's love.
Jin Fengcan said that he didn't blame his father, he was in his position, sometimes he couldn't help himself, Mrs. Jin was indeed a very strong and domineering woman, when he was in the Jin family, he heard that Mrs. Jin scolded people, and he didn't dare to fight back.
Along the way, the three of us chatted and talked about things, and we didn't feel bored, and when I passed the entrance of the village, I saw the peach tree in the story, but it had no branches and leaves, and it looked a little decadent.
Just wait for the new year to come, another year of flowers, and another memory.
When she passed by, she would not look forward to the boy who took her into the city.
"Look, that's my home!" Jin Fengcan said, pointing to a dilapidated hut.
From the outside, it was just an ordinary country house, still a little dilapidated, the straw outside the house was piled high, there were all kinds of hoes and axes, and there were robes hanging on the drying rack, which were cold and hard to the touch, probably hanging overnight, and in the morning sucked up some dew and formed ice slag.
"Mother! I am back! Jin Fengcan shouted into the house, it could be seen that he was very happy, although the Jin family had fine clothes and food, it was not a real home after all.
Yu Ge and I also looked at each other with relief.
However, after waiting for a while, no one in the house responded, Jin Fengcan tried to push it, but it couldn't be opened, and there was no lock outside the house, which means that the door was locked from inside the house.
That just proves that there are people in the house.
"Haven't you been back since you went to the Jin family?" I asked Jin Fengcan.
Jin Fengcan shook his head and said, "No, because Mrs. Jin didn't let me go out, I never came back, and my mother couldn't read, so I couldn't send letters." ”
"How long have you been in the Kim family?" Yu Ge asked suddenly.
"Soon, only a year or two." Jin Fengcan replied honestly, he knocked on the door again, but still no one responded.
"Are you asleep? No, it's noon, so you should get up and eat. I wondered, and when I looked through the crack in the door, I could see that there was a wooden board inserted in the door, and the door was locked in the house.
"Mother! It's me back! It's Can'er! Open the door! Jin Fengcan was a little anxious and tapped the door.
"What should I do?" I looked at Yu Ge and asked for his advice.
Yu Ge said in a deep voice: "Get out of the way." ”
Jin Fengcan and I moved a position for him, Yu Ge stepped forward, holding Tianshuang's scabbard with one hand, pressing it down gently, holding the hilt of the sword in the other hand, and quickly pulled it out, the sharp sword qi flashed, and a sword was cut in the crack of the door.
In an instant, the wooden plank stuck in the crack of the door broke into two sections.
The door slowly opened.
Revealing the inside, my eyelids suddenly jumped, vaguely uneasy, I looked in and saw a dilapidated wooden table, on which were placed a few plates of dishes, neatly and neatly, and it seemed that no one had moved the chopsticks yet.
"Mother!" I heard Jin Fengcan's cry of grief, and I looked in his direction, and then I saw:
An emaciated figure fell on the floor next to the bed, its back facing up, in the direction of the doorway, its hands clutched forward, as if trying to open the door.
Jin Fengcan rushed over, knelt on the ground, and picked her up with trembling hands, but she was already stiff and breathless.
Fortunately, it's winter, but it's also because it's winter.
"Ahh
"Mother, Can'er is back, can you take a look at me?" Jin Fengcan held her tightly in his arms.
Yu Ge squatted down to probe her situation, and shook his head helplessly.
Indeed, long since his death.
Irretrievable.
Yu Ge checked, the old man was stiff because of the cold weather in winter, and he fell when he got out of bed, which should have been an accident, but this time she fell, and she never got up again.
The time of death is about twenty-four hours.
Jin Fengcan burst into tears.
In fact, many times it is like this, and it is wrong, leaving a lifetime of regrets.
We are only one day apart, before and after, only a short day apart, but this day is the eternal separation between heaven and man.
I wondered why the clothes could be confiscated after being left out to dry overnight.
It turns out that it is.
Jin Fengcan held the corpse and refused to let go, but we needed to bury my aunt, and he drove us away while crying, and we were very embarrassed.
I want to say something more.
"Xiao Lin." Yu Ge raised his hand to stop me, he took my hand and took me out of the house, I knew Yu Ge's intentions, and now, I could only let him accept this reality.
Yu Ge said, "Let's give him a little time." ”
After all, after all, he will have no mother.
When he feels frustrated and hopeless, he can no longer think about "just go home." ”
Yes, it would be nice to go home early, and it would be nice to stay with your family when you are still young and can take care of your family.
But how can there be such a good thing, the world is not as good as expected, there is no such good thing, there is no such good thing.
The lamp behind Jin Fengcan.
"Snap", it was dark.