Chapter 189: Deliberately embarrassed

The clock in the living room pointed to eleven thirty, and it was indeed late.

Everyone said goodbye to Zhang Shanfeng and went downstairs together.

"Brother, let's not accompany you two through this section, you two pay attention to safety!" Mo put on his helmet and pretended to say this in a deep voice. Usually, he takes a detour to accompany Su Shinian and Shang Liu home, but now Yun Qingshao lives in a community with her, so this "heavy responsibility" will naturally be handed over to Yun Qingshao.

Late-night streets and alleys, in addition to barbecue stalls, KTV, bars...... Those places are sparsely populated. The road was long, long, wide and wide, and Su Shinian drove steadily.

Slowly, my mind wandered a little. She was a thoughtful little girl, and Aunt Ling's words couldn't help but arouse her cranky thoughts.

If things can be clearly separated between adults and children, then how can there be so many rebellious children in the world? Adults always have endless truths, no matter what happens, they can say a reason. When the unexpected strikes, he is also in prison.

When she pushed Aunt Ling's hand away, Su Shinian turned around and turned his back to her, "I've never liked to meddle in things. ”

I don't like other people to meddle in things.

She didn't say the latter sentence. She knew that Aunt Ling cared about her, so she didn't say it, she could escape the warmth sent by others, but she wouldn't deliberately hit the person who sent the warmth.

After all, Aunt Ling is just an outsider. Both husband and wife are teachers and have stable jobs; The husband is diligent, down-to-earth and responsible; The future of her daughter is bright when she grows up, and she is middle-aged and pregnant with a second child, which can be described as happy. What can Aunt Ling understand about her?

If you are hungry, you will find something to eat, and if you are injured, you will find medicine to rub it; When it's cold, add clothes to yourself, and when it's hot, turn on your own fan; One person goes to school, one person leaves school, and one person stays up one dead night after another.

Suzhou Creek and Ye Zijin divorced and hid it from her, she didn't cry, make trouble, or make noise, just pick up her luggage and leave. The results of the high school entrance examination plummeted, and she didn't say a word, and applied to Boda Private High School. For two years of living alone, she has lived her life quietly.

What did she complain about? What did she ask for?

Well, in addition to the monthly living expenses that hit the card......

"Be careful!"

Attention was pulled back, and Su Shinian hurriedly stepped on the brakes. A lame stray dog ran over the road and almost hit it.

Su Shinian fixed her eyes, her eyesight was not good, and she had to squint to see the dirty stray dog.

The lame puppy fled for his life with a bone he didn't know he had found in that corner. When I got out of the road, I let go of my heart and began to limp again. The stray dog slowly walked to the trash can in front of a store and lay down. There was a pile of discarded foam boards.

The street lights are dim, illuminating a distance for everyone who returns home late at night, not bright enough, but, warm enough.

It was so warm that Su Shinian's eyes were sweating.

One drop, two drops, looking at the stray dog that was faintly seen under the downlight in the corridor of the store, lying next to the garbage can and holding a bone and slowly licking and sucking, Su Shinian's eyes were wet, and tears flowed out of his heart and dripped on his clothes.

"What do you think about driving without looking at the road? If you fall, forget it, what if you hit the puppy, life is precious...... Huh! Why are you crying? Don't! I'm kidding, don't cry. ”

Yun Qingshao originally just complained casually, but when he saw Su Shinian's face wet with tears, he immediately panicked, thinking that he was talking too much. I can't help but secretly scold myself, make your mouth stink!

Rao has a smart brain, he does the questions quickly, reads a lot of books, and is flustered like a child at the moment. What kind of scene is this, we haven't seen it before!

"Don't cry, if you can't beat me, I'll just let you hit twice. I feel uncomfortable with you like this, Su Shinian, ah!! "The clouds are less crazy. In the past, he lost his temper and others came to coax him, when did someone get angry with him and let him coax people?

"It's my fault, I shouldn't have said you, puppy, it's a big deal! Or is your safety more important! Yun Qingshao looked at the stray dog next to the trash can, and said silently in his heart I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that, don't you hate me.

"Don't cry, it's me who is wrong this time, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't talk nonsense!"

Su Shinian turned his head, raised his big eyes blurred by tears, and stared at Yun Qingshao. Who are you bumping into, bumping into it?! It's not your own dog, isn't it distressing?! Life is precious!

Separated by a mist, Yun Qingshao couldn't see the emotions in Su Shinian's eyes clearly.

Su Shinian's wide-eyed eyes were filled with tears, his nose was a little red, and his small mouth was slightly pursed, looking pitiful. Yun Qingshao's heart moved, and he reached out to wipe the tears hanging on Su Shi's long eyelashes, and said:

"Don't cry, didn't I just say a word to you? I'll just say casually, you can't take it seriously! It's me who is wrong, you shouldn't have a bad mouth, don't cry, it's ugly. You're not fun at all......"

The warm fingertips crossed the long eyelashes, the moist eyes, the fair cheeks, and the shackled heart of Su Shinian.

His body trembled slightly, and Su Shinian almost cried.

It's been many years, and I haven't cried in front of people. Su Shinian sniffed and suppressed his tears.

There is no one who does not crave warmth, but equally, no one wants to endure the cold after the warmth evacuates. Su Shinian has never liked to let people get close, no, it's because she doesn't dare to get close to others.

"Smack!"

Yun Qingshao's slender and powerful hand was slapped off by Su Shinian, and she wiped her eyes and wiped away her tears.

In Su Shinian's opinion, the best relationship is that I know you, you know me, and it is enough to call you by name and say hello when you meet.

"What nonsense? Idiot! Who said I cried because of what you said? Less narcissistic! It's the wind and sand that is blind, okay! ”

"Most people use this as an excuse, do you want to change it?" The clouds are less venomous.

"Get out!"

Su Shinian was depressed, I knew you still said it!

"Isn't it? Where did the suffocating person come from in this big night? If you want to say that the insects flying in the air have entered your eyes, I still believe you, this sprinkler has just passed, and it can't fly up to any sand! ”

“……”

Su Shinian was speechless, simply ignored him, and turned his head to look in the direction of the stray dog.

She landed on both feet, and she was almost about to walk towards it. The foot stepped involuntarily, but at the moment of landing, he was pulled back by reason.

The abandoned stray dog has no home, and no one can help it. The lost home can be rebuilt, how can the broken heart be healed?

Fate, good or bad, good or bad, good or bad, is predestined. Whether it's a stray dog or her, she has to bear it herself.

Suppressing the pity in his heart, Su Shinian chose to leave.

She's a person who can't even take care of herself, let alone take care of a dog.

Yun Qing didn't look at her appearance, as if he wanted to take in the stray dog.

"You like that puppy? Why don't you take it back! I'll help you! You see it's also pitiful, no one has to raise a home......"

"Why don't you bring it back yourself?!" If someone could take it in, it would be good for it......

"I can't do that even if I have that heart! I'm allergic to dog hair! ”

“……”

"Get out!"

Packed up his emotions and started the engine in Su Shinian.

Yun Qingshao behind him was still chattering, probably frightened by his own tears, and Su Shinian didn't bother to pay attention to him.

Back in the community, Su Shinian entered the house and raised his hand to close the door.

"Wait!"

Yun Qingshao held a big hand horizontally, blocking Su Shinian's door.

"What?"

"Forehead ......"

"It's fine." Looking at Su Shinian's big clear and transparent eyes, as well as the expression on his face that was okay, don't bother me, Yun Qingshao suddenly forgot what he was going to say.

"It's like the old class!"

Su Shinian threw the door, and Yun Qing ate a little ash. Touching his smart head with an IQ of two hundred, Yun Qingshao's handsome facial features wrinkled, what did I want to do just now?

The girl is really strange, she was crying inexplicably just now, why is she like a nobody in a blink of an eye?

Back in his room, Yun Qingshao was still thinking about this question. What kind of strange thing is Su Shinian? Why is she crying to the dog?

After taking a shower, Yun Qingshao opened his laptop. Go to the browser page and type in "Why do girls cry?" ”

Skipping some of the previous posts that are inappropriate for children, Yun Qingshao found the answer in the back.

"1. I do feel better after crying

A study published in the journal Recent Trends in Psychological Science showed that most people felt a boost in mood after crying, especially after they received social support and help. Some studies suggest that tears contain stress hormones that are excreted during crying, making people feel better. Another explanation is that crying triggers the body to release feel-good endorphins.

2. Some people are born crybabys

While women are more likely than men to cry when they experience trauma, upset, or pain, it varies from person to person. Because some people are born crybags. Some people are more "cold-blooded" and don't cry when they see anything; Some people are born with shallow eye sockets, and a little thing can make her slam off the "golden bean".

3. Emotional

Scientists say that according to the classification of causes of crying, half of them are due to sadness, 110 due to irritation, 115 due to sympathy, 120 due to worry, and 130 due to fear.

……”

"Over the course of a month, men rarely weep more than seven times, while women cry more than 30 times. The vast majority of subjects cried for 1-2 minutes each time, and occasionally there was a "record" of continuous crying for 1 hour and 40 minutes. 40% of a woman's crying is due to arguments, marriage, love, and other relationships.

……”

Yun Qing looked at it less and felt. As far as Su Shinian is concerned, she can't be regarded as a girl, she is very tough!

Picked up the phone and unplugged it.

"Sister, have you slept?"

"No, I'm fine. Let me ask you something. ”

"I'm ...... today It seems to make other girls cry......"

Su Shinian, who was playing a game excitedly at the table, sneezed a few times, took out a tissue to wipe his runny nose.

From time to time, I still think of the little stray dog, thinking about myself and thinking about myself.

Su Shinian comforted himself, whose youth didn't have a little fart trouble, anyway, everything faded after a long time, and there was nothing to care about. Anyway, she's better than a puppy, and she has a place to roost.

Su Shinian thought that she was old, saw through the world, shook her little head, and continued to play liver games.