Chapter 1007: Forever Missed
How long has it been since you enjoyed the feeling of being held in Subei's arms?
Or never!
Song Junyi was greedy for the tenderness at that moment, and couldn't help but lean her head into Su Bei's arms, although she couldn't see it, he couldn't feel it!
But happiness is too short-lived, and it still flies with wings......
Song Junyi's head hadn't been implemented in Su Bei's arms, Su Bei had already turned around, and she shouted into the room: "Where are you?" You come out for me! You bastard, don't think I'll be grateful to you if you died for me! I hate you, you make me sad......"
Listening to the heart-rending sound of northern Jiangsu, Song Junyi's heart was cut into pieces.
He silently said in his heart: I am here, but you can't see me! It's like our life, I've always been there for you, but you've looked elsewhere......
At this time, he suddenly remembered Tagore's famous poem: The farthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, but I stand in front of you, and you don't know that I love you!
The farthest distance in the world is not that I am standing in front of you, and you don't know that I love you, but that you are obsessed with it, but you can't say that I love you!
The farthest distance in the world, it's not that I can't say I love you, but I want you to be heartbroken, but I can only bury it deep in my heart!
The farthest distance in the world is not that I can't say I miss you, but that we love each other, but we can't be together!
But does Subei love him?
They are destined to not be able to meet before they meet!
Subei is a bird in the sky, and he is a fish in the water!
One is in the sky, the other is deep in the sea!
At this moment, Su Bei is not dressed yet, and Song Junyi's eyes are looking at her in such a daze!
What a powerful scene this scene is!
After Su Bei became an adult, Song Junyi barely looked at her carefully, although he had had the experience of hugging and sleeping and even helping her change clothes a few times before, but he didn't dare to look at it, for fear that he couldn't help it!
How beautiful this body is, just now I only saw Su Bei's face, and his heart was soft!
And now that he saw Su Bei's body, his heart was crazy with jealousy!
He could imagine how crazy that man would be when he was on her, no, Su Bei's chest and her legs all had the mark of madness......
Song Junyi was furious, suddenly stood up, grabbed Jin Sixiao by the collar, and punched him hard!
It's a pity that his fist passed through Jin Sixiao's face, and he couldn't cause any damage to Jin Sixiao except to drive himself crazy!
This is just like in reality, no matter how he jumps, he can't stop Su Bei from throwing himself into the arms of Jin Sixiao!
Jin Sixiao naturally couldn't feel the punch, he watched Su Bei fall into madness, suddenly took her hand, and shouted: "Enough!" ”
How could he watch Su Bei be so sad for another man?
Said yes and forgot about that damn guy?
Isn't this just as Eleven said, when you can't have it, the only thing you can do is to make yourself not forget!
The more you want to forget someone, the more you will remember!
Su Bei's subjective consciousness wants to forget, but her heart can't do it!
Damn, how the hell did she have such weird dreams?
Obviously, she cared for her as much as she could last night and curry favor with him!
What your lips are not lips, what is the dew of the morning rose, what you are the sun in my heart, these are all bullshit!
Life is like a play, it all depends on acting skills!
Subei's kindness to him is all acting!
Song Junyi saw Jin Si and the north of Jiangsu
, I want to rush forward, although it is useless for him to do anything, but it does not mean that he will not do it!
But halfway through the rush, he stopped, because Su Bei had already leaned into Jin Sixiao's arms!
Those two people who hugged each other tightly, he couldn't separate, what could he do?
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I know you're sad, I'm sad too!" Su Bei's tone was flustered, and he kept wiping the tears on his cheeks! "I'm grieving you again, but I can't control myself! I slept well just now, and there was no sign at all! But in my dream, I saw him walk into our room, he sat next to me, looked at me, he was full of sadness, I, I was scared! ”
Song Junyi was stunned, what Su Bei said was really vivid, completely replicating the scene just now!
How did she do it?
She couldn't see him!
Could it be that the souls of the two of them still have some sense?
Maybe......
But what if you have an induction?
He's already too late to find out!
He's dead!
Maybe wait a minute, black and white will come to arrest him for free!
He will leave, and then go to drink the Meng Po soup that can forget everything, and reincarnate as a human in the future, he can't disturb the life of northern Jiangsu!
"Say no more!" The more Jin Sixiao listened, the more sad he became, and he lowered his head and kissed Su Bei lightly on the head!
Su Bei really forced himself to be good to him and love him!
What should he do with her?
Will this page never be opened?
Eleven didn't know what the situation was, maybe he should really do his best to save Song Junyi, otherwise Subei would never be able to let go!
Just as he was thinking about it, the phone that Jin Sixiao put on the bedside rang.
The ringing of "jingle bells" crosses the dawn sky!
Song Junyi stood beside the bed, the closest place to the phone!
He saw the caller ID on the phone screen, which said "Eleven", which was Eleven's number!
Eleven was sent by Jin Sixiao to save him, this Song Junyi knows!
So now Eleven is here to report the news of his death!
It turned out that he was really dead!
Song Junyi didn't know how he felt in his heart, he always wanted to die, but he really knew that he was dead, and he still felt a little sad!
Because from then on, he didn't even have a chance to think about northern Jiangsu!
Jin Sixiao also frowned when he heard the phone ringing!
There are very few people who know his phone number, and now that it is not dawn, it must be an important thing to be able to call him at this time period!
Su Bei listened and asked, "What's wrong?" Who is it? Hit at this time? ”
Jin Sixiao pulled over a nightgown and draped it on Su Bei's body, "Put on your clothes first, be careful of catching a cold!" He dressed himself again, and then picked up the phone and took a look!
Sure enough, it was eleven!
That's definitely not going to be good!
If Song Junyi is just dangerous, it's useless to call him now!
"Eleven! I sent him out on a mission! Jin Sixiao explained simply, afraid that Su Bei would hear what Eleven said, so he deliberately walked to the balcony outside the room to pick it up!
Su Bei knew that Jin Sixiao had a lot of secrets at work, and he didn't care, so he sat down on the bed!
She looked at this room that suddenly seemed a little empty, and she didn't know if it was her own mental effect, she felt that Song Junyi was here, looking at her silently!
"Little uncle!" Su Bei muttered to himself, and his fingers touched the position where Song Junyi had sat just now. "Uncle, are you here?"
Song Junyi replied silently: "I'm here!" ”
He walked to Su Bei's side, knelt down in front of her, and put his hands on her knees!
But Subei couldn't see him or hear him!
A line of tears flowed down Su Bei's cheeks, Su Bei bit his lip and said, "If you are here, let's say a few words!" ”
Song Junyi was silent, wanting to help Su Bei wipe away his tears, but in vain!
"I know you love me very much, and I have loved you before, so much!"
Song Junyi's hands were stunned, and his heart ached!
He didn't know that Su Bei would say such a thing, Su Bei did like to pester him when he was young, but at that time, everyone was too young to know what love was!
I love you so much......
What exactly did he give up?
What did you miss?
"But we've missed it, and you can see it, Ashta is very good to me, he tolerates me infinitely, and I can't let him down!" Su Bei kept crying, she really thought so in her heart!
Song Junyi was also silent, maybe he had never understood northern Jiangsu, thinking that everything could be started again!
He didn't know that Su Bei's principle was so strong, once she identified something, others would not live up to her, she would never give up!
Subei also did this to him, but he failed him!
But now it doesn't matter!
Thankfully, he made a very wise decision in the end, didn't he fulfill her?
Su Bei sniffed and continued: "If your soul is not at ease, come and see me, I can tell you very clearly that I am living well and happily now!" You can rest assured......"
After another pause, Su Bei's voice continued to sound: "You don't need to be obsessed, since we have missed it, not only this life, but we have also missed it forever!" Even if I die, our souls meet, or we meet when we are reincarnated, I will not be with you again! Because on the Sansheng Stone, I have been bound to another man, and unless he fails me, this will never change! ”
Song Junyi listened, a heart has sunk to the bottomless abyss!
Is it so ruthless?
Forever......
He didn't believe in these things before, but now that he himself is clearly dead, but he still has a soul, does it mean that there will really be a reincarnation after death?
If even countless reincarnations can't be exchanged for another intersection with Northern Jiangsu, then what's the point of his reincarnation?
It's better to go up in smoke!
Just now he was very glad that his soul could come to see Subei, but now he regrets it and feels that there is no need for this!
It turns out that after death, the soul will continue to despair!
Subei, she is so ruthless!
"I know, I won't bother you again in the future!" Song Junyi silently lowered his head, if God could give him another life......
No, Su Bei has just said that even if he is reincarnated again, Su Bei will not ...... with him again
Sure enough, time could be turned back, if he could have a chance to be reborn......
If he can go back to the time when he met Subei, no matter how he is doing, he will definitely not miss it again, because without Subei, his life is meaningless at all!
Everything he pursued before was just a bubble, and those wealth, those fame, and those status, didn't they all have nothing to do with him now?
His only obsession now is Subei!
But Su Bei also said it just now, so he doesn't even need to have obsessions!
So what else could he have?
(End of chapter)
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