Chapter 223: The Domino Effect (End)
After the doorbell rang, the door lock was opened, and Shen Yu cautiously pushed open the door and walked in.
A large floor-to-ceiling window illuminates the entire floor.
Shen Yu looked left and right, and finally at the end of the right, he saw a man dressed in white, standing in front of the window and looking out of the window, holding a wine glass in his hand.
Bai Jin didn't look back, just looked at the entire Xinhai City and said, "You're here." ”
"Well, you said that if I win, you go and turn yourself in."
"A catastrophe throws all the faces of humanity out, to this day, do you still think that human nature is good?"
Shen Yu put the letters on the coffee table and slowly walked to the window.
"Man is an animal, and everything in nature is to seek advantages and avoid harms. But the reason why people are human beings is because they know how to think, and they know that on the basis of pursuing advantages and avoiding disadvantages, they also have a conscience.
Although the panic you created has exposed the ugliness of human nature to many people. Ignoring the lives of others for their own selfishness, making it difficult for the country to make money, using positions and money to violently exchange for other people's lives, and so on.
However, now the world is fixing. More people are actively trying to save, even if the power of the individual is weak.
Bai Jin, good and evil are not won or lost, but they are just a thought in people's hearts. ”
Bai Jin looked at Shen Yu, smiled bitterly and took a sip of wine, as if recalling something, with sadness in his words.
"You are very similar to your father, even if you have changed your face now, you are still very similar in your bones."
Shen Yu remembered what Bai Jin said to his father in the letter, and couldn't help but feel some sympathy for him.
"You're cowardly and paranoid. You are afraid that your emotions will ruin your friendship, and you don't want to lose. But you can't fool yourself, so you just don't see him again after he gets married.
Then you, who originally saw him as the light of life, began to hold a grudge against him. I feel that everyone in the world is really the same, and for their own selfishness, they will eventually abandon others. ”
Bai Jin was stunned, then laughed and shook his head, but Shen Yu saw tears in the corners of his eyes with a smile.
"You are as innocent as your father, but you are not as ruthless as he is. Don't you want to know what's going on between us? I'm telling you.
Thirty-two years ago, Nanfeng and I met in the High Intelligence Department, and I never thought that a student of a military academy could be so intelligent. After we got acquainted, we had a lot of topics, like confidants who hated to meet each other.
Slowly, I discovered what made him different. No matter how difficult things are, he can face them with a cheerful smile.
Even if he found out about some dirty and dirty things, he just laughed it off. I was amazed that it wouldn't be affected.
I gradually began to care about his actions, everything about him. I ignored the strange feeling in this emotion and felt that we were rare confidants.
It wasn't until I saw a French couple in the High Chi Department that I seemed to understand what my strange emotions about the south wind were.
But like you said, I don't dare. I know how ridiculous the world is, but I can't get rid of it.
Before he returned home, I think he hinted at his reluctance. He still responded to me heartily, we are lifelong confidants and friends.
Not long after he returned home, he got married. I knew I couldn't expect anything more, so I stopped thinking about it. It was the time when I established Original Sin.
He who loses the light will only fall into darkness. Especially if you have seen too much of the dark world, even if the light exists, you don't want to believe it anymore.
After that, Original Sin went from a high-intelligence asylum to a criminal organization. I don't care, the world is supposed to be washed.
But my only bottom line is that I won't let Nanfeng know.
When I met Gu Bai, I was indeed observing him, and he was very different from Nanfeng. Although the appearance is very similar, in his bones, Gu Bai is lonely.
It's a distrust of the world, and that's when I walked into his world.
He was the smartest person I had ever met except for Nanfeng, and gradually, I saw my emotions towards Nanfeng in Gu Bai's gaze at me.
I began to distance myself from him, but at this time, Nanfeng suddenly contacted me and asked me to take care of Gu Bai, who was also in the High Intelligence Department. He didn't know that his youngest son had known me for a long time.
It wasn't until I returned home with some of the original sins that I saw the south wind for the first time. It's just a murder scene, and to be honest I didn't show up that time, but I wanted to see him.
As smart as he was, he soon learned who I was. That was the first time he pointed a gun at me, and I said something that had been buried in my heart for a long time.
I thought he would be surprised, or at least confused. But it turned out that he knew everything, he knew everything. It's just that he didn't want to respond, so he pretended to be a fool and let me retreat.
Even in order to make me give up, he quickly returned to China after graduation. Then I married my current wife, just to let me completely break off the thoughts I shouldn't have.
I never felt like I wasn't smart enough, but he was the only one who made me lose my armor and even feel like a joke.
At that moment, the light in my heart was completely extinguished.
He was still so innocent and soft-hearted, he felt guilty about me, so he let me go. If he had killed me at that time, nothing would have happened.
Do you know why Gu Bai turned against you? He knows everything, he knows my attachment to Nanfeng, he knows how Nanfeng treats me, he knows that family, and you are more favored.
At that time, in Gu Bai's heart, I was the only one. So he listens to everything I say, just to make me happy.
When I learned that Nanfeng had died unexpectedly, I didn't come out of my room for three days.
And Gu Bai quickly found out the truth of the matter, and there was the explosion ten years ago.
Are you curious, why am I faking my death?
This is all thanks to your father, although he spared me at that time, but also said that he did not want to see me. After avenging him, I was tired.
I originally wanted to hand over everything to Gu Bai and end myself, but Tao Yan gave me another plan. It took ten years to find an answer.
And you have already experienced this process firsthand. I still haven't found the answer, human nature is good and evil in one thought, but why can he still live with one heart after seeing so much darkness?
Sometimes I think he is hypocritical, and he insists on trying to do it even though it is difficult to bear. Sometimes I think I'm too cowardly, maybe at that time I was desperate to do what I wanted, and I didn't have these things.
That's it, let's end this farce! I am tired. ”
After speaking, Bai Jin stopped talking, Shen Yu guessed one or two, but did not guess the middle. Seeing Bai Jin slowly sitting on the sofa, Shen Yu still spoke.
"It's not that there is no darkness in my heart, but I am willing to believe that the opposite side of the darkness is the sun. If you have to choose a way to live, you would rather live in the sun, face it frankly, and be worthy of your heart. ”
After Shen Yu finished speaking, he quietly looked at Bai Jin, who was sitting with his back to him, but he didn't respond for a long time. The bad premonition made Shen Yu walk forward quickly and came to Bai Jin's face.
And Bai Jin was sitting on the sofa, the wine glass in front of him was empty, and the whole person was quiet as if he wanted to fall asleep.