Chapter 100: It's All Sorrow
In the face of these unnecessary relationships, Lin Suwan also felt very unhappy, and always felt that he was being used.
She knew very well in her heart that Xu Shuangshuang had been interested in Yu Shushan from the beginning, and the appearance she showed could be directly seen.
But Lin Suwan felt that he should show his generosity now, otherwise it would become a big problem if Xu Shuangshuang grabbed the handle and wanted to explain it clearly.
Lin Suwan smiled and said, "That's still not needed, I think I also resigned after careful consideration." ”
Originally, the two of them were around Yu Shushan, but now Lin Suwan didn't expect the topic of conversation to be about resignation, which was already bad enough, but now that it is brought up, I don't know what to say, it seems that everything is against him.
Lin Suwan has always asked whether his resignation is right or wrong, and he was very firm for a while, feeling that any choice he made was very correct even if it was for no purpose, even if it was for Yu Shushan's good.
But now there is a little hesitation, because Lin Suwan feels that it is impossible to have a sincere companion of one person, and it is impossible to really grow old together in his life.
In fact, these imaginary things will not happen very easily, since there is no need to do your best for the good of a person, let alone give up some of the things that you think are most important.
But Lin Suwan felt that he didn't regret it at all, at least he was happy.
Living in this world, it is a particularly lucky thing to be able to get some happiness, and Lin Suwan often finds happiness around him, and does not want to live a particularly tiring life.
But I don't know why there are always things around me lately, and happiness is simply non-existent.
All I have in my heart is Yu Shushan, but every day I ask myself who the person in Yu Shushan's heart is, and I never know what others think.
It is precisely because of this sense of mystery that one thing feels particularly unsafe, and I didn't worry about these things before, but the recent relationship with Yu Shushan has caused such cranky thoughts.
Xu Shuangshuang could directly see the difference between Lin Suwan at this moment, although Lin Suwan was not usually a woman who liked to talk, but at least on the surface, it seemed that there would be no mistakes in interpersonal communication, but Lin Suwan's eyes were puzzled.
Lin Suwan didn't want her affairs to be directly seen by others, but she didn't know why, no matter what she did, others could directly explore some information from her eyes.
This kind of thing has always bothered him, Lin Suwan has never thought about how to change his own reaction, he thinks about it every day, but he has never found such a reasonable way.
Xu Shuangshuang smiled slightly at this time, his voice was still a little loud, but it didn't make people feel impolite, Xu Shuangshuang said with a smile, "Actually, I think there are a lot of problems in this world, but we don't often find them, and even if we do, we don't want to accept them."
I can tell you're very confused right now, and I wonder if you'd like to tell me what you're going through. ”
Xu Shuangshuang put himself in the state of a friend, and in this way, he hoped that Lin Suwan could rest assured at this time and not tense his spirit.
For some things, if you keep it tense all the time, you will definitely not know something, Xu Shuangshuang still knows these things well, but looking at Lin Suwan's nervous appearance, he is even more nervous, and he doesn't know what he did wrong.
Xu Shuangshuang felt that there was nothing wrong with his own questioning, but he felt that it was because Lin Suwan had been nervous from the beginning, which caused him to be so scared no matter what happened.
Lin Suwan wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to say the fear in his heart, and he really didn't know how to say it to be happy, there were many things, Lin Suwan didn't feel the need to care too much.
But about the connection between Yu Shushan and Xu Shuangshuang, I have indeed kept it in my heart, this seems to be a stumbling block in the relationship between the two people, if Xu Shuangshuang does not leave, then Lin Suwan will be thinking about these things that others think are particularly outrageous every day.
Putting aside all these emotions and thinking about these issues, Xu Shuangshuang would feel very real, and she would feel that what Lin Suwan was afraid of at this moment was particularly understandable.
After all, whenever your own people leave or are a little bit insecure, you will always think about some more things in your heart, and these things are not understood by others.
"If you feel scared, you don't have to tell me, it's a special pleasure to be able to eat with you this time, and I have to say that I really want to hear the story between the two of you."
Xu Shuangshuang was eating and talking at the same time, such a behavior was shown in front of Lin Suwan, in fact, Lin Suwan would feel that it was not polite at all.
But at this time, Lin Suwan completely ignored this point, and only felt that Xu Shuangshuang was a person who could speak, and it was not as bad as he imagined, perhaps because Xu Shuangshuang had been trapped in the office and couldn't do his own thing, so he would show such an unruly appearance.
Now it's not in a cage, Xu Shuangshuang is like a loose horse, every second looks like it becomes very serious, Lin Suwan wants to answer some questions, but I don't know why he suddenly said the previous story.
Lin Suwan often wondered if he could tell others about these memories, and he should find someone he didn't know to be able to say something happy.
But Lin Suwan was a little worried, feeling that Xu Shuangshuang just wanted to know more things to show such a look that people were willing to approach, and this worry made Lin Suwan a little overwhelmed.
wanted to say it, but closed his mouth tightly and didn't say it, but at this time, Xu Shuangshuang sat down next to Lin Suwan gently, looking at each other like two sisters.
They are communicating with each other with their souls, and many things can be explained clearly through their eyes, Lin Suwan didn't know why as if he was moved, and he told his and Yu Shushan's experiences very seriously, and there was no hiding at all.
Even if some particularly embarrassing things can be said, Lin Suwan feels particularly unhappy many times, but more often he wants to find someone to say something in his heart.
I don't know why Lin Suwan has long wanted to find someone who is not very familiar with her, such an idea sometimes feels particularly immature, because she may tell strangers about some very important things, strangers don't take it seriously, but if she takes it seriously, she must know more things.
Even when talking about the middle, Lin Suwan felt that it might be that Xu Shuangshuang wanted to know more things, and he was unwilling to stop, because Lin Suwan felt that he was very happy when he told the story of Xu Yushu's shirt.
It's like a drama series, everyone is looking forward to the two of them staying together, but it takes a long time before they decide to be together.
It's not a very fast process, and in this long journey, both of them were able to persevere to the end, and there are already some people who are moved.
In fact, when Xu Shuangshuang listened to Lin Suwan tell these stories, he also had some insights, and he could clearly feel Lin Suwan's inner happiness and liking for Yu Shushan, which seemed to be really impossible to put on Xu Shuangshuang's body.
It's just that Xu Shuangshuang is thinking about Yu Shushan, and he is not too willing to help Yu Shushan do something, which is the biggest difference.
In fact, Xu Shuangshuang has already given up such an opportunity, in fact, it is not an opportunity at all, but Xu Shuangshuang's wishful thinking.
She just wants to know more about what the man who wanders back and forth in her mind every day is like, and she may be able to know more things through other people's stories, not to mention a person like Lin Suwan.
Xu Shuangshuang didn't want to show his particularly strong side, because Xu Shuangshuang felt that continuing to do this would only make things very complicated, and he was very aware of what Yu Shushan's attitude was.
It's just that Xu Shuangshuang didn't expect that Yu Shushan and Lin Suwan would quarrel after all, otherwise how could Lin Suwan suddenly come to look for it, and he was still smiling on the surface, but in fact, he wanted to ask something, and he could see it directly from his eyes.
This is not an exaggeration, but a statement of facts, Xu Shuangshuang felt that he should also confess something after listening to the story, otherwise he would feel panicked if he concealed it.
Xu Shuangshuang looked at Lin Suwan very seriously and said, "I know that you are worried about whether there is some unexpected relationship between me and Yu Shushan, but in fact, there is nothing between the two of us at all, it has always been my wishful thinking, and I only realize how stupid I am to do this now." ”
Xu Shuangshuang was saying this very seriously, and it could be seen from his eyes that he was not lying, but Lin Suwan was still a little skeptical, and always felt that some things could be arranged directly.
Maybe some people do every action in advance, not because they are a little scared, but not afraid of it.
I'm worried that Yu Shushan won't have Lin Suwan in his heart, so what's the point in this world? Lin Suwan doesn't want his life to be like this all the time, it's all sad.