Lonely afternoon
Liu Xiaoai delayed a day to do these messy inspections.
The inspection did not take long, and the time was all wasted waiting in line.
If you don't go to the hospital, you never know how many patients there are in the hospital.
She went to the Municipal Maternal and Child Health Hospital, which was full of pregnant women and was not considered a patient. But there are no fewer people than in other hospitals.
When she came back in the afternoon, she was so tired and sleepy that she simply didn't go to work, so she lay down and fell asleep.
Chen Song was still at work and did not accompany her to the hospital for examination.
This is Liu Xiaoai's own request, she is not young anymore, and she needs Chen Song to accompany her everywhere.
She would rather Chen Song focus on her work and earn more money to make her less stressed.
Accompany her to check, it's useless to play with these imaginary things.
is older, and it is much more realistic to consider problems, and she has also passed the age of hypocrisy, and she has no conditions for hypocrisy.
However, Chen Song picked up the child when he came back from work. Liu Xiaoai sent a message to Chen Song before going to bed to make arrangements.
Chen Song didn't go on a business trip, and he didn't have anything else to do, so picking up the children was a natural thing.
Liu Xiaoai rarely slept during the day.
She didn't sleep long before she woke up, and when she woke up, she looked at her phone, and it was not yet five o'clock.
Waking up from a nap is the time when people are most likely to feel lonely.
As soon as Liu Xiaoai opened her eyes, she forgot what it was and what time it was, and her nerves were a little confused.
The room is very quiet, and the road is still closed because of the fire in the community last year, so there is no vehicle horn.
The community is also quiet and quiet.
Liu Xiaoai was lying on the bed alone, her eyes were empty, and there was silence all around.
The dim light shone through the curtains, but the room was still dark.
That feeling of loneliness swept through Liu Xiaoai's body and mind in this way.
She felt as if she was depressed, her mood was very low, and even at a certain moment, she felt that her life was a waste.
She thought that she seemed to be a real failure, ashamed of her parents and children, but she was powerless to change all this.
She was really short of money.
She lacks nothing but money.
The pressure of that kind of life, I don't feel it if I don't think about it on weekdays, but as soon as I start thinking about it, I will immediately be oppressed by the pressure.
Perhaps after pregnancy, the body's hormonal imbalance is out of balance, and pregnant women can easily feel vulnerable.
At this time, Liu Xiaoai not only felt pressure and helplessness, but also the baby in her belly that was about to be lost.
She even thought about her first child she hadn't met and had been beaten out in a little over a month.
If her life was stable at that time, she could marry Chen Song and give birth to a child naturally.
But at that time, they were not married, they did not have the money to marry.
That kind of lack of money is really no money, and even the cost of the abortion is borrowed from classmates.
Liu Xiaoai has been hiding from her parents and being with Chen Song, and now Xiaobao is more than five years old, and Liu Xiaoai's parents don't know that she has had a miscarriage.
In that case, Liu Xiaoai has no face to get married at all, and she has no face to give birth to a child.
At this moment, Liu Xiaoai felt guilty and desperate.
The guilt and distress were even worse than when the miscarriage was at that time.
And now this child, even if he gritted his teeth and wanted to give birth, it would not work, because the medicine Chen Song took had an impact on the fetus.
She also didn't want to risk having a deformed child.
She is not in a position to take care of the child in question, and she is even more afraid that the child will suffer when she is born.